Sorry for the long wait guys, nagkaproblema lang ako but anyways, I missed you all and I hope you'll like this update. Arigatou!:D
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"Will daddy baba visit today?" Luna asked while lying on the couch, holding tightly of her favorite bunny stuff toy and a children book. "Gusto ko kasi basa nya sa akin ito."

"Ayoko tya dito. Init ulo ko." Hansol said.

Sge lang bebe boy, magsungit pa.

"Ayoko ba peburit line mo?"

"Maybe, only for him." Hansol said.

"Sungit mo, dami dami! Bleh!"

Napakamot ako sa ulo ko. Simula ng bumalik si Sehun sa buhay namin, mas naging bitter si Hansol. Sa ampalaya ko ata to pinaglihi eh. Ang hirap maging dyosa, kaya nga siguro ako lang ang ginawang dyosa ni God. Mahirap na trabaho ang maging dyosa. Sobrang stressful eh. God spare Kyungsoo and Baekhyun from this stressful role of being a goddess of living things and non living things. Charing lang.

If Hansol didn't want Sehun in his life for now, I need to deal with this for quite some time well, until Hansol learn to accept him.

Ang tanong kelan? Paano?

I clapped my hand, "Come on. Take a bath! Pupunta tayo sa supermarket." I said as I held Luna's hand to help her stand up. Pero aakyat na sana kami nang may magdoorbell. Sinenyasan ko sila na magstay sa couch bago ako lumapit sa front door. Nagday off kasi si Mae kaya wala akong katulong sa kambal for today. Si Kharin naman eh may pupuntahan.

Kharin won't tell me, and I can't help but to worry. He seems tired these days and I feel like there's something he's hiding from me. Binuksan ko ang pinto at bumungad sa akin si Sehun. May hawak syang coffee at isang tangkay ng rosas kaya nagsalubong kilay ko.

"Why are you here, Sehun?"

"Coffee?" malayong sagot nya.

"Tatanggapin ko but not the roses," I told him before I grabbed the coffee. My forehead wrinkled when a small laugh escaped from his mouth. I raised an eyebrow making him shut up and cleared his throat in an instant.

Honestly, I like this Oh Sehun. Yung takot. I can't picture Sehun though to be acting like this maybe, because he have this dominant aura and cold facade but whenever he acts like a lost cat before, Oh Sehun is the cutest.

Um, still... the cutest.

What am I thinking? Erase!

Oh Sehun dictates but honestly, I also failed to take into acccount the times when he also considered me and what I truly wants, when he always waited for me in the other side of the door after our long fight. I remembered what I told him back then, fights only made us realized how much we don't wanna lose each other but then, what happened to us?

Fights...? I got tired. We got lost.

Sometimes I wonder..

Ako ba ang may kasalanan? Because people will probably say, 'Pinatawad mo nalang sana sya tutal naman, alam mo naman kung bakit nya nagawa yun di ba?' And I would say, yes, onga naman but when I saw it with my own eyes, I can't. I just can't. Hindi ko kasi kinaya.

"Actually this is for-"

Of course, for his wife. Stupid.

"Daddy baba! Daddy baba! Daddy baba! Daddy baba! Hi." Luna shouted in glee as she jumped with her hands wide open as if telling Sehun to carry her. Luna found her comfort zone, Sehun's arms? I guess. Sehun tapped her head before he kneeled, "What did you bring for me? Chocolate?" Sehun nodded before taking a short glance at me.

He handed her the roses.

"Flower ito eh? Wala na iba?"

"It's a chocolate rose, sweety. You can eat it." Nagliwanang bigla ang mukha ni Luna. Patay gutom smile activated. Dali dali nyang binuksan ang balot. "It's actually for her." Napakamot sa batok na sabi ni Sehun after.

Okay, pahiya ako dun. Boom.

"A..alam ko..ko! Duh!" I stammered.

"Hindi talaga ako nagexpect pero tchana dinalhan mo din ako. Hmfff. Mom! I will go uptairt and take a tsawer!" Hansol said, marching his way near the staircase. I rolled my eyes. Hindi daw nagexpect ah. Kunwari pa si Hansol, gusto lang talaga ng chocolate.

