Jimin smiled politely at the older in age professor that had just but his goodbye to him, wishing him to have a nice day. A day that till now only nice that wasn't going for him unfortunately.

After he had send you to the hospital he had to go back to his apartment and take care of his parents, before accompanying them till the airport, where his father had to depart for a business trip, then he had to accompany his mother back to the driver that was waiting for her, to send her back to Busan.

Those minutes that passed with NeeRin where absolutely no easy task for him, and strangely not because of the reasons that spending time with her was so much of a nightmare to him. This time she did nothing but stayed quiet, however that quietness was something that Jimin didn't like, knowing how she was.

When she is quiet it means she is thinking of something and whenever that happens, it usually doesn't turn out to be anything good for him. So worried thoughts have been occupying his mind since then.

But the day was still to it's start and he was just at the beginning of his troubled thoughts and that made him realize, Taehyung, that once he turned his head, to face the door of his office, Jimin faced his brother instead.

"What do you want?" He spoke to him harshly, not being especially pleased from his 'visit'

Taehyung smiled instead of answering him, making some way for him to open the door so they could get inside.

Jimin did so, after giving him a questioning look and after entering his office and Taehyung followed him, closing the door securely behind him,Jimin approached his desk, presenting to his brother the professional professor Jimin.

"Do you have any questions regarding the lessons?" He asked, while fixing his round glasses with his index finger, as Taehyung was standing near the door.

"Not really." Taehyung responded as his behavior changed almost instantly to a more friendly one, taking a seat opposite him while letting his backpack on the other chair, before leaning comfortably back on his own.

Jimin glared at him as he wasn't going to tolerate any misbehaving by him, when in public grounds, much more in the university where he is working.

"Don't look at me like that, yet." Taehyung chuckled looking at him, making Jimin raise an eyebrow at his words.

"What do you mean? I don't have all day so if you want to tell me something better be quick. Unlike you, i am busy." Jimin remarked, his hands, grabbing a file that was resting on the left side of his desk.

"You know SeonGi?" Taehyung's words, froze his actions, making him look up at him, that was still having an innocent looking smile on his lips.

"I slept with her, yesterday night." Taehyung added, taking a bit of satisfaction of the visible surprise that Jimin showed.

"What?!" Was all he said back, making Taehyung let a loud laughter for some seconds.

"You really thought i wouldn't find out about your relationship with her? You underestimated me once again, brother." At this point, Taehyung's words where not clearly audible in Jimin's ears, even though he was speaking loudly enough. His mind had gone blank for a reason as this was something that he wasn't expecting to hear.

His heart sung in sadness, realizing that once again he had failed loving someone. He had failed keeping her and making her happy and satisfied with him enough to stay, and not cheat with anyone.

However he couldn't blame her. He never blamed any of the girls that he had broke up with. He didn't blamed Taehyung either. He just took it all upon himself. As if he wasn't good enough for them to begin with and no matter how much he tried to love them, at the end they would never choose him. Like NeeRin didn't.

"Get out." Jimin told him, making Taehyung's smile fall a little, as one more time his brother had gave him the response that he so much hated.

Why couldn't he just let go of his strong mask for once? Why couldn't he show him how much he was hurting, how much he hated him, if he did. Why couldn't he just open up to him for once? Just so Taehyung would know where he is standing.

"Was she nothing to you? You don't seem faced by the information much." Taehyung spoke up, deciding to push a little more, unlike the other times that he would do as he said.

"You know nothing! What she was to me or not, what you were to me and what not! You could never know." Jimin responded, his gaze now soft as his eyes locked with Taehyung's, showing him what he had longed to see. Pain.

"Get out!" Jimin repeated, his tone of voice now higher and more demanding, startling Taehyung, whom stood up immediately after, grabbed his backpack and exited his office, with a heart that was pounding loudly against his chest.

He started walking away in a fast speed, his steps almost matching his heart beat, as he ignored everyone, trying to get away of that hall, that floor and at the end the whole building in general.

Once out he breathed in, as if he had just gotten out of a frozen lake that was taking his breath away, suffocating him bit by bit.

His heart still running wild inside his chest, as he felt a wet feeling rolling down his cheek.

He looked up, meeting the gray clouds that had filled the sky then down, noticing the wet dots on the concrete ground. He smiled. A thin ghosting smile that represented his feelings.

I know more than you think, brother. And i feel more than you believe, i do.

He started walking father, now slowly, not being in a hurry, that obviously was until his phone vibrated on his pocket, making him take his phone out.

His eyes looked bitterly at the name that had just texted him, a wave of guilt raising inside him.

Sira

---change of set ---

NeeRin kept looking outside the window as the car was still driving, on its way to send her home.

A house big, luxurious and beautiful. Full of servants that would make every wish of hers possible. Full of beautiful furnitures that were bought and placed according to her taste. Full of polite nothingness of conversations. Full of coldness and loneliness. Nights of looking out to the sky, thinking of the old days. Things of her smiles that he drew out of her, his touches, his promises and the dreams that they made together.

Jimin was so much to her back then. Was all she had. Was the one that was there for her no matter the time or the place, no matter if she was pure or rich, beautiful or ugly, fat or slim. He was there, giving her all he had at that time. Himself, his love.

But love wasn't going to give her a warmer house , more food or the success that she was longing for. But it seems she had miscalculated something.

His love could give her a home, not just a house, could give her food not just to fill her body and would make her feel successful without the need of having a big name and a high place in society.

She lost all that and she now understands that no matter what she can't go back and that is what makes her want to open the door of the car that is still moving and jump out of it.

With those thoughts in her head, are her fingers playing with the handle, while the driver is driving, 180 kilometers per hour.

---To be continued....

Author's note:

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