May special chap ako for Kharin. Sorry for the late update guys. Three chapters left btw.😭😭
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Luhan

A month after.

"Hansol, anong gusto mo?"

"Ti appa. Bakit di po ako dalaw ni Appa?" tanong nya at pinilit ko ang sarili kong 'wag kumulo sa galit. Ibinaba ko ang porridge sa bedside table at huminga ng malalim. "Tan po tya? Bakit tagal nya po uwi? Eomma,"

"Wag nyo na syang hanapin!" tumaas ang boses ko at nagulat si Hansol dahil dun pati si Luna ay bigla nalang umiyak sa gulat. Di ko naman sinasadya pero ayaw ko marinig pa ang tungkol kay Sehun. I hate that man!

"Bat kayo sigaw?" iyak ni Luna. "Talon sa takot boobs ko." Napafacepalm ako atsaka pinunasan ang luha nya. I'm trying my best not to get too emotional for them, and this unborn baby. "Huhuhu! Appa! Boobs ko!"

"Sehun won't come back to us. So tama na. Ok? Don't be too hard on me, please. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko eh." sabi ko at bigla nalang nagbagsakan luha ko. Luna scooted near me as she lovingly stroked my stomach. I patted her head and Hansol then hugged me. "It's just the four of us now."

"I'm still here though."

"Appa Kharin!" sigaw ni Hansol.

"Kamusta big guy? Hindi na ba masakit ang sugat mo?" tumango si Hansol. "Ikaw princess?" ngumiti si Luna at niyakap ang binti ni Kharin. Nakalabas na si Kharin sa hospital pero bumabalik pa rin sya dun for further check ups. "Eh ang buntis dyan?"

Hindi ako sumagot.

"Di tya ok, appa Khalin. Mom alwayt cry at night. Bad po yun kay baby di ba?" ani ni Hansol, "Baka po maging kamukha ni Tito Baekhyun si baby." natawa si Kharin.

"Hindi magiging kamukha ni Tito Baek si baby, not unless sya ang totoong tatay." I threw the pillow at Kharin. Kinilabutan ako dun ah? Si Baekhyun at ako? Hindi po kami talo. "Can I talk to you..? Outside?" aniya.

Tinignan ko si Hansol na nakahiga sa kama nya. Nilalagnat sya kaya pinapaubos ko ang porridge. Pagkatapos ng aksidente, naging mas maingat ako. Mas binabantayan ko na ang kambal. Fulltime. Ayoko ng maulit ulit.

Lumabas kami ni Kharin.

"We're leaving tomorrow."

"For good?"

"Yes." sagot ko at napatingin sa bagahe ng kambal sa gilid. "And it's in a small coastal town in California. Mom owned a surfing shop there, and she wants me to manage it. Dun kami titira ng mga bata for good. I want to leave all behind and start again."

"So that's your answer?"

Hinawakan ko ang kamay ni Kharin, "Yes. You're a good person, a good father pero ayokong saluhin mo lahat kapag iniiwan nya ako, Kharin. I don't want to use you. You deserve someone better. Someone who'll give everything all to you, not half-heartedly. You can pay us a visit though. The twins will love that and so you can meet, baby Xiao. If he's a he." Hinimas ko ang tyan ko.

Hinawakan din yun ni Kharin.

"At sana hindi bulol, kawawa naman si Luna." Nginitian ako ni Kharin before he gave me a peck on the cheek. "Take care, okay?" I nodded and Kharin pinched my cheek, giving it a light tap. Bakit ba kasi si Sehun na gago pa minahal ko? Kung may Kharin namang mahal na mahal ako?!! 😑

"Thank you, Kharin, for everything."

