Sorry for not updating this for awhile mga kabebes. Planned to put it on hold for a few weeks pero, miss na miss ko na ang hunhan.

Happy birthday Luhan!:">
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Luhan

Hearing those words from Oh Sehun, I was suddenly out of words to say but I took a deep breath regaining my lost composure that was blown away in just a snap with his simple phrase. Fuck. Almost four years had already passed, why could he still make me feel this way?! Why is my heart jumping?!!

"Sehun, did you-" Sehun cut me off by placing a finger on my lips with his gaze passing through me, looking at the empty streets and to our kids, waiting for us inside his car. Hinawi ko lang agad ang kamay nya.

"Say another word or else," he paused and stared at me, effectively threatening me with his burning gaze, "You know that I have my own sexy way of shutting you up." I could see the longing written in the windows of his soul. His eyes. "Lu Han," he called my name like a sweet promise ringing inside this dark hollow. "Are you even worried about me?"

"And, why would I?"

I stared at him.. his eyes.

His eyes, I always got lost. In his eyes where once I saw 'forever' but no. Mas naniniwala pa akong may forever kami ng mga libaging baby bra ko. Naniniwala akong may forever kasi si Kyungsoo at ang libag nya po sa singit. Praise the lord, halleluia! Hindi na nadala ng kojic. May forever kami ng kagandahan ko!!

Nagulat ako nang itapal ni Sehun ang palad nya sa mukha ko. I was like, what the fuck?

"Please, don't look at me like that." sabi nya na tila iniiwasan ang tingin ko, "When you give me that kind of seductive look, it's making me want to rip your clothes off." he turned his back at me and walked towards the driver's seat. "Darn it! Damn! Hormones, not now." rinig ko pang bulong nya. Napatakip ako sa dibdib ko. Wala akong suot na baby bra. Mapangakit pa naman to!

Nilet go ko na nga pala yun. :x

"Excuse me, Sehun." pagsisimula ko nang makapasok sa kotse, "I am not looking at you in that kind of way. My stares at you are always plain. Wag kang ambisyoso!" pagsusungit ko at inalalayan si Luna dahil amazed na amazed na naman sya sa bawat madaanan ng sasakyan.. She's still not used to the place. Iba kasi ang lugar sa Australia.

"Really? I don't think so. You look at me like that during our first night. That time when I asked you, if you want me to stop. And, I only believe in your eyes." he said.

I decided not to answer back.

Sehun started the engine and hit the road, "Goonight everyone! Luna loves you all!" Luna waved her hand to the people outside, waiting in the bus stop. Akala mo artista sya eh no? Gusto ata nyang magartista. Minsan kasi umaarte nalang sya. "Babye! Kisses to everyone! One for Appa, for Eomma and for Hansungit! Wag ka na sungit! Mwah! Love you dami dami!" pangungulit pa nya kay Hansol na nakabusangot lang sa gilid. I rolled my eyes. Kulit nya, nagfaflying kiss pa sya habang kumekendeng. Sehun laugh out loud, making Luna giggled. A Daddy's girl?

Luna is such a Daddy's girl.

"Ingay, sakit ulo ko!" pagsusungit naman ni Hansol bago nya crinoss ang braso nya tsaka sinandal ang ulo nya sa balikat ko. Oh Sehun talaga ito. Reminds me a lot of Oh Dimunyu.

"Anak, first day mo ba? Sungit mo ah?! Naglalambing lang kapatid mo. Huwag sagad sa kasungitan anak. Huwag kang masyadong tumulad dito sa---" Napatigil ako saka sinalubong ang tingin ni Sehun sa rearview mirror. I decided not to continue my sentence. "Baka wala ng magkagusto sayo pag laki mo kasi puro linya na yang noo mo." sabi ko at hinilot ang noo nyang lagi nalang nakakunot. Bugnuting bata eh.

"O, baka may makilala kang katulad ng eomma mo. When you do, don't ever let her go, buddy." singit ni Sehun pero hindi pa rin sya iniimik ni Hansol. "Don't make the same mistake I did and you'll regret it." Napansin kong napatingin sa kanya si Hansol. He looked so confused. "And then you Luna sweety, pick the right man." he added with a serious tone. Nakakunot lang ang noo ni Luna, probably, hindi nila gets.

