August 12, 20XX

Dionix... The man responsible for the death of the Shinzuyaku clan... Whatever you do... Do not face him alone if possible. To tell you what he looks like, he wears all black with an exception to red lines as a decal on his armor. He wears big gloves as well with a helmet having a red visor to cover his eyes. On July 31, I had woken up from being asleep and missing the rest of the tournament. From what Vert had told me, Neptune had won it. Makes me wonder what she'll use the wish for though, but knowing her... It'll be something crazy...

To celebrate Neptune's victory and to celebrate my progress in my training, we went back to Planeptune where Noire began making party plans to enjoy for the day. I was tasked with Vert to go get some groceries to help provide food. We had a nice talk while shopping around and sharing each other's thoughts. But then what should have been a wonderful day... is when I discovered who is the cause for the current situation of Gamindustri...

After pushing Vert out of the way, I was pulled through what looked like a portal as I landed in a giant crater. That's... When I met Dionix... He was the reason for ordering Mirasashiro to bring me here into this world and the main cause for the death of an entire clan dedicated to the goddesses. To be completely honest... I was over my head on this one... I thought my training had prepared me for this moment, but it was a nightmare instead... He had kept holding back his power until he needed to access more to keep me from matching his own power. I had to come up with new techniques and even skills to just compete with him to stay alive.

During our battle, I was damaged badly... I had broken ribs, cuts and bruises on my body, you name it... When I pissed off Dionix for the last time during our fight, I felt it was the end for me due to an energy sphere made of pure darkness... Wondering where my friends were... I thought they would be here to save me in time... I had begun to lose any hope to survive from this struggle... But during that same moment, my mind searched far back to where I had memories of my family and my friends that I made with them. If I died then and there, there's no telling what Dionix will do next. If he can do this... What would happen to my friends, my family, everyone...

That's when something began to happen, that would change my life forever. Calling the rest of any strength I could use, I used it all as I focused on keeping the dark sphere from crushing me. The thought of Dionix killing my friends and family who I love so much, angered me because I wanted to keep them safe. When I lost what power I had left, the sphere began to crush my body as well my spirit... Though, someone must have answered my prayers on living... Cause what happened then and now, gave me the advantage I needed to turn the battle around. A beam of light had surged into my necklace as it regained it's power, but not just regain it, unlocking a new power for me to use. Guardian mode. The transformation I acquired in that fight changed me forever.

After gaining that form, I felt more confident, serious and calm when standing back in battle. My body had changed to match the personalities I had when transformed. I couldn't believe how great I must have felt with all the energy coursing though me. I still can't believe it still actually. What happened in that fight allowed me to finally match, if not catch up a lot on Dionix's power due to the differences in our powers. When finally showing our strongest attacks, I felt calm instead of worried. My body moved out of instinct as I prepared a move that I wasn't familiar with, but at the same time, knew what to use. Flash Slice. The name of my attack to finish the fight, but not enough to finish off Dionix for good. The attack was so fast and powerful, not even Dionix stood a chance with its power it dealt. After he retreated, I suddenly felt weak as I collapsed and passed out...

Upon waking up though, I was in a hospital located in Planeptune. Apparently I made everyone worried, and yet relieved I had survived the ordeal made towards me. If it wasn't for that form... I would have been dead. Though... with it, came great change to even myself as well. Due to the concentrated beam of Share Energy coursing into the Crystal of Hope, it didn't just give me a new form, but in the process of immortality. Neptune and the other CPUs and CPU Candidates were also immortal due to their connections to the Sharicite and Share Energy.

Histoire had given me an offer to return to normal, but even if I did, I could still die even if I did become immortal. I may not age anymore because of the energy in my blood system, but I can still take a fatal wound and die just like any other time. So my decision was final as I chose to keep the energy in me. It was because of it saving my life, as well as giving me the power I needed to survive that day. Who knows when I'll need to use that form again. Though with great power that comes from it, comes a price each time. For the reason why I was out for twelve days, I was diagnosed with a coma effect. Even though I was able to keep little damage to my head, the negative effect made me experience a coma like state for a period of time. Call it a glass cannon where I become super strong, but then become super weak in the process after my transformation subsides... I have then decided to use it for when needing to handle a situation that was beyond my current power and form when absolutely necessary.

