Kaori

Kalat na kalat ang balitang pag-atras ko sa kasal namin ni Aoki. And a day after the said news, a new one came. The Royal family announced that I am no longer part of them. Nakakalungkot pero gano'n talaga. Binitawan ko ang posisyon ko bilang parte ng royal family ng Japan at mas piniling sumama sa lalaking mahal ko. Gano'n ang ipinalabas sa nasabing balita. Kady was beyond shocked when I told her everything.

A lot of people defended me saying it was unreasonable but that's how it works. Marami rin ang nagalit.

"Ready to live a new life with me and our little one, sweetheart?"

"Yes."

Isinuko ko ang titulong hawak ko para makasama ang lalaking ito. I don't even feel the slightest regret as I stare at his orbs.

We used his private jet and flew to his home, in Italy. Ipapakilala niya ako sa pamilya niya. I am honestly not yet ready for this but I also want to meet them sooner. Hussein wanted me to meet his dad and grandparents. He once told me he wasn't in good terms with his dad, but despite that, he still wants his dad to officially meet me. My man look tough and scary on the outside, but a real softie on the inside.

"Don't you have any regrets with your decision, my love?"

"Why? Kung sasabihin kong oo, ibabalik mo ba ako doon? Hahayaan mo akong makasal kay Aoki?"

"Hell no! I'm sorry for being selfish, I don't want to lose you. The thought of you marrying another man makes my blood boil. I hate that. I don't want that to happen."

"I don't have any regrets, big boy. The only regret I had have was leaving you."

"I'll treat you like a queen, Kaori. I'll give you the unconditional love that you deserve. I'm going to build a castle for you. Anywhere in this world, I will. I will bow down to you and will be on my knees, always. My queen. You are my queen."

"A house with enough rooms for our kids and pets is enough, love. As long as we're together, that's enough."

"I love you, did I tell you that?"

"Hm, a lot of times for today. Magtira ka naman para bukas at sa susunod pang mga araw," biro ko.

"My love for you is overflowing, hindi ito mauubos."

When we reached our destination, Arthur escorted us to Hussein's room. Hindi normal ang bahay nila. Kasi hindi naman bahay. It's a huge mansion with customized interior. I asked him who made the blueprint of the house. He told me I'm weird, no one has ever asked him that. The interior was made by his late mother who was an architect.

"I remember this room. Dito ka 'di ba no'ng nag-video call tayo?" tanong ko pagpasok namin sa kwarto niya.

The ceiling was the same one as I saw the last time.

"Hm."

Hussein removed his watch and shoes in front of me. Even took off his long sleeve, showing me his well toned muscular body.

"May tattoo ka? Bakit hindi ko alam?" I gasped.

May maliit na tattoo ito sa dibdib. It was blurry at first since he was far from me. Pero nang lumapit ito sa 'kin ay mas naging klaro ito.

My name. All caps. With a crown on top of the last letter of my name. Exchange for the dot on top.

"I had your name on my chest."

"Since when?"

"When I was busy handling the business. I had it because I missed you a lot. And I couldn't talk to you, because you don't want to." Hussein breaths hard. "My baby was too mad to even talk to me."

He carried me, bridal style, and walked slowly towards his bed.

"Bakit hindi ko 'to nakita no'ng nag-ano tayo... alam mo na," nahihiyang tanong ko.

"You were busy writhing in pleasure and moaning my name," he chuckled.

"Ang halay mo! Hindi ko nakita kasi madilim no'n!" hinampas ko ang malaking balikat nito.

Maingat na nilapag niya ako sa malambot niyang kama at kinubabawan. Topless, yummy. Busog na busog ang mga mata ko sa view ngayon. Ang gwapo pa. Body gifted na gwapo at mayaman.

"We only did it once. I want to do it again."

"Hussein, saka na! Bilog na nga 'to oh! 'Yong susunod, after na ng kasal natin."