Tumango tango naman si Luna.

"Yes appa! Marlou Maurer!" aniya.

I snapped my forehead, "Mario Maurer yun! Si Marlou, pinigpig man yun ok?! Gatas naman dinede mo, bakit ganyan nagyari sayo?" sinapo ko ang mukha nya tsaka hinilot hilot, "Sinapian ka ba nak?! Bakit ka ganyan? Sabi ko sayo wag kang makinig kay Yaya Mae at Kyungsoo eh!"

Humagikhik sya at hinawakan agad ang dibdib ko. Pinisil pisil pa, bastos na bata! Kitang walang baby bra ang nanay nya!!

"Dede goals." bulalas ni Luna.

Natawa ng malakas si Sehun.

"Nangaasar ka ba, Sehun? Mapangasar yang tawa mo eh." nakataas ang kilay na tanong ko. Makatawa akala mo close kami. Inayos ko ng upo si Luna. "Luna, ganito na ba ang dede goals sayo?! Saan mo naman nalaman yang word na yan?!" Naibagsak ko ang balikat ko. Lahat nalang ginagaya ni Luna. Daming alam ng batang to. Sumasakit na ulo ko. Kasalanan ito ni Yaya Mae. Jusme.

"Kay mother Kyungsoo po. Sya din sabi akin patay snow white kasi expired na yung kain nyang apple." Napanguso tuloy ako sa sinabi nya. Si Kyungsoo talaga. Kung anong tinuturo dito. Madalas kasi si Luna kausap nya sa Skype kasi nga masungit si Hansol. I guess, I need to watch over Luna carefully when she's talking to Kyungsoo. Kamusta naman yung mga story ng Disney princesses di ba? Puro mga kalokohan kasi.

"Hindi totoo yun!" sabi ko.

She crossed her arm, "Tama kayo eomma! Kasi kaya po namatay si snow white kasi kain nya po yung Iphone." nagmamagaling na sabi nya. Kanino naman kaya nya nakuha yun? Gawa gawa na naman?! Mahilig kasing gumawa ng story to. Minsan nga kinukwento nya nangyari sa Star Wars at dyosko, tatango ka nalang kasi magtataka ka kung si ganito at si ganito sa mga binabanggit nya. Dami alam.

"Hindi namatay ti tnow white! Nauntog lang tya ta puno ng apple!" sigaw naman nitong si Hansol. Napangiwi ako. Sige lang. Magtalo kayo. Pareho naman silang mali sa kwento nila. Ang totoong kwento talaga nya ay, nakalunok sya ng apple. Nabilaukan sya.

"Nakakatuwa sila." Sehun said.

Masakit kamo sa ULO.

"Ganyan lang talaga sila. Luna is really talkative most of the times and Hansol, he's quite not a talker. You can only see him acting so cute and sweet when he's talking with Kharin." natahimik ako after kong mabanggit ang pangalan ni Kharin at tinignan si Sehun. His eyes are still fixed on the road but his jaw are clenching. Jealous? Probably, he wants to be close to Hansol too.

"I know, Kharin of course."

"No!" malakas na sigaw ni Luna.

"Cthe really did!!"

"No! Close kami snow white!"

Hinarang ko agad ang braso ko sa kanilang dalawa at nagaaway na. "Relax. Away ulit ah? Sabi ko wag magaway di ba? Ayaw ni eomma na nagaaway kayo and probably, ayaw din nya." sabi ko at tinuro si Sehun. I just can't bring myself to say, Daddy nyo like it's a natural thing? Ang awkward lang kasi.

"Stop picking up a fight kids."

"Away ako ni grumpy appa! Bad, Hansol! Wala ka ng gift birthday! Si Luna lang! I hate you!" pagsusumbong naman ni Luna and folded her arms over her chest. Tampo na ang bata. I tapped her head and pinched her cheeks, making her pout even more. Ay nagpapaawa effect na at gusto ng kakampi.

"Luna sweety, we don't say hate. Take it back and tell Hansol you love him." sabi naman ni Sehun habang nakahinto kami at nakared ang traffic light. Sinulyapan nya si Luna at tinignan ito, making Luna turn her head to Hansol and take back what she said like what Sehun asked her to, "Good girl."