After with all the serious talk was over, Neptune surprised me the most with what her wish was that even threw me for a loop. Her wish was to have me go on a date with her. A DATE!! Of all things, she forced me into a date!! Could this world get any stranger from here on out really?? Though if I do have to be honest with myself really... I felt... really happy.

August 17, 20XX

Best night of my life!!! So, the date trap Neptune put me in... It went way better than I expected. So here's what happened, I was really super nervous for this date. The reason why... is because I never went on a date before in my life. Yes... yes... a shame and a shocker. You think someone who is seventeen or forever the age of seventeen now would have been on some kind of date by then. Not this case. Back home, I could not ask a girl out for shit. Reason why is because I would either get shot down or Johnathan, the school bully, would make me look bad or tie me up somewhere and make me late as he takes it over. Well, not this time thank god.

So after buying a fancy suit like Neptune wanted me to wear for tonight, she told me to meet her at the entrance to her living quarters in the Basilicom. At first I thought that night was going to be something along the lines of doing some training, maybe some pranks or playing video games. None of those mentioned even happened. To my shock and surprise, when Neptune came out through the door... I felt like I could just die on the spot with no regrets at all. Neptune came out in her HDD form as Purple heart to which she had on a beautiful dress for the evening. I really never expected that happening, because I was left speechless and stumbled over my words. For the evening, we went to a restaurant that served the best meal I have ever had with Neptune. It was also the same time, we celebrated of our meeting from two months ago. Back then, I was just another random person just living in either Hyper dimension or back in my dimension... Now I have super powered friends, who want to stop Dionix from destroying both their world and mine... What a crazy thing for a 17-year-old to do and experience.

At the end of the night, we walked back to the Basilicom as I was dropping Neptune off back to her living space located there. I had a really fun time being with Neptune like that and especially for a date like that. I was about to head for sleep myself, but Neptune had one more idea in mind. Just when I was about to walk away, Neptune pulled me back in for a kiss! My mind was blown away by this as I couldn't comprehend it at all. But it became natural as I kissed her back... After she parted away from the kiss and was about to close the door, she said good night to me and called me... handsome. When she closed the door and left me outside, I was completely dazed until my mind processed what happened. I must have been really red when that happened because my face felt hot from blushing. What happened that night sparked a thought that I never thought would ever happen; Neptune, has a crush on me.

August 21, 20XX

I was at Noire's Basilicom today as me and her had a sparing match to help each other get stronger. Considering we all need to get stronger because of Dionix, the training wheels are coming off now. No more holding back on trying to keep things slow and easy. With the events that happened in that crater, even the girls needed to keep training, for their sake... Anyway, let's not talk about that. This one is supposed to be off that topic.

So I was at Noire's Basilicom, we were training as if it was just a normal day. She was in her HDD form, while I opted to just have my energy surrounding me to increase my stats. Guardian mode to me... Is only for emergencies only. With each time I exit that form, I get a bad negative effect like I mentioned before. Because of it, I have to stay as my normal self when training and use only my skills and techniques to put up a chance with the others. Luckily for me today, Lady Victory smiled upon me as I had trapped Noire to make her surrender. What happened was that, I had used my Multi-slicer to send multiple energy slashes. When she destroyed them, dust had kicked up from the impact. Using the window of opportunity, I went through the smoke and caught her by surprise. She tried to counter attack me, but I dodged it as I then maneuvered my left hand behind her back and raised my blade in my right hand to her neck. If people could have seen us, I felt like I had tipped Noire backwards in like a dance fashion, but with a blade in the mix.

After she surrendered, we ended training for that evening for until later if we were up to it. But to me, we've been so focused on trying to get stronger and being prepared for an enemy attack, that we hardly had anything to do for fun. So I asked Noire if her and the others would like to head to the beach for today to enjoy the nice summer sun. She in turn thought it was a great idea. That then left me having to look for a pair of swimming trunks since I didn't get a pair back when shopping in Planeptune when looking for new clothes.