Niyakap ako ni Kharin at sakto ng bumitiw sya, lumitaw si Mae sa hagdanan. "Madam nandyan po ang friendship nyo sa baba. Kung nandyan ang mudrabells, nandyan din ang pudrabells at ang mga chikiting." Natawa nalang kami ni Kharin bago kami bumaba ng hagdan. Parang palengke lang ang living room. Nagtatakbuhan si Asher at Jesper (ang landi ng takbo ni Jesper) akala mo nasa music video. Si Jongsoo umiiyak tapos si Kyungin nagwawalis. Masipag eh.

"Bes ang panget mo bes! Mukhang lalaki ang junakis mo! Nako." sabi ni Baekhyun.

"Akala mo ang ganda mo!"

"Aba syempre naman! Kaya nga nainlove sa akin si Chanyeol. Di ba beh?" Umaktong nasusuka naman si Chanyeol, "Tangina mo papa bear! Mamamatay ka sa gutom pag di ka sumangayon sa akin!" sigaw naman ni Baekhyun ng malakas. "Maganda ako!"

"Maganda kayo!" sabi ni Kyungin.

"Panget kayo." iyak ni Jongsoo.

Umasim ang mukha ni Baekhyun at tinignan ng masama ang anak ni Kyungsoo. "Ano ha? Honesto lang si Jongsoo! I'm so proud of you my little pokemon!" sabi ni Kyungsoo.

"MAGANDA AKO! PAK GANERN!" sigaw ni Jesper. This time, si Chanyeol naman tuloy ang umasim ang mukha. Nakita ni Jesper na napatingin si Asher. "Joke lang yun, BRO."

"Ge lang bro." sagot ni Asher.😑
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"Wala bang kontak kay Sehun?"

Napatingin lahat kay Chanyeol. Yung mukha namin, seryoso? "Papa bear, kung ayaw mo mamatay... wag mong banggitin ang name ni XXX. Sinasabi ko sayo, ayokong mawala ka sa buhay ko papa bear! Mahalaga ang TALONG mo sa buhay ko!" Tangina, Baek.

"Hoy Baekhyun! Kalandian mo."

"I'm proud of my skin."

"Mga bata magaral kayo ng mabuti ah? Wag kayong tutulad kay Tito Baek nyo. Ngumat-ngat lang ng ballpen sa school, napariwara ang buhay. Kalandian lang ang puhunan." pangangaral ni Kyungsoo.

"Yes po, dudu Kyungtoo!"

Napabuntong hininga ako kay Kyungsoo at kay Baekhyun. "Luhan nakausap ko nun si Sehun bago kami makarating ni Jongin sa hospital. Ang sabi pa nya, magbobook agad sya ng flight that night. Di ba pre?"

"Oo, Luhan. Sehun was so emotional. Di namin sya makausap ng maayos. So, we ended the call." paglilinaw pa ni Jongin.

"Sabi ni Tito, the next day pinatransfer si Hanse pero wala ng records kung saan at wala ng kontak kay Yna. Your Dad is still looking for them. Ganun din ang Lolo mo." napakamot si Chanyeol sa batok nya, "Sabi ni Tito, nagkipagsettle ang Lolo mo para sa paglayo ni Yna. He gave her money. He's fixing all his mess and that, he cancelled the joint petition for a divorce pero wala ito ang nangyari. Something is wrong."

"Chanyeol, please tama na. Wag mo na akong paniwalain pa at gawing tanga na naman. Kaya wala si Sehun kasi sila ang pinili nya. Yun yun!"

"And you believe that?"

"Nagawa na nya yun so why not?"

Tumayo si Chanyeol at hindi ko maexplain ang mukha nya. "Before he left, nakausap ko si Sehun. Despite of the situation, he's happy because he got you. He asked me a big favor, he made me prepare his little surprise for you, and the kids. Believe it or not... he loves you, Luhan. " Chanyeol pulled something from his pocket. It's a key.

"Ano 'to?"

"It's a lake house made of glass. Kinopya yan sa movie. Nahirapan akong makuha ang bid na yan. May utang pa sya sa akin kaya hahanapin ko sya. I'll get him back and slap the hell out of him if he really gave up on you." sabi ni Chanyeol pero 'di na ako sumagot. Ganun din sila Baekhyun.

