Hope you'll like this version of Daddy Sese.
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Sehun

"Gago ka talaga, Sehun! Babae si Luna! Wag mong turuan ng kalokohan!" sabi naman ni Luhan habang pasimple nyang tinatakpan ang nipples nya ng braso nya. Nginisihan ko sya at tinaasan nya ako ng kilay. Mas gusto ko kapag nagsusungit si Luhan. Kapag nagsusungit nya, gusto ko syang halikan para mawala ang inis nya. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa labi nya. Pinkish and inviting. "At anong tinitingin tingin mo? Don't look at me like I'm a dinner plate, Sehun." he scoffed. Napangiti ako.

"You're still my favorite menu."

"Ha. I'm not available."

"Eh kung take out pwede?"

"Gago." Luhan cursed.

Agad na inilapat ko ang hintuturo ko sa labi nya. "Ssshh. May mga bata, don't say bad words, mommy deer. Hindi ba baby girl?" Luna nodded in glee. My only girl. Hindi ata sya nauubusan ng energy. Hyper kiddo like the first time I met her. Her eyes sparkling while holding at my chin and her smiles. I can't believe I have a kid like her. And yes, Hansol too. Gusto kong mapalapit sa kanya.

"Bad word! Gago gago!"

"Hep, bad word nga di ba?"

Luna covered her mouth, "Opps?"

I tucked some strands of her hair behind her ear, smiling like an idiot. "You're quite one smart girl, Luna. Ang bilis mo ng pumick up. Not so sure if you're only three years old?" I told her with a muffle of laugh and Luna shyly smile at me. I remember Luhan when she smiles like that. "Anak ka nga ni Luhan at syempre ng tatay mo." I added.

Totoong tatay mo. Not Kharin.

"Syempre po, ganda ako."

"Hay nako Luna, nahahawa ka na kay Kyungsoo. Ang GGSS masyado. Tara na nang matapos na to." mataray na sabi ni Luhan at nagdire-diretso na sila ng lakad papunta sa kotse kong nakaparada lang sa tapat ng daycare. Tatlo silang nasa likuran habang nakacross ang kamay ni Hansol at nakadungaw si Luna sa bintana. Si Luhan naman, inaalalayan lang si Luna kasi bigla nalang tumatayo. Sinusulyapan ko lang sila sa rearview mirror. Just by seeing the three of them together, napapangiti ako sa sarili.

Masayang pamilya sana kami.

"Daddy baba, ulan oh!" Luhan shouted in excitement as she pointed a finger outside the window with her eyes wide open and lips curved into a heartwarming smile that is, one thing I want to keep and hope never fades. "Rain rain go away, magpipicnic pa po kami! Tuloy nalang kayo another day. Rain rain go away~ please~ please!" aniya.

"Dami alam oh," sabi ni Hansol.

Napaduck face na naman tuloy si Luna dahil sa pambabara ni Hansol sa kanya. "Ewan ko sayo. May pader dito! Pader si Eomma!" I heard her say with her arms crossed around her chest. Gusto ko tuloy matawa sa kanila. I just can't help it. Kahit nagbabangayan silang dalawa, ang cute nila. "Daddy baba, paano na tayo picnic nyan..? Gusto ko pa naman picnic. Kain dami dami." she said with her tears building up at the corner of her eyes. I stopped the car when the lights turned red.

"Gawa nalang tayo ng pancake?"

"Sige! Gusto ko!" Luna said excitedly.

"Ayoko." tipid na sabi ni Hansol.

"Wag kang panget! Mukha kang pwet!" sigaw ni Luna habang patuloy sa pagiyak. Pinunasan naman ni Luhan ng bimpo ang mukha nya. Habang patagal nang patagal, palakas nang palakas ang iyak nya. I guess, she's having her tantrums now. Luna wants to get what she wants and Hansol is always against it. Sometimes, her brother is scared of her but sometimes not. Just like today. He is so not in the mood. Hansol looks pale too?

"Mukha ka namang hotdog!"

"Luna! Hansol! Stop it! Hindi ba ang sabi ko sa inyo, huwag kayong magaway? Say sorry to each other. Come on." Luhan said with an authoritative voice. Nagpout naman ang dalawa at lumapit sa isa't-isa. Pinaandar ko ang kotse habang sinusulyapan sila mula sa rearview mirror. Hansol quickly wiped Luna's tears with his thumb and it's just an amazing sight of my kids, I have never seen.

"Thorry, Ate Luna." Hansol said.

"Love you, panget." Luna said.

"Luna! Umayos ka!" sita ni Luhan.