Later in the day, everyone had agreed it was a good idea to go to the beach and relax for the day. I felt we deserved to have a day off and not worry about training or work to just kick back and relax. IF and Compa couldn't come because they had work of their own they had to deal with, so it was just me, the CPUs and the CPU Candidates for the day. We all brought what we needed to enjoy the day. Umbrellas's to provide shade, coolers that held cold drinks for refreshments and a volleyball to play a game with. Though if I thought anything had a beautiful sight today, it was Neptune, Noire and Blanc with their swimsuits. I blanked out when I saw the three of them as I lost focus when the girls came out. I heard Noire calling out my name a few seconds later, snapping me out of my thoughts. Since everyone else walked on ahead, me and Noire walked together as we put our stuff down on the sand and rest in the shade of the Umbrella for a bit.

When I asked Noire if she wanted to join me and and the girls in the water, she declined in a nervous way. Knowing something was up, I had asked her for her reasons. Who would have thought Noire couldn't swim at all. Hell, she even had help trying to swim, but had a very hard time at it. I felt bad for her because she couldn't swim. Sure Vert and Blanc were fine just doing what they wanted to do, but they had something to preoccupy them for the time being. So I took it upon myself to teach Noire how to swim. She and the others have done a lot for me during my time here in their dimension, now it was my turn to give back in return to say my thanks.

When I was finally able to get Noire to the water, we focused on little tricks first to help her get used to the feel for the water first. After what took an hour's worth of time, she was able to steadily float on her back. Moving up, we practiced on trying to swim slowly while trying to keep afloat in the water. She still needs practice, but she'll get there in time. We then left the water and headed back to where our stuff was and saw Neptune, Nepgear and Uni sitting together. Apparently they saw us as they mentioned us swimming. Noire then punched me in the gut because we didn't do it in private so no one wouldn't see us. Talk about my luck when she says that now...

The day went on as we played a game of volleyball, but then ended with Noire's team winning and Neptune laughing at me with my head buried in the sand. Once again, my hand had landed on Noire's chest by accident while trying to hit the volleyball. Before I could explain, she did an axe kick to my head and- oh you know the rest how that happened in the end...

Though that wasn't the most crazy thing yet that day, when the sun was starting to set, everyone was enjoying telling stories to each other. For me, I was near the shoreline looking at the setting sun. Even if I was in another dimension, I still felt like that the sun I saw today, was like the one back home. Noire had apparently noticed I wasn't with the group as she joined me for a nice chat. I told her that me and some of my friends had planned on going to a beach like this for our summer break, but of course I'm here. Though, I'm glad I got to meet Noire and the others. They make me happy being with them. I wouldn't trade this kind of happiness for anything else really.

Though one problem did arise after me and Noire were about to tell the group to do a group picture, by that... a giant octopus grabbed Noire... Of all things to happen... Why a giant octopus?? How and where did that thing come from to get that huge??? Even so, I didn't ask questions as Noire was in trouble and the team got together to begin to fight the damn mollusk. After a couple of minutes of just trying to get to the top of the octopus, I delivered a decisive blow to the top of its head and made it let go of Noire. But there was still one thing that was still a problem, a personal problem Noire was facing. She still couldn't swim in the water.

I had a sense of dread thinking of Noire drowning in the water. Since everything was happening too quickly, I just reacted and dived into the water to help her. Knowing she was in the water a little longer than I was, she probably needed air and quick. All I could do to offer her more time was sharing my air with her. In order to do that, I had to bring her lips to mine to transfer air into her. Though... when I did, her lips felt soft upon the touch... Anyway, after giving Noire some air to sustain herself a little longer, we began to swim until we were above water. With Rom and Ram's help in creating an ice platform, I helped Noire up. I was so thankful that I could save her in time, but now wasn't the time to relax. Before the octopus could try and get revenge on me for attacking it, I picked Noire up bridal style and jumped from one ice platform to the next until we made it to land. After that fiasco was over, me and the girls were finally able to get that group picture like I wanted. Seeing everyone happy in the picture, made me happy as well. If there's one thing I want to keep, its the memories and fun times with my friends I've made here.

August 27, 20XX

So Noire had a fun idea for the both of us to do together. That was to go to a cosplay event together. I had never went to one before and since I was doing lots of neat things in this world, I might as well try this. I know there are cosplay's back in my world, but I never really had a chance to go really. Though now I was asked by Noire, I thought I might give it a chance. Her craft in making costumes came real handy on this one.