He loves me? But where is he?
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"Magiingat kayo," Kharin said. Tumango ako pero hindi sya makontento, hinawakan nya ang kamay ko. "Lock the door. Stay safe and take care of yourself. Ok?" Tumango na naman ako, "Can you handle it? I mean, you're pregnant with two kids?"

Natawa ako, "We'll be okay." Inabot ko kay Appa yung susi na binigay ni Chanyeol sa akin. "Ikaw ng bahala dito, Appa. Ibenta mo, I don't care. And If ever Sehun came back looking for us, don't tell him where we are. Visit us, don't miss the holidays."

"Luhan," Nagkatinginan muna si Kharin at si Appa bago nagsalita si Kharin, "about the attempted murder. Nahuli na pala ang isa sa kanila. It turns out, half-brother pala ni Yna ang nagutos sa kanilang gawin yun to help Yna. Only Yna can clarify it for us."

"Half-brother? She has no family."

"Yna is an unwanted child na tinago sa kinakasama ng mama nya. Iniwan lang sya sa pamilya ng mga Moe. But recently, nagkaroon sya ng kontak sa half-brother nya whose Dad is now a governor at dahil sa may sakit ang totoong mama ni Yna."

"So that's why, she's very eager to have a family, to save it, for Sehun not to leave her. Up until now... she feels like no one wants to take care of her." Napabuntong hininga ako, "I want to drop the case and live a new start. Iiwan ko na lahat dito."

"Pero Luhan, he tried to kill-"

"Pagod na ako sa ganito, Kharin. Kaso, police, patayan. I can't deal with this. I just want to breathe for awhile without being scared, without hurting, without waiting. I'm too tired dealing with this shits." Napatingin ako sa kambal habang kausap si Baekhyun. Si Kyungsoo naman, pinapatahan si Jongsoo. Buong barangay naghatid sa amin sa airport. Nakakaloka.

Tinap ni Appa ang balikat ko, "I will visit there next month and with your mom."

"Get yourself a real bride, dad."

"Nah, too old for that. I know you'll take care of me when I get old. I might stay in there for good. Luhan," Dad paused for a few minutes, "Mapapatawad mo pa ba si Lolo mo?" Hindi ako umimik nang dahil sa itinanong ni Appa. Hindi ko naisip yun. He's the reason why this happened. "He wanted to say sorry for being too hard on you. He can't bring himself to face you. Simula ng makilala nya ang kambal, your lolo had a changed of heart, Luhan." Dad informed.

"Good for him, he might still save his ass from going to hell but it won't be easy to forget, Dad. I suffered too much," I said. I clutched at our passport as I walked towards the twins, "We'll go ahead." Hinawakan ko ang kamay ng kambal. I looked back for the last time before I waved my hand, goodbye.

"EONNI-CHAN, PASALUBONG."

Paalis palang, pasalubong agad?
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"Luhan,"

"Baby, wake up."

I opened my eyes and I saw Sehun. The afternoon light kissing his skin. Rinig ko bawat hampas ng tubig sa may pampang. Tumaas ang kamay ko at hinawakan ang pisngi nya. A dream.. i know it's a dream.

"Find me." he murmured.

Nang magising ako, nasa couch pa rin ako. Hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog na pala ako. Napapanaginipan ko si Sehun every now and then. Paano ba ako makakatakas?

3 months passed...

5 months of pregnancy.

No sign of Sehun.

Buhay nalang sya sa panaginip ko. We're staying in a small town near the beach. Its nice, maraming nakakausap na tourist ang kambal. Sa itaas ng surfing shop, dun kami tumutuloy. It's quite big for the three of us. Meron akong dalawang staff, si Chittapon and Taeyong. Sila ang nagtuturo magsurf.