Napanguso ito at tumiim ang titig sa 'kin. He locked my legs in between his.

"Hindi ko na kaya."

"Now that we have this topic, ilang babae na kaya ang nai-kama mo?" pagalit kong tanong.

Iniisip ko pa lang na may iba siyang kinama ay parang gusto ko na siyang sapakin ng paulit-ulit. How dare he cheat on me?

"Baby-"

"Shut it. I don't want your explanations, I want your honest answer. Ilang nga?!" sigaw ko. "Kapag hindi ka sumagot papalabasin kita. Doon ka matutulog."

"You were my first, okay? Relax. Wala akong ibang kinama bukod sa 'yo. Ikaw lang. Sa 'yo lang 'to sumasaludo."

"Gago ka! Sinungaling!" My eyes watered. "Kung gano'n bakit ang galing ng performance mo? Hindi gano'n ka galing ang mga napapanood ko."

"You watch nasty things like that? Baby!" nandilim ang mukha nito.

"That's normal! Isang beses lang naman, naimpluwensyahan lang ng kaklase," sagot ko.

Isang beses lang naman talaga. And I'm old enough to watch things like that. Hindi ko naman gagawin. Aksidente ko lang nakita kasi nanonood sila sa girl's comfort room. Ayon nakisali ako.

"You saw another man's private part. Damn it!"

"OA ha! Isang beses nga lang. Tapos ikaw sinungaling, anong ako lang? I bet you're lying! Magaganda mga ex-girlfriends mo. Imposibleng walang nangyari sa inyo." I started to cry my heart out. "Kahit naman ako, kung lalaki ako tapos girlfriend ko 'yon, hindi ko tatanggihan kapag may chance. Siguro gano'n ka rin!" I accused.

Mas lalong dumilim ang aura nito at nagsalubong ng kilay. He looks like he could kill. Ang ganda kaya talaga no'ng mga past girlfriends niya.

"You are mine, Kaori!"

"Ano na naman bang issue mo?" natigil ako sa iyak ko dahil sa frustrated na sigaw nito.

Bigla ang cute niya sa paningin ko. Natatakam ako. Gusto ko na naman kumain ng ice cream at may chocolate sa loob. Mangga na may bagoong. Chips na may ketchup. Pickle with wasabi. Naglalaway ako. Gusto ko no'n.

"Sinungaling ka. Bilhan mo 'ko ng pickle at wasabi, babe, please? Gusto ko kumain no'n ngayon. Sige na naman oh." I pleaded.

His face became soft and he planted soft kisses all over my face. Hindi pa ito nakuntento dahil bumaba ang halik nito papunta sa leeg ko.

"You're the only one whom I made love with, Kaori. Walang iba. Ikaw ang nakakuha ng sa akin, ako ang nakakuha ng sa 'yo. We are each other's first."

"Okay, fine. Bilhan mo lang ako ng pickles with wasabi. Also ice cream and chocolate."

Walang anong tanong na tinawagan nito si Arthur at sinabi lahat ng gusto ko. Syempre, masaya na naman ang buntis. Bumalik ito sa kama at humiga sa tabi ko. Agad na pumalibot sa 'kin ang braso nito at hinila ako palapit sa hubad niyang katawan.

"Let's cuddle until Arthur comes back."

Hussein taps my legs.

"Bakit palagi kang may hair clip sa suit mo?" mayamaya ay tanong ko.

Palagi ko kasing napapansin ang hair clip sa suit nito. Kapag nagsusot siya ay 'yon talaga ang unang nakakakuha ng pansin ko.

"My way of telling girls to fuck off because I have a girl and she owns me fucking whole."

"And why do you keep on tapping my legs? Para akong bata," I hissed.

"I don't know, I love doing this to you. Ginagawa sa 'kin ni Mamá kaya gusto ko ring maranasan mo."

My heart warmed because of that. How can I not love this man deeper and deeper? He's too precious.

"What did I do to deserve you?" I asked.

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