We looked into each other's eyes for a brief moment before letting the passion take over. With fumbling fingers, we quickly undressed each other, minding about what each other wanted for that moment. I wanted Sehun so badly. I wanted to tell him that, but then I just couldn't find the words to speak. Why bother? When he already knows it. My body says it all.

Sehun touched me and kissed me with a fire he used to make me feel when we are making love. When he couldn't hold it anymore, he prepared himself, ending the foreplay as I only stared at him. I made him wear condom this time even if he dislike it. I'm used to seeing him naked, but it still suprised me how big he was. Sehun spread my legs, forcing himself into me. I struggled for breath as he started fast and only getting faster by minute. Thrusting himself deeper, he looked at me in the eyes. Everything was all in there.

He don't have to tell me.

The color of love in his eyes.

It was fast and passionate. Sehun slapped my thigh as he sped up. "Ahh~ Luhan," he moaned my name against my ear and with our cheeks pressed hotly. "I wanted you to know that," he paused, letting a soft groan. "All these years, I've been thinking about you like crazy." I flung my arms around his neck, and he kissed me. His kisses grew harder and hell explosive.

"That's why you can't keep you eyes away from me when we first met again?" Sehun slowed his pace as he brushed my hair up.

"You're just too beautiful."

"I know." I mumbled.

I held him so tight. My chest hurts when Kharin crossed my head. Tama si Kharin. Now, I made myself a bitch. Ginagawa ko lang ang ginawa ni Sehun sa akin noon. I followed Yna's footsteps. Nasaktan ko si Kharin, wala naman syang ginawa kundi isipin ako, kung ano ang magpapasaya sa akin but I've never made him feel happy.

"What are you thinking?"

"Nothing." I answered.

How can I tell him it's about Kharin? I bit my lips when his lips found my nipples, sucking and biting. A throaty growl escaped his lips and then his body jerked. I felt every inch of Sehun's orgasm, I was already contented that I satisfied him. I didn't feel the need for my own but Sehun touched my erection and he started pumping me fast to return the favor.

Sehun collapsed on my side after reaching my own climax. And that night, I don't know how many times we did it until we both feel exhausted. Niyakap ako ni Sehun, his lips pressing against my back. "You're quiet."

Matagal bago ako sumagot.

"Kharin knows about us."

This time, si Sehun ang hindi nakasagot ng ilang minuto. "What did he say?" he asked.

"Things that only made me feel so guilty as hell. Sehun," Humarap ako kay Sehun at tinitigan sya. I feel so guilty, but I don't think I can let go of Sehun now. "Kharin have us and now, he have nothing." Naisambit ko.

"He doesn't have to leave the twins life anyway. Even if not related by blood, he was there for the twins all these years." Sehun said, his voice was low and serious. Hinigpitan nya ang yakap nya sa akin and I felt a feather-light kiss on my forehead. "so basically, mas tatay sya ng kambal." sabi nya at huminga ng malalim. "And so about the dinner last night. I didn't ask Yna but it was for Hanse. I didn't know I'm taking him for granted too much. Akala ko okay na yung gifts, toys, everything he wants pero hindi pala... I don't think I can be a good father. I always fucked up." he said.

"Just because you are not good at it, you can never be. You care for him too much. Walang parents ang walang paki sa anak nila. Just issues." I said in almost a whisper and sighed. "How you treat our twins, you are good enough. How you made them so smile. You're a good father, Sehun. Hindi mo lang maiparamdam lahat kay Hanse dahil naiisip mo yung pagkakamali mo. I want you to let it go and forgive yourself kasi... pinapatawad na kita." I appended.

Sehun held my hand, clasped it together before giving it a buss. "I'm so sorry for everything, Luhan. Kung nagantay lang ako. Kung nakontento lang ako sa tayo, hindi sana mangyayari to. I'm so sorry."

"But don't you think it's good because of Hanse? You have him and he's a good kid with manners. For a second, akala ko eh, may sungay din." Kinurot-kurot ni Sehun ang tagiliran ko at natawa ako. "Para bang ikaw nun. Ganun din si Hansol, minsan. Dati si Kharin lang gusto nya, ngayon eh, dalawa na. Sa susunod, babae na." I said.

Natawa si Sehun.

"Bawal pa." aniya.

Niyakap ko sya pabalik.

"Do you think he'll like me?"

"Who?"

"Hanse." I whispered.

"Why not?"

"When he finds out, I mean. Sa tingin ko, he's protective to his mom. Mas close sya kay Yna. I don't want him to hate you for choosing me. I, I don't-" Sehun cut me off.

"Let's not talk about this now."

Hindi na ako sumagot ng sabihin ni Sehun yun. Seeing Hanse desperately looking for Yna that morning. I don't think this will be easy. I bet this will be tough for Sehun too. Nagbihis kami ni Sehun at kumain, too late na ang hapunan. Sa couch na kami natulog.

Nauna akong nagising kay Sehun. Agad na naghanda ako ng almusal namin. Nagulat nalang ako ng bigla nya akong yakapin sa likod habang nagpriprito ako ng hotdog na paborito ni Baekhyun at ni Kyungsoo at ni Jesper. Naiiyak ako sa batang yun. Jusmiyo.