For my costume I wanted her to make, was the male version of Robin from Fire Emblem: Awakening. I was so surprised she made this for me and in such a short time too. The fabric felt comfortable and was made just right for myself. I guess you can say I was very excited to be able to wear something like this. Though I had to save my excitement really until the actual event for the cosplay thing.

When the day came that Noire asked me to come with her to, I was amazed and shocked by how many people come together to dress up as their favorite characters. Considering this was my first time to a cosplay event, I felt nervous being there. But with Noire there, it helped ease my worries just slightly knowing someone I knew was there. During the event, many people wanted to take pictures of either me or Noire or even the both of us together. It was a really fun event.

At the end of the day, we returned back to Lastation's Basilicom as we took a seat together down on the couch. Who knew events like that can be tiring after walking around all day?? Though, we still had one more picture to take, this was one Noire wanted to take together personally. So taking my phone out, I got the camera ready as Noire squeezed within the field of the camera to get close as I took the picture of us together. Feeling tired and exhausted, me and Noire retired to our rooms in the Basilicom. After I had changed into my pajamas's, someone was knocking on my door that led back outside of my room. When I opened it, I saw Noire there who looked nervous about something. I was about to ask what was wrong, but out of nowhere, she closed the distance between us and kissed me! What felt like five seconds in actual reality, my mind kept going back to it due to how soft her lips were. Now here I am... I've kissed two girls who I like and now, what do I do from here on out...?

August 30, 20XX

I don't have much to say for this one... So here's only what's happened today... I had decided to visit my friends in Lowee considering I was running missions all over the place recently to fill my pockets with much needed credits. I had bought more paper and crayons for the twins considering they like to draw a lot. In doing so, from what I've heard on what they've done in past situations, is draw on either Blanc's books or on her work-in-progress stories she wrote down on paper. Talk about bad luck as if a dog ate your homework. Speaking about Blanc's work, she is currently working on her latest work she is coming up with. From what I've read in one of her books she gave me, it's not bad. I actually enjoyed reading it because it was a friend's story. Though what I could pick up... was that the knight and the girl, seemed to be similar to me and herself.

I asked if Blanc and her sisters wanted to hangout for the day and to spend some time with them at an amusement park. Though Blanc was very engrossed in making her story, she told me to go on ahead and take Rom and Ram there and she'll join us later afterwards. To my surprise when I was led to a place called Super Nettenland, it had similar looks to a game I play called Super Mario Bros. So when I figured out why the park was called this, it suddenly clicked in my head for the reason behind it. Everything was going so well. Until the enemy showed up that is... Mirasashiro somehow found us at the park on that day and wanted to cause trouble for me again. This time, he even brought backup. What appeared behind me and the twins next was something I never thought I see happen. Kinja... That bastard... He's perfected that mist again... Now monsters affected by that blasted mist will stay like that even in the day time. In a attempt to keep Rom and Ram safe, I told them to run knowing they haven't faced something like this yet. My efforts were in vain as Mira's goal was to capture Rom and Ram for that damned Doctor.

With the Chaos Ancient Dragon keeping me busy here, I was losing precious time to save Rom and Ram. I had no choice but to call Blanc... Though what I had to tell her threw her into a frenzy for a short time as I was blamed for letting the twins abduction be my fault... But arguing about it wasn't on the table for me right now. Finding the twins was my most worry and saving them also. Thanks to Blanc's quick thinking after talking some sense over my communicator, she used the satellites to track where Mira went after he left me to battle the Chaos dragon. Knowing the general location where Mira went now, made me calm down slightly. But I still had a dragon to deal with. I told Blanc to just go to the facility and leave me to handle the beast. She wanted to object to it, but the twins safety was more important to me than anything at the moment.

After ending communications and still fighting the beast, I was beginning to feel fatigued from the fight, until someone joined up with me to fight it. Blanc had called for extra support to help us, and what better than a person you were partners with in the past. C-Sha, a person who likes to fight and dine on monster meat that drops from monsters at times, when she explained who she was and her reasons for being here, I was glad for the extra help. But it should have went to saving Rom and Ram instead of me... To make this battle end quicker, we each transformed to power up and did what we can to deal as much damage as we can to the Chaos dragon. With its defeat now secured, me and C-Sha began to head to the facility Mira and the mad doctor was at.

