Fifty Shades of Grey was done and after that, we cooked ramen and ate it for dinner. Take note, that was the best ramen I'v ever had. We slurped it as its sound was audible, I thought eating noisily was disgusting but that was fun. I enjoyed my ramen more with her.

Taeyeon insisted to wash the dishes, I really don't want it but she gave me a stern look. If stare could kill. Aishh... How could she be so scary? She looked like an angel.

So I just prepared a pair of pajamas and undergarments for her. I have spare and it's all new.

We took a shower at the same time but not together, she used the bathroom in my room and I used the bathroom next to the kitchen. I'm not guilty, I'm just explaining things to make it clear. As I said, I will treat her my queen and respect her.

I was glad because the bra fitted to her, well it's small for my size anyway.

Gosh, every time I see her my heart beats really fast but I like it. It makes me excited and happy.

But nothing's happier than being beside her in bed as our shoulders were touching each other. We're both looking at the ceiling of my room, the half of bodies were tucked in the comforter.

There were so much feelings inside me as Taeyeon turned sideways and stared at me amused. She's scrutinizing my face as if she's memorizing every part of me.

I feel my heart beats to its limit!

I could hear it inside me as I swallowed silently. I glanced at Taeyeon and looked back at the ceiling. Geez, she's staring at me! I could feel swarm in my stomach, I feel like to puke, to pee or to poop. Eww. What am I thinking?

Internally, I was panicking.

Taeyeon moved forward to me so our faces were just few inches apart, I could feel her breathing.

I mustered all my confidence and gazed back at her. She's so beautiful then she sweetly smiled.

I turned my body to her and tucked her hair on her face behind her ear. I leaned to her and lifted my chin as I kissed her forehead.

"I can't still believe that you're here, thank you," she held my cheek gently and caressed it with her thumb. It's so warm.

Taeyeon glanced to my lips then to my eyes, back and forth as she was leaning forward.

It caught me off guard, she will gonna kiss me! I just froze, thank goodness, it's kinda
dark or else, she will see how red my face was. I barely breathe.

Then Taeyeon stopped and I mentally groaned but our lips were almost touching. Instead of kissing my lips, she kissed my nose so I pouted. I felt her giggled as her chest vibrated.

She saw me pouting? I bit my lower lip.

"What so funny?" I mumbled.

She's laughing at me because I expected her to kiss me on lips, she tricked me. She has full control of me but it's okay.

Even if it's dark, I saw her covered her mouth with her hand as she giggled more. I knew it! She did that on purpose!

I frowned, she's playing with my feelings. I felt slightly bad for that but I'm not mad.

"Good night Taeyeon," I huffed and was about to turn around but she held my arm firmly.

Taeyeon pecked my lips then she buried her face into the crook of my neck and her arm was wrapped around my waist.

I can't move my body as I could feel her lips in my neck. And for the record, she kissed me for the second time! I was enchated again.

It's just a peck but it's amazing. Slowly, smile was painted on my face. I chuckled as she nuzzled to me.

Back to my senses, I quickly hugged her tightly to show how much she mean to me and I kissed her crown.

It was soothing, it made me sleepy.

"This is comfy, we can do this every night," I felt her nodded.

Feelings are mutual. I'll surely mark this day. Best of the best days ever.

The next afternoon, at school.

I was holding Taeyeon's hand while we're walking in the hallway. People were staring at us like we're supermodels walking on stage. Yeah, I know Taeyeon wasn't comfortable with this set up.

I just want the world to know that we're dating. I know, it's kinda selfish because she's not my girlfriend yet but I want them to know that she's off limit. She's mine.

But she looked uncomfortable as her head down, I feel guilty like I'm forcing her to come out. I want to bang my head on the wall, I should've asked her. Damn it.

"If you're not comfortable with this, I'm so sorry," I'm referring to our holding hands.