"Hansol," pagkokorek ni Luna, "Eomma, mainit po si Hansol? May lagnat po sya? Tignan nyo oh. Init sya." Ipinatong naman ni Luhan ang kamay nya sa noo ni Hansol. I saw Luhan's forehead crumpled. Siguro nga mainit ito kaya nangunot ang noo nya? Kung may lagnat ito, bakit pumasok pa sa daycare?

"Sinisinat sya kagabi. Okay naman na sya kaninang umaga so, I thought it's okay na pumasok sya." pageexplain ni Luhan tsaka naghalungkat sa bag nya. "May dala naman akong gamot dito. Kailangan nya munang kumain pagdating sa bahay ni Appa bago uminom ng gamot." dugtong nya at agad na kinandong si Hansol, slowly rocking him into his arms while stroking his hair. "Meron ba masakit sayo nak?" Hansol nodded slowly.

"Mathakit po ulo ko,"

Mas masakit kung walang ulo.

Lalo na kung parehong ulo.

"Mas masakit walang ulo." sabad naman nitong si Luna at hinahalik halikan nya ang ulo ni Hansol na patuloy syang hinahawi sa uluhan nito. "Gagaling ka na! Kikiss kita! Kiss kiss kiss dami dami dami! Super kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss dami dami!" Tinapal ni Luhan ang palad nya sa mukha ni Luna na ayaw tumigil sa kakahalik sa ulo ni Hansol.

"Luna, magtigil ka. Alam mo namang ayaw nitong kapatid mong may ibang hahalik sa ulo nya." sita ni Luhan tsaka pinaupo si Luna sa tabi nya. "Umupo ka dyan at wag kang makulit." Luna only pouted. She then, tried to hold Hansol's raven hair but Luhan stopped her. "No, sasakit lalo ang ulo nya. Behave Luna. Hansol is okay, okay?" Luna bobbed her head with a big smile pasted on her face.

"Okay. Hansol is okay."
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"Wag ka ng magpaluto, baka may tira pang pagkain dito sa ref." Luhan said, searching for some food in the frigde. I moved aside, letting him do his thing for today, Luhan is the boss. I spotted the kids already sitting in the dining while waiting patiently for their food to be served. "kasi sayang ang pagkain, Sehun. Ikaw pa rin yung Sehun na ayaw inuulit ang pagkain ano?" bowing my head, I smiled to myself. The thought that he still knows it, he still knows my preferences. Gusto at ayaw ko.

Si Luhan na ang nagsubo ng pagkain kay Hansol kasi matamlay ito. Kinuha ko agad yung thermometer sa kwarto para alamin kung anong temperature ng katawan nya. Baka kasi kailangan namin syang dalhin sa hospital kung mataas ang lagnat nya. Gusto kong alagaan si Hansol. For the first time, I want to be a father to him even in simplest way. I want to carry him and, tuck him into his sleep or maybe stroke his hair. Lahat ng pwedeng gawin ni Kharin sa kanya. LAHAT.

Binuhat ni Luhan si Hansol paakyat dun sa kwarto ko. Tuwang tuwa naman si Luna sa mga koleksyon ko ng robots. Hansol seems fascinated too but he doesn't really show it that much as much as Luna. Luhan tucked him to sleep while putting a small towel in his forehead. Paglingon ko wala na si Luna kaya hinanap ko sya sa bawat kwarto until she came out of Appa's room without her white shorts and small pink bag with her.

"Daddy baba, may ahas sa toilet!"

"Ahas?" My forehead wrinkled.

"Oo! Laki laki laki!" aniya.

"Bakit may ahas? Ahas?"

"Hehe. Ewan ko."

Hinila nya ako. Kinabahan ako pero I think may idea na ako kung anong ahas nga yun. Pumasok kami sa banyo ni Appa na walang tigil sa kakahagikhik si Luna at doon nakita ko ang ahas na pinakawalan nya. "Did you already wash your hands?" I asked. Luna quickly bobbed her head, "Paamoy ako..?" Inilapit nya ang kamay nya sa ilong ko saka humagikhik na naman sya. "Aba naghugas ka na nyan ah? Nananapak pa, come on. Wash your hands properly in the faucet. No!" sigaw ko kasi pumailalim sya sa gripo.

Luna.. ang kulit kulit mo anak.

"Ligo ako! Bantot ko eh!"

Pinaliguan ko nalang sya. Sigurado akong magagalit nito si Luhan but I can take his anger anyways. Kumuha ako ng maliit ng damit ko at yun ang pinasuot sa kanya. It's still big for her though. I have no choice. I still need to dry her clothes. Hinawakan ko ang kamay nya at bumaba kami sa laundry. Tuwang tuwa sya dahil sa laki ng suot nya. Paglingon ko, papunta sya sa sala at kinuha yung throw pillow at humihikab na humiga dun sa sofa. Iaantok na ang makulit na bata.

Nilapitan ko sya.

"Sleepy already?"