Thanks to the smoke raising up out of nowhere in the forest, we followed it knowing Blanc was very pissed from what transpired. If I know Blanc at this point... it is to never make her mad... Now I very much know why to keep her calm at the most if possible... After getting to the base, Mira wasn't seen anywhere. Probably escaped knowing that if Blanc was pissed, so was I. He wasn't wrong in running away. Cause I would have pummeled him for what he did back in the park. I had almost caught Kinja by surprise, but that damn dome of his blocked another one of my attacks as he escaped again... I swear I'll end him one of these days for causing so much pain and destruction to others. But I couldn't worry about that right now. When I next saw Blanc, she was being squeezed to death by the robot currently in the room as I did something to save Blanc.

After freeing Blanc, I came up with a witty joke as it made her blush in the process. It was actually cute seeing her blush like that. She yelled at me for it shortly after I did that as we turned our attention to the robot. Though someone had to still get Rom and Ram out of there. C-Sha volunteered to get them out of the facility, while me and Blanc faced against the robot. Everything went well until I got hit by surprised by the giant beam laser the robot shot from its chest. The force of the hit and crashing into the wall was enough to force me out of my form and make me gain a negative effect in the process. Though after that point, all I could do after that is listen around me. I had become blinded in the process of the battle and couldn't do much. Because Blanc was still there, she acted quickly to got me out of harms way due to my current condition.

I can't describe what happens next due to my vision being gone from this point... but something big happened... something that even I couldn't describe even if I could see due to the noise around me at the time. Blanc explained to me that she and the other three goddesses have one more form that goes beyond their HDD. This is called: The Next Form. With it, they gain tremendous power and gain more of an advantage in battle. Considering she blew up the robot and facility... I believe it. I still have much to learn from this world, and before I can even match their kind of power. After leaving the area we were able to return to Lowee's Basilicom afterwards with Blanc's help in guiding me around. When I finally had a chance to hug Rom and Ram again... I broke down on the spot and cried my heart out. Guess during my time with them, I began to see more of my sister in them. With those two being captured... It made me worried thinking if my sister was in their position... I miss my sister greatly... I miss my family... my friends... everyone back at home... all I can still do is just wait until an answer is found... But I fear... what if I don't want to go back home anymore... sure I miss everyone, but to give this life I've been living up... how can I ever move past something like this...? How can I leave the friends I made, the ones I consider my family here behind...?

September 8, 20XX

Last night finally came to where Blanc will release her new book. I was so happy to be part of this knowing she was excited to release it. She had pulled all nighters just to get the story done in time for editing and prepare for the big night. I had advised her to not do something like that, it made me worry somewhat that she would do something like that. She told me she would be fine, so I let it go for now as the the day of the book release was going to happen soon. We had everything set for the night. Promotional posters and boards signifying Blanc's new book, shipping boxes that contained her work and some refreshments for those thirsty waiting in line. A lot of people had shown up for the event as I saw most of them with a smile on their faces.

Though... it didn't even last long until some read the first chapter. Some complained about having to spend their credits on something like this, or complaining about the plot that. I was furious that they were just openly voicing their thoughts on how they thought when the event was going on. Blanc had tried to calm me down saying that it was okay and that this happens all the time. But behind that voice that was supposed to make me believe her, the single tear she shed spoke otherwise. Not wanting this to continue, I went to the man that started his bad critique on Blanc's story to teach him a lesson.

I had all the right to be mad at that guy for starting crap with his friends. When Blanc gave me one of her books, I was really interested in her other books she's made. It had that sense of being special with each book. Like hell I was going to let another one of her stories be judged like that again. So I confronted the man about how pissed I was about him talking crap about my Blanc's book. After getting me so mad with his actions, I decided to just throw him out the door of the book shop everyone was in. Anyone who knew the same would happen to them exited the building while some stayed to actually buy a copy to read Blanc's books.

We ended up only selling 1/4 of the copies before quitting for the night. Blanc was a little mad at me for doing what I did in the shop, but I couldn't just sit there listening to those jerks doing that. Blanc put a lot of work to making her stories... I wasn't going to let another person talk crap about her work like that. But during our walk back to the Basilicom, Blanc hugged and thanked me for defending her work. Who wouldn't after all the times she's heard people talking crap about it... I don't blame her for thanking me like that.