"Goodmorning."

Sehun kissed me on the lips.

"Goodmorning."

I gave him a peck, one after another and another and another. Napalingon nalang kami nang biglang bumukas ang pinto sa front door. Nabitawan ko ang hawak kong sandok. Si Lolo Son Mig, si Appa at si Yna kasama si Hanse. Napatakbo agad ako sa kalan para patayin ito. Bakit sila nandito? Bobo! Dito nakatira si Lolo Son Mig. Fuck!

"Are you two having fun?"

Hindi kami nakasagot ni Sehun. Napatingin ako kay Yna at nakatingin lang din sya. Ang tingin nyang tagos kalamnan. Course, she's not please to see us together. "Dad-" Hindi naituloy ni Appa ang sasabihin nya at agad itinaas ni Lolo ang kamay nya para pigilan itong magsalita. Mukhang galit si Lolo eh.

"Hanse apo, go upstairs."

"Ok po lolo." sagot ni Hanse.

Sasama sana si Yna kaso pinigilan sya ni Lolo. "Stay. Nothing will happen to him upstairs." sabi ni Lolo. Sumunod si Yna.

"I'll be there later, Hans."

Ngumiti si Hanse at tumango.

Dahan dahang lumakad si Lolo paupo sa couch habang nakaalalay si Yna. "Call Joo. Dapat nandito na sya in two hours. I did not tell her to take a leave and leave my house! Two hours or else, wala na syang trabaho at babawiin ko benefits ng anak nya." Naitikom ko ang kamao ko dahil dun. Si Joo ang care taker ng bahay at nagsisilbi na kasambahay ni Lolo. Dalawa nila pero yung isa, umalis na sabi ni Appa. Sino bang makakatagal kay Lolo?! Ituturing kang aso.

"Dad, ako ang naggrant ng leave nya so please, don't do this to Joo. She's been with you for 25 years!" Tinignan lang si Appa ni Lolo ng masama. Parang polluted ang hangin sa living room at hindi na ako makahinga.. Hinawakan naman ni Sehun ang kamay ko, pinilit kong bawiin because this is not the right time. Napatingin ako sa gawi ni Yna and she's looking at our hands.

"I'm here to clean your mess, Ranggu. Akala mo hindi ko alam ang ginagawa mong kalokohan?" Kalokohan? Si Appa? About the wedding? "And how dare you stabbed your own father in the back?"

"I'm tired of this, Dad! You're good at doing this, manipulating. Leave Sehun alone. Luhan is my son. Just accept it!" Humigpit bigla ang pagkakahawak ni Lolo Son Mig sa cane nya. Kinabahan naman si Appa sa paghawak nito sa dibdib. "Appa!"

"Don't call me that! You're no longer my son!" sigaw ni Lolo Son Mig at tinignan nya kami. "Ha. Alam kong kasal pa rin silang dalawa." Nangunot ang noo ko. Umayos ng upo si Lolo, not leaving his eyes at me. "But now, ipapaproprocess ko na. It won't take long. A few days maybe? When you have money, everything is possible." Humigpit ang hawak ni Sehun sa kamay ko. What was that? All this time, kasal pa rin kami? Fuck.

"Ka..kasal sila?" Yna stuttered.

"Inaayos na din naman nila ang second wedding nyo ni Sehun." Nilingon ni Lolo Son Mig si Appa na tila nabagsakan sya ng bato. "You think I didn't know, Ranggu? Are you mad? I ruined all your plan."

"Appa, leave them alone."

Tila nanigas si Yna sa pwesto.

"Don't worry, Yna.. I'll settle everything for Hanse. I'll make sure, Hanse will get everything. All of my properties.. Inayos ko na ang last will ko.. I'll leave nothing for the three of you. Not even the twins. Don't expect." Madiin pang sabi ni Lolo at nagpanting ang tenga ko dun. I'm not even expecting a single penny from him. Never!

"We won't accept any anyway." si Sehun ang sumagot kay Lolo. At dahil sa pagsagot nya, lalong tumindi ang galit sa mukha ni Lolo Son Mig. "At hindi ko ipapawalang bisa ang kasal namin ni Luhan." Nanlaki ang mata ni Yna. "I.. I'm very sorry, Yna."

"How about Hanse, Sehun?"

"He's my son, nobody can change it. But we can't live in the same roof, Yna and I know.. YOU know why." Pinaharap ako ni Sehun sa gawi nya at saka hinawakan ang magkabilang balikat ko. "We're leaving."

"You think it will be easy, Sehun?" hirit naman ni Lolo Son Mig. "Remember this, you chose this so suffer together." aniya. Nanginig ang katawa ko at hindi ko nagawa magsalita. Inalalayan ako ni Sehun paakyat. Nang makaakyat kami, naabutan namin si Hanse dun at nakatingin lang sya sa amin.

"Whele ale you going, Appa?"

"I just need to fix something. Susunduin kita bukas ah? And we'll go and play with Hansol and Luna. But can you keep this a secret between us?" Tumango naman agad si Hanse bago niyakap ang binti ni Sehun at si Sehun naman, bumaba para magtama ang mata nila. "Good." Ginulo nya buhok nito.

