Taehyung Focus:

Taehyung had been to New York more times than he could count but he had never been so happy. Y/n had dragged him along all day doing exploring different areas, chasing pigeons and eating street food.

Now he was at a formal ball some Russian conglomerate had thrown and invited people they knew from everywhere around the globe. Y/n didn't come because she was too tired. He was too but he didn't really had a choice.

This scene was too familiar for him, he didn't have to think much about it. He had been through these parties and balls many times and he knew there wasn't anything new about this one either so he didn't want to think much about it.

What he wanted to think about was her. She had looked so happy, she had enjoyed the street food, her smile was just like he saw her on their hiking date back in Seoul.

He could give anything for that smile.

He smiled a little himself when he remembered it and continued meeting people his hosts were introducing him to.

"And, you must of course know the future president of your country, Mr. Han"

Taehyung's smile didn't fade away as he shook hands with father of Han Mirae. He knew he had to be on good terms with this man and everyone who could effect Kim Business Empire in some way.

This was the only promise he had made to his father. To protect the Empire of his forefathers.

"Of course, we know each other, and we intend to make this connection even deeper" he heard his mother's voice say and as she placed a hand on his arm.

His smile faltered and his eyes narrowed as he looked at his mother, and from her side, Mirae appeared and walked towards her father.

"Hello, Taehyung" She said in her smooth velvety voice.

His heart started beating violently and he clenched his teeth as he almost choked on the bitterness rising in his chest. Waves of anxiety were crashing against his mind making him almost lose it. He was never good at fighting his anxiety anyway.

This shouldn't be happening.

This shouldn't be happening.

"I was telling Mirae how only the luckiest man on earth could catch her eye..." his mother started.

"I-I'm sorry I have to leave. It's an urget matter"

"Taehyung!" His mother's tone had a warning.

He looked at his mother's cold eyes with resentment and hatred and left with quick steps.

"I'm leaving" he told his guard at the exit. The guard nodded and opened the door for him. Before he could take another step, two more guys blocked his way.

"Mrs Kim wants to have a word with you, Sir"

"I'm in a hurry"

"Sir" they stood their ground.

"Unless you're capable of landing even a finger on me, move" his voice had an authority they couldn't ignore. The guard looked at each other and moved away.

You can't do this to me.

You can't put me in a situation where I have to sacrifice either myself or the one thing my father cherished.

He got in the driver's seat before his chauffeur could process and drove out. Towards the hotel.

The distance seemed too much even when he was on the elevator, and when he reached his room the first thing he did was grab the collar of the guards at the door.

"Where's she? Where?" He yelled.

Without waiting for their response he swiped his card and entered.

"Nobody comes inside" he told the two men shocked to death as he slammed the door shut.

Almost panting, he entered the bedroom and found her sleeping peacefully.

"Y/n," he rushed towards her and embraced her like it was the first time in years.

"Where's the mammoth?" She blurted out as she opened her eyes.

With his eyes tightly closed he kept rocking her body close to his.

"Taehyung? What happened? Are you okay?" She asked.

"I can't lose you. Tell me you're mine. Tell me" he said in an almost pleading way.

"Taehyung, you're crushing me" she tried to shift a little.

"You're mine" he said as if he had just decided that, and he could sense the fear in her eyes but he couldn't control the anxiety gripping him even tighter than he was holding her.

"You're mine. Nothing's going to change it. Nothing can" he let go of her and took off his coat.

"Is everything okay?" She asked with wide eyes.

"No. Nothing is fine. Nothing..." he said, almost trembling " I can't give you up. I can't"

Her eyes changed a little as she heard that and he knew he had made a mistake. He was too intelligent to miss it. He concluded that Jimin had been cooking a lot behind his back.

To test his theory, he moved his hand up over her thigh. He could feel the goosebumps over her skin as his hand got closer but she clenched them close and stopped any further approach of his hand.

"Taehyung I- Let's not do this now" she confirmed his fears.

He tried to mask his resentment and misery as he looked into her eyes.

"What're you afraid of?" He said as he loosened his tie and a few buttons.

"Tae-Tae... I-" she mumbled.

"Have you been doing things you shouldn't be doing? My little angel?" He asked in a calm, cold voice as his hand snaked around her waist and he leaned in closer to her so much that he could feel the blissful warmth of her lips.

"I- Actually I do have something to confess" she said.

That was unexpected, he thought as he pulled back a little.

"Listen, I never told you this before. But there's something you don't know about me..." she scooted back a foot away from him.

"What're you talking about?"

"I become a different person sometimes... like my face changes..."

"What?" he asked somewhat absentmindedly, tapping his index finger on his lips, not sure where this was going.

"Please don't scream, okay?"

Taehyung furrowed his brows, not sure what to make of it.

She put her index finger below her nose and pushed it up.

Taehyung frowned a bit, a corner of his lips lifted up a little. He almost smiled.

"I'm a different person, right? I look different, don't I?" She jumped off the bed and ran towards the mirror to check.

"A little bit, yeah" he said.

"I can rob a bank without a mask!! I'm a different person like this!!" She kept squealing happily.

Taehyung smiled a little more. His heart lightened a bit as he saw her illuminating the whole room with her giggles and energy. That was all he needed for now.

A/N:

Okay so I have backed up all the drafts for Reply me not, lights of his city and 2% straight on my back up account sehnsucht_dreams

In case you feel like reading the books and for some reason can't find them here, you can check them there. They're unpublished there as of yet but will be available if they disappear from here. For now I just want to write stories there that nobody would want to read but I have them in my head anyway or stories that I couldn't write as fanfics because I didn't want to make a villain of any idol 😅