Si Kharin, he visited again. Hindi nya kami kayang iwan. Napangiti ako nang makitang buhat nya si Luna na umiiyak. Nilalagnat si Luna kagabi pa kaya wala sa mood ngumiti ang bungi. "I'll bring her to the hospital."

"Sasama ako." sabi ko.

"Wag na!" tumaas ang boses ni Kharin na syang ikinagulat ko. "Stay here."

Tumango nalang ako. Sinundan ko sya sa labas hanggang sa makasakay sila sa kotse bago ko tinanaw si Hansol na naglalaro sa may pampang. Hindi ako mapakali kaya di nagtagal, nagdecide akong sumunod nalang din sa hospital. Iniwan ko si Hansol sa staff ko. They're good guys and close naman sila kay Hansol. Isa pa, binilin ko kay Hansol na wag lalayo sa area namin if ever aalis sila.

Ginamit ko ang kotse ni Chittapon. Kahit high school palang sila ni Taeyong, may kotse na. Hindi kasi madalas ang cab dun, either bike or private cars. Merong rented van for some tourist. Pagdating sa hospital, tinawagan ko agad si Kharin kung saan man silang floor.

Dumaan ako sa lobby pero napahinto agad ako sa narinig kong pangalan. "Oh Sehun."

"It's been four months."

"Yeah, he haven't woke up yet since the operation. His wife is keeping her hopes high. She's very strong."

"What she need is another miracle."

"I heard his son had a surgery before he got into an accident. Too bad, he couldn't see his son now. Do you think he'll make it? Miracles do exist huh?" the nurse said.

Nanginig ang kamay ko at binaba ang phone ko bago lumapit sa dalawang nurse. "About the patient you are talking about.. what's his name again?" the two nurse looked at each other as if deciding if they'll tell me or not. "Just tell me the name and his wife."

"I'm sorry but we don't-"

"I'll tell your chief, you two are chatting about a patient while on duty. You're not checking about his status as what it looks like. You two are gossiping." I threatened.

The nurse sighed, a bit hesitant.

"It's Oh Sehun and Oh Yna."

"What happened to Mr. Oh?"

"Mr. Oh got into an accident four months ago. And he was declared brain dead but miraculously detected faint brain waves three months ago. Still very low chances of getting him out of coma." nurse paused, "Mrs. Oh signed to take her husband in a long term care and it might take years."

What happened to you, Sehun?

What happened that day?

It was so sudden, you promised me. Why do you keep appearing in my dreams? Why do you want me to find you? You left me, you should be the one chasing. Why me? Why?

Room 520.

Dahan dahan akong pumasok sa room nya. Wala si Yna. Nakahiga si Sehun sa hospital bed na puro makina sa gilid nya. Those are his life support. Lumapit ako, hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko sa oras ding yun. Tumayo ako sa gilid, feeling so mixed. I feel pity, so angry, but still love him deeply.

"Sleeping huh? For hurting me like that, ayokong matulog ka lang, Sehun." I said. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa kamay nya, "You said, you want to feel the small bump." Inangat ko ng konti ang kamay nya sa tyan ko. "Here he is but you left me, us, again."

Huminga ako ng malalim.

"You promised me, why?"

My hands balled into a fist.

"I found you now."

Napakagat ako sa labi ko.

"Wake up so I can slap you."

Tatalikod na sana ako..

But I noticed something..

A tear fell from Sehun's eyes.
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Dramabells beh. Ilang beses na ako nagsulat ng mpreg but still, ang awkward pa rin 'pag magsusulat ako ng scene. Hahaha. Anyways, sana nagustuhan nyo. Three chapters left so just hang on guys. Pero.. kung ayaw nyo na talaga basahin, okay lang. Thank you pa rin.

Sorry kung lame.😥

Some claims once you were declared brain dead, you are literally dead if weren't for the life support but I read some stories of some survivors and I used that as basis. Since this is only fiction, I don't think we have problem about that if those stories weren't true.