I was about to let her go but she held my hand still then intertwined it. She looked at me to assure that it was fine, she smiled and I gave her my famous eye smile but I gave the sweetest, just for her.

It was a relief, y'know cuz I thought I was pushing her out of the closet.

Then Yuri walked on our way, smirking. She stopped in front of us as she blocked our way.

"Oh my fuc... fudging goat! What's the meaning of this?" She exaggeratedly asked.

"We're dating," I answered proudly.

"It means that she's your girlfriend??" She asked excitedly then she squealed.

I frowned "Um... no? We're... we're just dating," I clarified.

And it's her turn to frown "But that means you both are girlfriends," she explained.

I shook my head "We're just dating, not girlfriends... yet. I don't want to rush her and force things."

I glanced at Taeyeon and she genuinely smiled.

"Well, still, it's a good news. I'm happy for both of you. And finally, my best friend got her girl!" She teasingly said as she waggled her eyebrows.

I rolled my eyes.

"You look great together," she commented while glancing on the two of us.

"Thanks Yul," I'm really thankful to her because she gave my address to Taeyeon though she used it to get Jessica's number. Smartass.

I felt warm wrapped on my neck from behind, I looked back and saw Summer smiling.

"Good afternoon gorgeous," then Taeyeon squeezed my hand.

I glanced at her and she looked unease.

"Hey Sum, what's up?"

"Still upset because you just left me in the coffee shop but now that I see you fine, I feel good," she kissed my cheek then I felt Taeyeon let go of my hand.

Summer is just a friend and I can feel that she's just playing with me, not flirting.

I looked at Taeyeon and she averted her eyes away from us, avoiding eye contact and her expression was blank.

I just shrugged it off, maybe she's just shy to Summer.

"I'm sorry and thanks again for giving back my wallet," I gave her eye smile, just the usual.

"I didn't know that you two are close now?" Yuri said.

Summer leaned down and put her chin on my shoulder, she's clingy as a friend.

"Yup, I'd ask her to be my girlfriend," I smiled and shook my head. I know it's just a joke. I won't fall for that.

"Sorry Summer but Tiffany is already dating Taeyeon," Yuri pointed her index finger to Tae.

I couldn't read Taeyeon anymore with her blank stare. Something was up but I don't know.

Summer moved back and unwrapped her arm around me, I stepped closer to Taeyeon, I put my hands on her shoulders. We're facing Summer and I introduced them.

"Sum, this is Taeyeon and Tae, meet our friend, Summer."

Taeyeon smiled and I know it's sort of, forced and fake.

Summer smirked "So she's your girlfriend?" Then she's acting hurt as she rubbed her chest. "It hurts like really, Tiff."

I chuckled, Summer is really a joker.

"Anyway, did you guys eat lunch? We're about to eat, wanna join us?" I asked.

Summer shook her head "Nope, just done eating. Anyway, thanks for asking. I will go to library for some research paper."

I nodded "Mmkay."

"Umm.. Sorry biatch, I have to go somewhere. Enjoy your lunch, kay? See you later in class!"

"Okay biatch... catch up later."

Summer and Yuri excused themselves, then left us.

I'm happy because they approve me and Taeyeon dating. They are only my friends here

"So... let's go?" I asked Tae and before I could hold her hand, she walked off leaving me confused.

What's her problem?

Since then, she didn't say a word to me. Yeah right she can't. I mean, she's ignoring me!

Suddenly, she became cold and snobbish. I thought, maybe, she's PMSing. I understand that. We, girls, are moody sometimes. Every time.

If that's the case, I will just let her be like that until we finished our last class.

Speaking of that, Art class, this boring class just started but still... she continued ignoring me. She didn't even glance at me!

I began to worry, what's wrong? Did I do something? Is she mad at me?

I just kept glancing on her but she seemed not to care. Her focus was on our professor and she just kept writing notes. I know, she loves this subject so I won't bother her until later.

I stayed quiet and stared blankly on my notebook, I did some doodles as I held my pen, I didn't know that I did because I was staring into space.

