Chapter 48
Jimin turned his back on NeeRin, having said all he felt the need to say, however once she saw him leaving she couldn't help but grab his wrist, stopping him.
"Is this the end? Is this really over?" She asked him, her hand trembling against his skin so ever Jimin could feel it.
"It was since a long time now. You were the one holding on to me." He responded, showing no empathy towards her whatsoever, not because he didn't understand but because he believed this was for the best.
His love was no longer the same and even though it was once beautiful, it was on the past. But to be honest he wasn't sure if he could call it love after all the pain he had gone through. He didn't want to ruin the meaning of the word by applying it to such situations.
Jimin tried to pull his hand away from her grip, however she just approached him more, slamming her lips against his out of nowhere.
Jimin's eyes widened at the contact, his body stiffening under her touch making him push her away as quickly as he regained his thoughts that were black for a moment, as he was caught by surprise.
"The hell do you think you are doing?!" He yelled as he pushed her away with force making her slam back on the couch with a gasp of pain leaving her lips, as his grip on her shoulders when he pushed her was to harsh.
Even you got scared at the scene, his eyes flickering under the light as he was looking at her with an angry expression, the back of his hand swiping against his lips, in an attempt to erase the feeling of her lips against his.
"Just get it in your head already! Leave me alone before you make me do something you won't like!" He warned her, however his words sounded more like a threat to you even though you had no idea what did he had in mind to do.
He turned around, heading towards your way, making you run back into his room in panic and quickly close the door and jump on his bed, covering yourself under his blankets and pretending to be asleep.
You were holding your breath once you heard the door open, him entering and closing it against then some more steps sounds going back and forth, making you think that he was trying to calm himself down.
After some minutes he hopped in bed, making you close your eyes tighter, hoping he won't notice anything.
"Are you sleeping already?" You heard him ask making you bite your inner under lip, while staying as still as you could.
God only knows how he would react if he knew you were eavesdropping on him till some seconds ago.
"Cut the acting, i know you are not sleeping, your breathing is to heavy." He commented making you curse inside as you gave in and turned around.
"So what if i am not sleeping? I am trying to sleep. Can't i sleep?" You told him and he just turned around, folding his arm under his head before meeting your eyes.
"Remember that i said earlier that i won't touch you?" He said making a small pause before he continued his sentence. "I think i changed my mind."
"W-What?!!!" You freaked out, immediately getting into a seated position and at a blink of an eye stepping out of bed.
He rushed and grabbed your wrist, laughing making you give him a death stare as you understood that he was joking.
Seriously how can he make such jokes. This is not funny, i almost died.
You thought to yourself before trying to get your hand free from his grip.
"Just come back in bed, i was teasing you." He admitted before pulling you in, making you seat on the bed again.
He opened the blanket for you and you lay down on your back, your arms folded on your chest as you were mad at him, making him giggle as he fixed the covers above you, making sure you weren't cold.
"Sorry Y/N, don't be mad at me." He told you positioned above your head, on his face a pappy eyes expression that was making your heart beat raise.
"Just go to sleep." You told him as you turned around, him falling back on his place, looking at the ceiling.
"Thank you. I need a laugh at this moment." He murmured laud enough for you to hear and you felt sad, knowing the reason why he needed it.
You wanted to ask him, if that kiss had effect him or not. If that kiss had woken up feelings for her. You wanted to tell him that it was better if he would let it all out for once but you couldn't say anything because you supposedly don't know anything.
"Professor?" You called to him making him hum as a response, indicating that he was listening.
"Are.. You okay?" You asked hesitantly however you couldn't help but show your worry about him.
You heard a faint chuckle behind your back before his body moved, soon feeling something touching your neck , as he had rested his forehead against the back of your neck.
" Okay? I am far from that." He responded, his breath hitting your skin, sending shivers down your spine.
"Y-You can talk about it if you want." You suggested your heart beating crazily as seconds past by.
"I would prefer listening to sweet words instead. What about you tell me that you love me again?" He said, his hands getting wrapped around your waist as he pulled you closer to him.
You stayed silent for a moment, as his actions were making you unable to utter words much more the ones he wanted to hear, how you knew that to him those words were like a fairy tale that a kid needs to fall asleep in times they are scared.
He needs those words for the same reason, cause he was feeling unwanted, he was feeling like there was no happy ending waiting for him and wanted to hear a fairy tale that would light up a sparkle of hope inside him.
"I love you Park Jimin." Your voice echoed on his ears, a faint smile reaching on his lips as his heart had the same feeling of satisfaction that it had some hours ago that he had heard those words coming out of your lips.
"Thank you" Was all he said before pecking the top of your head and snagging his face against your neck again, soon falling asleep with you in his arms and you, engulfed in his warmth.
You closed your eyes too after a while, feeling comfortable in his embrace. It felt so good, so warm, so nice. If only it could last longer.
---To be continued....
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