"I got something for you too, son. I will give it to you, if you will come with me. Hang out with me. We'll play basketball, or I will teach you how to ride a bicycle? Just for today. So, how's that for a deal?" Sehun stood straight, provoking Hansol but then, Hansol turned around with his arms crossed and a frown knit his forehead. He always act like an adult when he is only 3.

"My anther ith no." Hansol said.

"My answer is you, hihi." Luna said and I quickly covered her mouth. Ang kulit kasi.

"Fine, a truck of ferrero." Sehun said.

"Don't spoil him!" I protested.

"But I want to, just like how I spoiled you." Sehun whispered slowly in my ear, sending me this heap of tickling shivers. Lumayo ako sa kanya. Spoil? Spoiled me with a good sex.

Brr.. Brrr.. erase. Reset.

"Dad can buy me too!" Hansol said.

"Of course, I can!" Sehun said and I hit his stomach. This is getting out of hand, I mean, kids might get confused, whom to call dad?!

Sehun slumped his shoulder, "The truth is, I..I have a dog named Vivi and I'm giving him to you." Before I could say something, Sehun quickly went out to grab Vivi, buhay pa pala si Vivi. Joke. He's no longer a baby.

Matindi ang kalahi ni Bitch-hyun este Bichon nga pala yun. "I..I love living things!" agad na naibagsak ko ang balikat ko sa sinabi ni Luna. Ewan ko sa batang ito at hindi matigil sa kakabuka ng bibig. "Living things yey!"

Inilapag ni Sehun si Vivi sa may front door bago sya naglakad papalapit sa amin. "Vivi come here," tawag pa nya. Vivi just kept on wiggling his tail while looking at Sehun as if saying, 'this guy is weird.' Sehun then, faked a laugh. "Come on, we practiced this." aniya.

"Years had passed, Sehun and still Vivi won't follow you." sabi ko at sinubukan ko kung nakikinig pa rin sa akin si Vivi. "Come here, Vivi." In just one try, lumapit agad ito. Tumalon talon pa sa harap ko. I smirked at Sehun who was embarrassed. "Sit! Shake! Roll! Oh good boy." I commanded and Vivi willingly followed without even buffering.

"Vivi, you traitor." Sehun murmured.

Kumahol kahol lang si Vivi na tila nangaasar pa, "He likes me more but we can't accept him, Sehun. Hansol is afraid of dogs. Well, nakagat kasi sya nun," pagpapaliwanag ko.

"I..I didn't know." he said slowly.

"Yun, kaya nga, consult me first! When it comes to the kids, consult me first! Hindi porket gusto mo, ipagpipilitan natin, Oh Sehun." Huminga ako ng malalim, hindi ko alam pero minsan, mabilis uminit ang ulo ko kapag si Sehun ang kausap ko, "and besides, Kharin is.. allergic to dogs." dugtong ko pa.

Napatitig sya sa akin na para bang sinasabi nyang, did I just heard it right? "Si Kharin? BUT, you love, Vivi." Again, I took a deep breath, "And Vivi is harmless," he added.

"Kahit mahal mo pero masasaktan lang ang nasa paligid mo, it's always a choice. I've decided not to take him." I told him.

"So," he took a step forward, "even if you still love me, you will choose not to hurt Kharin?" Hindi agad ako nakasagot. Sehun met my gaze which is every intimidating as always. "Will you not let me in?" he said.

Napatitig ako sa kanya. Parang naiba ata ang punto ng usapan ah? "Yes and yes, yan ang sagot ko sa tanong mo." madiing sabi ko pa.

"So, no for living things?"

Napalingon kami pareho kay Luna sa walang kamuwang-muwang na sabi nya. Nakapout pa habang nakaturo kay Vivi na binuhat ulit ni Sehun. Napalingon ako kay Hansol na sya namang tumakbo agad paakyat. "No, Luna. Maligo ka na, maggrogrocery tayo." ani ko.

"Why? Why? Why deliliah?"

"Pinagsasasabi mong bata ka?! Wala ng maraming tanong. Come on," Binuhat ko sya bago ko sinulyapan si Sehun, "Thank you for the coffee but you can leave now, Sehun, and please, just.... go," I told him.

"Come with us, Daddy baba, because I missed you a lot, dami dami! Yey! Yey! May tagabitbit ka na, eomma. Hehe?" Luna said, giggling. Napamewang ako at sinungitan si Sehun na nagthumb ups kay Luna. Magkonekta ba ang utak nila? Jusme.