I woke up to the reality as Taeyeon stood up and left the room, I cocked my brow and pouted. She left me and she will continue this cold treatment. I grasped my thing on the table and put it in my bag then I ran to follow her outside.

I froze as I stepped out of the room, I saw Taeyeon with Nick, the latter wrapped his arm around Tae as his hand was holding Tae's arm. They looked intimate as they stared at each other. Taeyeon was laughing with him.

I felt a pang in my heart.

I'm possessive type of person, what mine is mine, I don't like sharing. Call me selfish but it's true. When it comes to this matter, I will never share.

I walked closer to them and they looked at me. Taeyeon changed her expression and it became blank again.

"Hi Tiffany... how are you?"

In no time, I shoved them and pulled Taeyeon away from him.

They both shocked and confused.

"Don't touch her like that! We're dating okay? I don't want anyone to touch her so intimate!" I shouted at Nick.

"What? But Taeyeon is my best friend! Don't be like that Tiffany! Are you her girlfriend?" He shouted back.

I looked away from him "N-no... not yet," I almost whispered.

"Then don't act like that! Even if she's your girlfriend, you have no rights to tell her what to do! She's not your puppet!" He scoffed.

I remained silent, he's right with that. It was a big slap on my face.

Taeyeon started to gesture to Nick, sign language. I sighed, I can't understand her and this added to my frustrations.

Nick just walked away, gladly, there's no more students around here.

I looked at Taeyeon and she did the same as her face softened.

"Yeah, I'm jealous of him," I admitted straight to the point. "I don't want him touching and being clingy to you. It hurts me. It makes me insecure," I elaborated.

Then I opened it up "Why are you ignoring? What did I do to deserve that torture? Suddenly, you became like that."

Taeyeon gestured to me giving me sign language.

I frowned because no matter how hard I try, I can't understand her.

I shook my head and she stopped.

"I hate it. I hate that I can't understand you. I want to, but I can't. And I'm sorry for acting like that. I know he's your best friend, I shouldn't have done that," I said being guilty.

Taeyeon took her sticky notes and pen out of her bag then she scribbled on it. After that, she handed it to me.

I read silently "I'm sorry if I'm ignoring you, yes I did because I was jealous of Summer. She's clingy to you but now I realized that it meant nothing to you, she's just your friend like Nick being my best friend. There's no malicious thing."

So, she's jealous too? She felt what I'm feeling right now.

I feel so dumb.

She gave another note, I miss this note thingy anyway.

"But because of what happened, I will lessen our skinship. I'm sorry too if suddenly I'm being like that, I'm also insecure. Summer is beautiful and she's like a model. I'm nothing compared to her."

My face scrunched up with that last note but when I looked at her, it softened.

"I didn't know that you feel like that, I'm sorry for being insensitive. Summer is too clingy but she's just playing around. And yes, it means nothing because she's just my friend," I clarified.

"Tae, don't compare yourself to others. All of us have different personalities. And for me, you are special. Every bit of you is perfect even your flaws. You're the only for me," after saying that I kissed her forehead then the tip of her nose.

Taeyeon made her hand into fist and rubbed it in a circular motion acrossed her chest. (I'm sorry -ASL). She looked apologetically to me, maybe she's saying sorry. 

I should, no, I must study sign language. I will and I'll start tonight.

I will do it for her and I want to understand her. That's a brilliant idea, very good Tiffany. I mentally laughed.

Taeyeon handed a note to me, I didn't know that she's writing.

"Tiffany, I trust you."

I smiled then I hugged Taeyeon.

"I trust you too, Tae," I felt Taeyeon's arm around me and it feels great.

"So... wanna grab some food? It's my treat to make it up to you," Taeyeon giggled as I felt her chest vibrated then she nodded.

I faced her, held her hand and entwined it with mine.

Tonight, I'll become busy.

I already noted it, to learn sign language.

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