We had hugged for some time before Blanc looked up at me with her eyes glistening in the moon light. I could swear my heart was about to jump out of my chest due to the current moment we were having. During that moment, my heart was beating so fast, I had leaned down and kissed Blanc on the lips. Blanc must have not expected something like this to happen, but she relaxed as she returned it back to me. When we separated from the kiss, she passed out right on the spot. I knew working those nighters would catch up to her, but what are you going to do with someone who has a passion for something they love doing?? You can only support them to the best you can with how they think. I probably had a smile on my face the whole way back to the Basilicom while carrying Blanc in my arms.

I then carried Blanc to the Basilicom as time was growing very late. Everyone was asleep in their beds except for me and Blanc yet. Remembering the layout of the building, I was able to find Blanc's room as I put her down softly on the bed to not wake her up. When I was about to leave, I was then held back as Blanc had a good grip on my hand. I couldn't get it freed and ended up sleeping next to Blanc for the night... But I didn't argue really... She looked cute when she was sleeping. It even put a smile to my face being able to be this close to her. Guess I have a lot to think about now for who I like... I mean... First Neptune, then Noire, and now Blanc... How and when did I begin to have feelings for the three of them...? I didn't deny the fact I was falling for each of them... But how can I choose between all three of them...?

September 14, 20XX

Worst three days of my life... of all time even!! Apparently there is a fruit that can turn you into the opposite sex for three days. THREE!!! DAYS!!! For that time, I was stuck being a girl for three day!!! It really did not feel well being a girl! I felt weird as I had a bust of my own, and some places on my body that used to either be there... were gone... Ugh..!!! Thank god I was able to get through it all in those three days... But it was thanks to Noire, Blanc and Neptune's help to keep my mind off it. Even though Neptune made me do her CPU job in her place... Still, I was glad to finally get through it all.

Though to add insult to injury, Noire had taken pictures during my time in Lastation to where she made me dress up as a maid... I felt like dying if anyone else than my friends in Hyper dimension saw those pics. I felt if anyone back home saw this crap, I would be humiliated forever as they wouldn't let me live it down, least of all (F/n) for all that is holy! I tried to get that camera, but Neptune tripped me up as I crashed down hard on the ground... That's... when my true nightmare began...

During my air time from Neptune tripping me, my journal fell out of my coat pocket and landed on the ground. When Noire asked me about the book, I freaked out trying to keep it a secret, though Blanc spilled the beans about it and made me worried even more. As an attempt to freak me out, Noire pretended to take a peek only to see how I would react. Feeling she had gotten what she wanted, she gracefully handed me back my journal. Though Neptune was completely wanting to know what I have written in this thing now. Can things get any worse after today...?

September 16, 20XX

I was told by Neptune to go visit Leanbox considering I haven't been there yet. I planned on doing that at some point, but with all the trouble Dionix and his crew have been doing... I've been having to work hard on my end as well. By that, I mean working hard on destroying any Chaos variety monsters let loose to cause mayhem... Though, it was nice to relax at Vert's place. Although, it could have used a little less of attack on sight and explain later reason... When I arrived, I was met with the Oracle of Leanbox, Chika Hakozaki. She seems to be a guard for her "darling Vert" as she claimed... But thanks to Vert finally showing herself, she got Chika to finally listen...

Me and Vert had spent the entire day yesterday playing games and just chatting with each other. We even had a good time drinking tea to which I found enjoyable. For someone who has an addiction to playing games most of her time, she does find ways to still have time for other needs. Although this mansion Vert lives in is pretty big, I do remember that it's just basically her and whoever works for her here... She doesn't have anyone else, well maybe Chika I guess, but not anyone that is blood related... She had no family to ever turn to in her time of need except for her friends... I couldn't bear to think how I could live without my family... But Vert's been doing it for however long she's been here... I felt... really sorry that she lived like this... But she did give me an idea. An idea I plan on doing something when the time was right. Also, for some reason, I couldn't seem to get away from Vert whenever my head layed on her chest each time. Always pulling me back in for more... How does something like those even exist?!?!