"Will you come home?"

"No. Not tonight son." Nalungkot agad ang mukha ni Hanse kaya kinurot sya ni Sehun sa pisngi. "Wag ka ng malungkot. Wait for me tomorrow, okay? We'll play." he said.

"I'll wait!" excited na sabi ni Hanse. He's a good kid. Hindi ko maisip na anak ba talaga sya ni Yna sa tuwing maaalala ko yung mga kasalanan nya. Sa mga nangyayari sa amin ngayon, ang mga bata ang naiipit. Ang hirap lang isipin. Kung pipiliin kami ni Sehun but what about Hanse? I'm pretty sure, Lolo Son Mig and Yna won't give up without a fight. I know, alam din ni Sehun. Wala syang laban sa custody ni Hanse kung si Lolo na katapat.

At habang nasa byahe kami, hawak ko ang seatbealt ng mahigpit. Hindi nagsasalita si Sehun pero alam kong nagaalala sya. Mahal nya si Hanse. Anak nya din yun eh. "Sehun, you know what this means. Baka.. hindi mo na talaga makita si Hanse." Nilingon ako ni Sehun ng ilang segundo at bago nya ibinalik sa daan ang buong attensyon nya.

Hindi ako sinagot ni Sehun.

Ilang oras din ang binyahe namin bago makarating sa bahay nila Baekhyun. And sakto tanghali na, gutom na gutom na ako pero hindi ko magawang maisip kumain dahil alam kong nagaalala sobra si Sehun.

"Ellow foe." bati sa amin ni Jesper.

"Jesper! Di pa tapos-" Napahinto agad si Baekhyun. May hawak syang eyeliner at lipstick at foundation. Ang itsura ni Jesper mukhang ibebenta sa bermuda. "Hahaha! Wag kayong maingay kay Chanyeol!" Ito agad ang sabi nya bago tinago ang eyeliner sa bulsa nya. "kasi ano, kasi balak kasing magtayo ng punerarya ni Jesper! Parang natutulog lang di ba nak?" Baekhyun said.

"Parlor gusto ko eomma!"

Jusmiyo marimar.

"Wag mong sabihin yan. Magagalit ang tatay mo! Binantaan nya ako kagabi! Di nya na daw ako yuyugyugin! Kaya 'wag kang maingay! Maging lalaki ka!" sabi ni Baekhyun. Umayos ng tayo si Jesper pero nakaangulo ang pwet teh. Hindi nya keri.

Baekhyun junior talaga sya.😁

"Gusto kong magkulot eh."

"Anong kalandian to?"

Napalingon kami sa pinto. Nandun si happy feet at ang mga junakis nya. "Jesper, anong nangyari sa mukha mo?" tanong ni Asher.

"Nadapa lang bro." sabi ni Jesper.

Tsanggalang bata to. xx

"Laro tayo ulit." sabi ni Asher.

"Sige! Bet ko yan! Pak!"

"Hanapin ko lang si Luna. Sya ang asawa ko." Nagulat ako. Pare-parehong nagsilaki ang mata naming lahat habang nakatingin kami kay Asher. "Ikaw pa rin kabet ah?"

"Huy! Anong laro yan! Kayong mga bata kayo! Ash! Isusumbong kita kay nognog! Iba nalang laruin nyo! Wag yan!" sita pa nitong si Kyungsoo. "Baekhyun, napaaga ata ang the calling ni Jesper." sabi pa nya.

Napailing nalang ako saka napatingin kay Sehun na napapangiti pero hindi naman umaabot sa tenga. Para bang ang daming nangyari ngayong araw. The fact na kasal pala kami ni Sehun, pa rin pala. At tungkol dun sa wedding kuno ni Appa. Mukhang di naman ikakasal talaga si Appa. So ginagawa nya yun dahil sineset-up nya kami ni Sehun. Gusto nyang ikasal kami ulit ni Sehun pero pumasok si Lolo Son Mig sa eksena. Great.

"Luhan," Napalingon ako nang tawagin ako ni Kyungsoo. "May gusto sana ako sabihin sayo, tungkol sana kay Kharin." sa tono ng boses ni Kyungsoo, alam kong seryoso iyon. Hinawakan ko ang braso ni Sehun bago ako sumama kay Kyungsoo sa may garden dun.

"Anong meron kay Kharin?"

Huminga ng malalim si Kyungsoo.

"Bumabalik ang complications nya dahil sa aksidente nun at kagabi lang habang naguusap kami, bigla syang nagseizure." Pakiramdam ko nanghina ang tuhod ko sa sinabi ni Kyungsoo. "Nalaman ko rin.. sa doctor nya... Kharin has brain tumor."
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Why do I love complicating things for you guys? I'm very sorry. Kasal pa rin nga sila pero here comes the villain. Thank you for reading again guys. Thank you so much!❤

If you are expecting a twist na hindi anak talaga ni Sehun si Hanse at iba ang tatay. I don't wanna use that twist for this. So anak talaga po sya ni Sehun kay Yna. Kanya po.:)