Luna nodded her head and spread her amrs to me, wanting me to carry her. "Tulog ako sandali, Daddy baba. Tapos, gawa na tayo maya pancake ha? Goodnight to me." she murmured, nuzzling her face to my neck. I gently tapped her back just like what Luhan said before, swaying her in a slow rhythm since I'm not really good at singing lullaby.

"Sleeptight, pretty." I murmured as I tried to sneak at her sleeping face. "Dad promise you, I'll kick your suitors ass if ever they make you cry. Dad loves you and that you are his only girl." I hugged her tightly and reached for her cheeks to give her a buss. I went upstairs and placed her in Appa's king sized bed and gave her a pillow to hug onto.

Sinilip ko sila Luhan at Hansol at pareho na silang tulog ngayon. So, kailangan kaya ako magkakaroon ng matinong date sa kanila..? Kung hindi natuloy, tutulungan nila naman ako but looking at them while sleeping, feels like staring at a certain kind of masterpiece.

It's priceless and beautiful.

Pagkatapos nun ay bumaba na agad ako. I prepared some snacks to eat once they're already awake. Inayos ko na rin ang ibang putahe para sa lulutuin mamayang dinner. Humiga ako sa couch at hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog na pala ako. Nagising lang ako nang maramdamang may daliring tinutusok ang butas ng ilong ko. Pagdilat ko, si Hansol.

"Okay ka na?"

Hahawakan ko sana ang noo nya pero agad nyang hinawi ang kamay ko. "Gutom ako." nakanguso at magkasalubong ang kilay na sabi nya. "Gutho ko kain." He signaled me to follow him but I only followed him with my gaze. Nagulat ako, he finally asked me to do something for me. Huminto sya at muli akong nilingon. Nakabusangot pa rin yung mukha nya. Napatayo tuloy ako at nagtungo ng kusina. Ang pakiramdam ko, under ako.

Nilutuan ko sya ng nuggets.

"Um, ketchup?" I asked him but he did not respond, "Hansol, can I tell you a story?"

"I don't like fairytaleth."

"Everything feels like a fairytale when you fall inlove, Hansol." Duck face pa rin sya, "If you keep wearing that face, you won't be that attractive to girls." I said. Hindi pa rin nya ako sinasagot at patuloy lang sya sa pagkain. Mas mahirap pa yata suyuin to kesa magsolve ng equation eh..?

"Tubig pleathe." utos nya.

Kinuhaan ko sya ng tubig. Kahit ayaw nya makinig, nagkwento pa rin ako. "Sese met Lulu whose eyes as watery as a deer. They fell inlove but because of Sese's stupidity, Lulu left him and now Lulu have two kids. Sese found out it's his kids. Do you think they deserve a happy ending?" tanong ko.

Inabot nya sa akin yung baso.

"No?"

"Why?"

"Kathi thabi mo thupid."

Napakamot ako sa ulo ko.

"Iinom mo nalang po yan.. panget." sabi nya at bumaba na. Naisampa ko tuloy ang mukha ko sa table at inuntog untog doon.

Barado ako dun ah?

Naglaro lang si Hansol sa sala at umakyat nalang ako sa kama para silipin si Luhan. Sumampa ako sa kama while staring at his face, his eyelashes, his pointed nose and his thin lips. I traced his nose with my fingers down to his lips. "I used to stare at you while you're asleep, wondering what are you dreaming about and, hoping that it would be me. I'm still the same Sehun who's inlove with you but I don't want to be the same Oh Dimunyu you once knew. Just the loving Sehun you turned me into. Me, once filled with such bitterness until you made me," I leaned forward, leaving only an inch away from him. "tasted love's very own sweetness."

Inilapit ko ang mukha ko sa kanya

I want to kiss him. Feel his lips.

Palapit nang palapit.

At dumilat nya. Nanlalaki ang mata. Sa gulat nya, nahulog tuloy sya sa kama. Hinawakan ko ang kamay nya pero nahila lang din ako. Nagkauntugan tuloy kami. "Aray ko! Boset ka talaga, Sehun!" Hinampas hampas nya ako at sinabunot sabunutan. Lumayo na ako sa kanya at bago pa nya basagin ang itlog ko.

"Kasalanan ko bang umurong ka?"

"Mukha ka kasing mangrerape. Nasaan ang mga anak ko?" mataray nyang tanong.

"You mean, anak natin, Luhan? Anak ko din sila. Anak kong pinagkait mo sa akin ng ilang taon." Hindi ko na naituloy yung sasabihin ko dahil may narinig akong iyak. Paglingon ko, nandun si Hansol at si Luna. Magkahawak ang kamay nila at nakatingin lang sa amin si Hansol. Narinig ba nila yun?

Narinig ba ni Hansol?