"Good girl, Luna!" Luna smiled, clapping her hands excitedly. "May chocolate ako! Yehey! May chocolate ako kasi good girl ako!" again, I snapped my forehead. Ayon naman pala, gusto nya may kapalit. Laging may kapalit ang good deeds? Sakit sa ulo ni Luna ah. "Appa bisado ko periodic table!"

Ano raw? At kelan pa?

"A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K-"

"Sweety, that's alphabet." Sehun said with a muffled of laugh. Napangiti tuloy ako dahil sa pagiging hyper lalo ni Luna. I guess, gusto nya talaga si Sehun. Nagpapakabibo kasi sya masyado. "And what about you, buddy?" I glanced at Hansol and he's trying hard not to speak and share what he knows. Tinuturuan sila ni Kharin dito. Hansol is a fast learner. I bet, ayaw nyang magpakitang gilas. He only wants Kharin to say, I'm proud of you, buddy.

"Not part of the converthation." he said and paused, "H it for hydrogen and.. and hm, Fe it for iron and, I'm already tired. I'll tell the otherth next time." he added and, I ruffled his hair being proud. With a simple answer, that made Sehun smiled. I could see the sparks in his eyes, he's proud and, satisfied of their interactions for now.

"Will you give me chocolateth? I want ferrero." Hansol said but not looking at Sehun. He is just looking at the window.

"Letting your walls down now buddy? Of course, I'll buy you dozens of ferreros." Excitement is visible in Sehun's voice and Luna pouted her lips as if she doesn't care.

"No, I thill don't like you." Hansol said but that didn't stop Sehun from smiling. "Don't thimle, it's tho tho creepy." pagsusungit nya pa at nagsalubong ang tingin namin ni Sehun sa salamin. He's smiling. Isang oras din ang nakalipas bago kami nakarating sa bahay. Takbo agad papasok si Hansol then, Luna kissed Sehun before she went inside. Naiwan lang kami ni Sehun sa labas ng gate.

Both of us are silent.

"Anong plano mo ngayon?"

"About us? The kids? Career?"

"There's no us, Sehun!" I said with a deep sigh, "I mean your life. I'm pretty sure, it will be tough for you to start again in the industry. Lolo Sonmig will do everything for you to come back to him." I muttered.

"So you really are worried about me?"

"I'm not! I just want to ask." I bowed my head and glanced at my fingers, "Did.. you really saved me that night..?" I asked in a low voice. Kharin was forced to keep a lie?

"Yes," he replied.

"Thank you then but that's all."

Natahimik kami ulit dalawa.

"I've been thinking about this since you came back. Magtatayo ako ng resort and I'm pretty sure you know where. I, I hope you can come with me and visit the place again." Heat suffused me, remembering the place. That beach where we had our one last date before we parted and the nearby resort where we last made love. The last night we shared. The last night I felt his warm body next to mine. Why is that memory affecting me? It's still affecting me. Goddamn it. Heck.

"I'll check my schedule."

I turned my back but Sehun grabbed my hand. I met his gaze. In his eyes, why do I feel like that memory crossed his mind too. That I could feel his longing and his need..?

"You're cheeks are red, are you thinking about that night?" he took a step forward and I moved back but he held my waist, "It seems like you really do." he leaned to my ear and whispered, "Stop those cheeks, it's turning me on. Goodnight, Luhan." he said before he kissed my cheek with a silly smile.

"Don't do that... don't just kiss me like that!" I said with stern. I turned my head just to make sure, Kharin did not see that.

"Kiss you like that?" nangunot ang noo ko. He got it in a wrong idea. Not to kiss me like that, he seems to be pertaining to the way he kissed me but what I mean is, not to kiss me like we're still lovers! "A kiss on the lips is okay then? And how do you want it to be? Deep, long, and hard..?" he added huskily.

"Stop it," I pushed his chest, "stop all this act, stop seducing me, it won't work, Oh Sehun. I can't be yours. Someone already owns me for a long time now." I told him.

He pulled my hand and made me turn my back at him. He wrapped his hands around my stomach firmly, I couldn't even resist. I felt his breath in my ears. "Owns you? You are mine and your scar at your back tells that." he murmured, "My name is written here," he touched my back gently, sending me these wave of heat. "Sehun. As long as this deep scar is engrave, you are mine."

Even if this scar already lightened..

His name is still engraved.