September 17, 20XX

Today marks the third month of me coming to Hyper dimension. A lot's happened since then. Though... One thing has happened though. Me falling in love with three goddesses... I couldn't even have the nerve at times to ask a girl out or even make an attempt because I was nervous something would go wrong... Yet with Neptune, Noire and Blanc... Sure my first meetings with them might have not begun well... Neptune with me having to nearly kill myself to protect her, falling on top of Noire at the Basilicom and groping her by accident, and Blanc when I was mistaken for an intruder... But after each meeting, I began to know them more. I felt happy when I got to spend more time with them each day and enjoy being with them. Though... I can't seem to choose one over the other... If I chose one of them... I'll be hurting the other two. I can't do that after all the times I've spent with them... I wish I could tell them how I feel and hope... That what happened in my dream, could be just like that... I want all three of them happy...

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To my friends, family and the ones I love...

Hey girls... Hey everyone... If you are reading this, then we succeeded and Histoire has given you all this journal as a memory of me after I died... We did it! We saved Neptune, Noire, Blanc and Vert from Dionix for whatever plans he had for them. To be completely honest... I have no idea what's going to happen at the base today and I'm scared... I don't know what Dionix has plans for the CPUs, but I'm sure something bad is going to happen. I can feel it deep down... If this is the last time... and that I don't come back with you all... I want to let everyone know, you all were in my thoughts for the actions I took today. Not once have I not thought what could go wrong in that base, as I wanted everyone to come back alive from the mission... Neptune, Noire, Blanc... If you three are reading this... I'm so glad you three are safe...

You three were in my thoughts to the end... I felt, if I couldn't save you girls including Vert... I would have failed. Not only as a friend, but as someone who loves you three with all my heart... So do me a favor this last time? Find my family and tell them that they were in my thoughts as well and to never forget about me... Whatever happens today... I did it for everyone, and not just for myself. Please keep this world safe and as well as my world too... I don't want our worlds to be destroyed by Dionix...  and Neptune, Noire, Blanc...? I love you three so much... So very, *tear stain* very much that I can't express with these writings and it sucks... There's so much I want to say and express myself to you three... That I don't have the means to show it except through this... I love you three... and I'm sorry I had to go...

Vert, please tell Abby that everything is going to be okay and don't leave her side no matter what... It would be my great pleasure to have you join my family if possible. Not having a family or someone to turn to when feeling sad is... painful I should say. So, why not join mine? I accept you with all my heart as a big sister to us and even Abby would accept you too.

As for writing these last messages, I had originally wanted to keep this as a documentary and a recording of my thoughts in this world. But I guess what I had been doing all this time, was writing my story of how I was living my life here. I guess we all tell a story from all our different perspectives. Each that lived their life and wish to be known that they existed in this world or any world. After all, we're all just, stories in the end, am I right? We just got to make it in a way, that we go out in the best way possible. So, in turn, this is my story. This is how I died fighting for what I wanted to protect the most. This is how I lived my life given the circumstances, how I experienced everything there is to know here, laughed to have no regrets or worries, and was so glad... *tear stain* So glad, to have been part of everyone's life here...

When I first came to this world, I had no idea what to do or where to even go because I was a total stranger with hardly anything to fight for. When I got to know each of you one by one, you all stood by me. Even when I was at my lowest point and brought me back up because of it. Because of that, I felt so happy to be with ALL of you. The fight I had with Dionix for the first time at the crater, sparked something in me that day. That day, I found something worth protecting with my life on the line, no matter the circumstances. *tear stain* It's going to suck not knowing if I did make a difference to what's coming ahead and hope you all can understand why I did what I had to do to save our friends... *tear stain* Not knowing if what I do will work at all... or even if it keeps everyone safe... *tear stain* In the end... All I can do right now, is have faith. *tear stain* Faith... that everything does work out in the end... *tear stain* Ain't that a bitch...

- Guardian to friends and family, (Y/n) (L/n).

P.S: Kick Dionix's ass just as hard for me when the final battle happens girls, I'll be cheering you on from wherever I'm at.

P.S.S: Also... Do try not to anger my mom... She can be VERY scary when she gets mad... Trust me... You wouldn't want her on your bad side...

To be continued...