Pinaliguan ko ang kambal at hinayaan ko silang magbihis. Whenever, wala si Mae. I took that opportunity para naman turuan silang maging independent kahit papaano but just in small things like, pagbihihis nga.

"Nakakatuwa talaga ang kambal."

Napabuntong hininga ako sa sinabing yun ni Sehun habang nagpupunas ako ng lamesa. I tried to just ignore him but, he quickly held my hand. Binawi ko agad ito. "A..ano bang plano mo, Sehun?" tanong ko habang mas dinidiinan ang pagpupunas ng lamesa dun.

"Magkaroon ulit ng.. ako at ikaw."

Mapangasar na natawa ako, "As if."

Magsasalita pa sana ako ng marinig ang sunod sunod na yapak ng kambal, "Mom finished," Hansol said in a bored flat tone. Sinuri ko sya ng tingin bago dumapo ang tingin ko kay Luna na sinusway ang body nya habang nakahawak sa laylayan nung dress nya at kinilabutan ako sa ngiti nya.

"Itaas mo dress mo, Luna." Humahagikhik na sinunod nya naman ako, "At bakit wala kang suot na panty?!!!" tumaas ang boses na tanong ko at lumakas ang hagikhik nya.

"Hindi ko alam ano kulay susuotin ko kaya skin tone nalang po." sagot nya at napaface palm ako. Jusme kang bata ka..

"Bumalik ka at magsuot!" utos ko.

"AYE AYE CAPTAIN!" sagot nya.

Sumunod kay Luna si Hansol. Naibagsak ko ang balikat ko sa kapilyuhan ni Luna. Tapos ay kumuha ako ng tubig. "Ganito ba silang dalawa kalikot lagi?" tanong ni Sehun pero naghum lang ako bilang sagot. Nakatalikod ako sa kanya. Ayoko ng lumingon. "Lagi ba wala si Kharin?" And this time, umiling ako.

Inilapag ko yung baso sa lababo. Aalis na sana ako pero hinila ni Sehun ang kamay ko at nagawa nya akong kornerin dun sa may lababo. He didn't say a word but stared at me. Sinalubong ko ang tingin nya.. kabado oo. I could feel my heart drumming faster.

"What?!" pagsusungit ko.

"Now you're looking at me."

Nagbaba ako ulit ng tingin.

"WHAT?!" ulit ko pa.

"Look at me when we're talking, Luhan. Don't be so rude." Napasinghap ako nang hawakan nya ang baba ko at inangat pa ito ng kaonti para magtama ang mata namin. I met his gaze, the sadness in his eyes is what confuses me. It bothers me. "I missed those stares, your stares as if there's only us."

"There is only us.. here, stupid."

Sehun laughed softly but, it irritates me. How could he act like this when he have a family waiting for him? Indeed, selfishness.

"Can we have a truce just for today?" he let out a sigh, "And act like a family? Give me this day, Luhan. Please?" he pleaded. I didn't answer. Naramdaman ko ang kamay nya sa bewang ko kaya automatikong kinapa ko ang baso sa gilid ko at binuhos sa kanya.

"Know your limits, Sehun!"

"Now, I'm wet." Sehun stated.

Now.. I'm wet. Repeat 1000x.

Napalunok naman ako, watching the water dripping from his cheeks to his neck. Damn.

"Ahh.. Kids, time for grocery!" I shouted, trying to escape from Sehun. Pinunasan ni Sehun ang mukha nya gamit ang panyo nya.

The twins quickly climbed down the stairs like they're in a race, "Watch your steps! Careful." Sehun reminded, coming out of the kitchen, "I don't think I can keep up with the twins." he geniunely smiled and then, I felt guilty somehow. I appreciate his kindness towards the kids but Sehun should realized that, 'US' is now impossible. Truly.

"You're getting old, Sehun."

"But when it comes to your favorite," he gave me a weird look yet seductive, "I'm strong as a bull. I can still keep up the usual round." I swallowed a lump. Hell?

"Ro..ro..round?! Bastos ka!" sigaw ko.

Sehun then, smirked.

"I'm talking about SOCCER, Luhan. Ano bang nasa isip mong paborito mo..?" he added in a playful tone. Damn you, Sehun!

Nakastrike one ka, taena mo. xx