Shane's Point of View

"Baby breath! It's going to be okay!" Roy says trying to comfort me as I am getting prepped for an emergency C-Section. "Is it really Roy! Because the baby wasn't due until next month! What if the baby doesn't make it? What if I don't make it?" I say stressing myself out more than I should. "Sir we are going to have to ask you to go out to the waiting room please?" the Doctor says as the nurse's get ready to take my bed to the operating room (OR). Roy doesn't say anything just looks at the Doctor and nods before gently pecking my lips and leaving the room. Moments later I'm in the operating room and I am numbed and the operation starts but I soon feel myself slip and I can't help but follow the light flying across my face. And I slip into a deep darkness though who would know because all I see is light. I look down and I see my son and tear up. I go to ask can I hold him but I realize that I can't I'm having trouble. Then I realize I'm not even moving like I see! Wait, I'm dead! "Yes you are Shane!" I hear a voice beside me say. I turn around and surprise surprise! Guess who it is? Go on guess! Jesus frickin Christ is on my side. Literally. "Welcome to Heaven my angel." he says opening his arms to me.

Roy's Point of View

"Mr. Haylock?" the Doctor says. I stand up and approach him. "Your son is perfectly fine! Even though he was a month early I can very confidently say that he is very healthy." the doctor says. "I know Shane must be relieved! Can I see them?" I say smiling at the thought of my fiancé and son. "Mr. Haylock I am so sorry for your loss. He went out on the operating table. We tried our best but it wasn't enough unfortunately. I am beyond words of an apology for your loss!" the doctor says a look of pure genuinism on his face. "No! No! No!" I cry as I realize what he had just told me. "NO!" I scream tears streaming down my face. "He can't be gone. What about our son! What about the girls! We were supposed to get married! No! Please! No!" I cry out as I fall to my knees on the floor. "I wanna see him!" I say and the doctor leads me to the room and leaves me there. I go in to the room and see a body lying underneath the hospital blankets and I pull the blankets down. I break down right there. Falling to the ground. Bawling my eyes out my heart breaking every second. I let out soft broken whimpers. "Shane baby get up! Stop joking around!" I say latching on to his hand looking over his body for any remaining signs of life though I know I won't find any. "How could you do this to me? We were supposed to get married! And grow old together raising our kids! And die together when it was time. Not like this!" I cry out falling over on to the floor again. Soon enough I hear the room doors open and I feel arms around me. "Ru he's gone!" I cry as RuPaul grips me tighter in to the hug. "Our son made it, but he didn't!" I say my heart breaking again. "What will I tell the girls?" I cry my heart breaking on a whole new level knowing that the girls can't take this news. "I know honey! I'm here though! You are not alone! I'm here for you! Me and George!" he says. The doctor then comes in and tells us we have to leave the room. "Fuck you!" I say. "Oh get over yourself and wake up Mr. Haylock!" he replies. "What?" I ask dumbfounded. "I said wake up Mr. Haylock. (Wake up Mr. Haylock) Wake up Mr. Haylock!" the doctor says shaking me awake. "You can go see your family now. Shane and your son are in Room 3501." he says pointing me in the right direction. I go and enter the room. Seeing Shane as bright and alive as ever! What? It was all just a dream?!

Wow that was emotional huh! I cried writing the sad parts. And I'm sorry if I don't update again soon my nine year old sister just got surgery on her neck and her spine yesterday on June 28, 2016. But yeah! I will try to but my sequel soon. And maybe even Pretty Ugly. Any books that have been on hold for a while. But AnyRu!

Love to you all!~Delilah Sapphire