Requested by: ThatOneFriend_1
Relationship: Abuse (not from James tho :P )
Time Period: Collage AU
Prompt: "Oh, cut the act already!"
References: Hehehehehehe
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Y/N's POV:

One word to sum up my life. Abuse. All my life has been filled with it. My father slash my friends cut and even my boyfriend stab. All these thoughts filled my head as I had the razor in my hand.

Why is life so unfair? Why me? Why now? Why...why ever? Why does the universe do such cruel, hurtful things to the weak, to the poor, to the people who have nothing.

"Y/N!" I heard his voice as he slammed my apartment door shut. "Come out. NOW!" I swiftly hid the razor in a cabinet and went out of the bathroom. There he was, 'King' George. My boyfriend. Boyfriend. To me, that word has no meaning anymore, no, scratch that, love has no meaning anymore. It's nothing. Just a sorry excuse for a word.

"Y-Yes George?" I trembled. His fist slammed on the wooden table.

"You have no right to say my name! You know what you are and you know what to call me!" he yelled. It felt as if poison filled up your heart and slowly crushed it until no life was left.

"K-King..." I responded properly.

"Good," he said, "now I've brought another toy with me," he moved out of the way to show a girl with tan skin and black/brown-ish hair.

"Hey slut~" she smirked. Thoughts, no, memories came running into my mind and devouring it whole. Maria Lewis. The person that ruined my life. Once we were best friends...until she left me. Called me a hoe and told everyone that. Her plan? Play who you need to play and drag them along the fake lies of friendship then crush them and leave them behind.

"We're gonna be busy so DON'T disturb us." And with that they walked off into his bedroom and slammed the door shut. I fell. Thoughts filled my head 'Your not good enough'. The sounds I hear everyday, every minute, every second. I hear the truth.

'You're weak."  
'Fat'
'Worthless'
'Loser'
'Heartless'

The words rang in my head. Stop. Stop running away from the truth...I try and try. I need help. That's the problem. People know you're hurting...and they do nothing about it. Nothing. You are nothing.

I knocked on my boyfriend's bedroom door. It opened...

"What. Did. I. Say?!" He growled. I fell. Weak.

"T-to not bother you..." I answered.

"And what did you do?!"

"Disobey...." he got the knife out of his room. "P-please! No!" I yelled. He said nothing. He grabbed my arms and then.

Slash
Stab
Cut

I still love you...

James' POV:

It was morning and as I was walking in the courtyard I stumbled upon a girl laying on the grass unconscious.

Wait...oh no is she okay?! I grabbed my phone and called the ambulance.

(Time skip cuz I lazy :P)

She was brought to the hospital, I'm sitting next to her right now. She's laying still unconscious on the patient bed. She's beautiful...I hope she's alright...

I heard a knock on the door and the doctor came in. "What happened to her?" I asked worriedly. The doctor checked some charts.

"She passed out due to blood loss. We aren't certainly sure what had happened but we found there were cuts and bruises on her." I frowned.

"Will she be alright?" he nodded. I sighed in relief.

"Do you know this girl?" He asked. I shook my head.

"I just found her on the grass. I don't think we've met before though." he wrote something down on his charts.

"You seem to care for her even though you don't know her." He said, "Why's that?"

I shrugged, "Guess I'm just that type of person."

Y/N's POV:

I opened my eyes. Where am I? I sat up and looked around at the hospital room. I saw a boy next to me sleeping soundly. I sighed. I'm alive. Unfortunately.

I grabbed my phone from my pocket and found some earbuds near by. I got my playlist and chose a song:

(Pls Listen to the song so I can tear your heartstrings apart. Good? Good :D)

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

(I couldn't find the original so here's a cover by the one and only Anna! Now go sub to her)

Tears streamed down my face as the song went on.

A man who can't love...

I could relate to every word in the song...an abused girl who wants to redo mistakes...that...that is me.

"Urm..." I looked at where the sound came from. It was the boy...he's awake.

"Y-you're alive! That's amazing!" the boy said as he got up.

"D-Do I know you?" I've never seen this boy in my life. Not around the campus, nowhere.

"No," he said, "but I think we'll be good friends..."

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Ewo! This isn't the end of this oneshot there will be a part 2 because I love it that much •w•.

Here's an A/n, I'M SEEING HAMILTON IN 5 DAYSSSSS! SCREEEEEEEEE! I'm sooooo excited!!! I'll be sure to write here about it, so expect that coming out in a few days! Welp thanks for reading my ranting XD

Okie! Bye!