Chapter 4



It was several hours later that Detective Decker returned. In that time, Lucifer had managed to get some sleep. He looked a bit better his hair was clean now and he looked like he had gotten some rest. His back was still quite painful, and so was his head. The pressure from the baby had eased up finally. When Chloe returned, she brought some food, and some Tylenol.

She made him some more food and got him sitting up. "what's wrong? Like do you know what is causing this? Since you refuse to go to the hospital."

"As I have told you, I Am the Devil. I am an Angel- was an Angel. I cut my wings off when I fell. When they were stolen, I...it felt bizarre. But after I had them, Maze and spoiler made me realize that, that wasn't final enough. They had to burn, I refuse to return to hell, and I refuse heaven."

"I honestly think you are delusional Lucifer."

"Why do you think I only go back 5 years? I went topside 5 years ago, but before that I ruled Hell for Eons."

"I still don't believe that you're the devil."

"Fine. Don't believe me. But it's true. I cannot lie. GOD built YOU in his image, he is the one that lies."

"Fine. Say that I believe you, then what's that have to do with anything?" she said with frustration.

"Well, Angel's have grace, I had grace. But as I spent more time here, it went away. Meaning that I became more and more human. Right now, I am on the last bits of grace before I become fully human, and will be 100% mortal. The problem is that my body is refusing that. So instead, it decided to create another angel, in me, in an attempt to give me grace and save me. I am with child...Heaven's child."

"that's completely crazy Lucifer."

"it is true. The pain is from my body adjusting. The pain in my back is from when my wings burned, I have no reason or understanding behind it. I wish Gabriel would get off his little ass and help me, but he's too lazy being a jackass." He said with attitude.

Just as he finished saying that, Gabriel appeared in front of them. "I know that you are my favorite brother- despite the fall and everything, but must you call me a jackass?"

"it got your attention didn't it?" Lucifer said with a smirk.

"Yes, now what do you want?"

"Why do the scars from my wings hurt?"

"You didn't really destroy your wings. Nothing created by father, that is pure and holy, can be fully destroyed. So when you burned them, they have continued to burn, in a different dimension, the one that your true from exists in. Because you're human- or partly human, you feel the pain. They still exist is what I'm saying. I can heal the pain- but it means that you will have your wings once again, and you will never be able to cut them off again."

Lucifer's body was wrecked with another spasm. This time he cried in pain, and his whole body went rigid. Gabriel touched him gently, the pain lessened but it remained. "Thank...you...brother."

Chloe stood watching everything. She watched Gabriel appear in front of her with no explanation. It took that to make her finally believe. She sat down and frowned, everything made sense, but that means she was friends with the Devil, and let him near her daughter. Gabriel read her thoughts.

"Just because the humans blame him for war, disease, and bad judgments, he is not at fault. He was and is a good brother, he fell, and that was Father's decision. He himself is not evil, just very curious. If he were truly evil, he'd have hurt you by now. I can see into his being, and I know that he is not evil. Mazikeen...she's a different story. She was created by evil, it was not Lucifer who create her but Lilith. Demons existed long before Lucifer fell, he just got rule over them, and he's tamed most of them for the most part. He punishes those who need punishment- people who hurt children and are genuinely bad people. You and your daughter are safe from him- he would never ever hurt you. He finds you intriguing. Now Amenadiel is another story, he thinks he knows it all but he is merely a pawn in the story, but he's dangerous. He has tried to kill Lucifer once and is plotting again."

Chloe nodded, it all felt like so much to taken in at once.

"will Amenadiel still try to kill me if i am with child?"

"Possibly," Gabriel started, "Nephilim are considered dangerous and are often killed while young, but this is an angel born angel, this is a whole new kind of dangerous and there is no way to predict what Amendiel will do, and what actions he will set forward."

Lucifer sighed, "cant we just use a banishing spell on him and call it a day? What about using binding sigils and make it so he can't show up and or find me?"

" Brother, you are still angel at the moment, those may hurt you, and possibly your young. I can talk to Sam but there's no promises. He's still not over the apocalypse thing." Gabriel said with a soft chuckle.

" I do apologize for that, you know what the humans say, "you're not you when you're hungry"". Lucifer said with a soft smile.

"They meant eat a damn Snickers bar, not end humanity. I hated battling with you, I had no intention to hurt you, but like you have done, i have gave my word to the Winchester brothers."

"And everything is swell again. Sam gets to live out his life being Sam, and I get to finally inhibit my own body once again, it feels good to have my own skin, to have my own eyes, my own hands. I had missed it brother." Lucifer said with sadness.

"I am glad you have found happiness within your lifestyle, i will admit, Sex is quite amazing, and food, particularly deserts have to be my favorites. This child, it will start the new era, the new age."

"It angers me that people think that dad loved that fucking dirty hippie with long hair as his own child, and that he gave him for humanity. What about the other children? what about the ones he ignored to create that one single child. What about the ones that fell ill and then died because no one knew what to do or how to help. Dad loved Jesus more than he ever loved us.....and that makes me angry......and quite sad.....all i wanted was to be loved, to be cherished, for him to be proud of me, and you know what i go? All of eternity to be damned to hell, to rule, to but also to be tortured. Mom is there, I hear her every second, crying to be released, to be with father once again. And you know who is even worse than mother, our "Aunt". She is pure evil, She is what the humans should fear, not me." Lucifer said with a huff, leaning back against his couch.

"Brother...I know you are angry, and disappointed, but I believe that Dad has done this. You would have died with out those wings existing some where else. You know that breaking both of an Angel's wings will kill them, its like a bird, in a sense. So when you burned them, he put them in another dimension, and left them there. He didn't want you to die, he still loves you."

"Brother, No one can love me, I am the Devil, I am evil, I am the torturer of souls, no one could ever love a being so damaged and angry." Lucifer said tiredly, he still hurt.

"That's not true Lucifer." Chole said, interrupting, "Trixxie loves you, you're her favorite person. She doesn't care what you have done, she knows that you make me happy, and keep me safe while at work."

"I....She does not understand the horrible things i have done."

"But she does see the man that you are, You have shown her kindness, the man i first met, had attitude issues and was an outsider to our world, but you have slowly made your way in, and have learned to love and be loved, You are not evil Lucifer, you are flawed, there is a difference. Those flaws can be healed and worked with, and those that cannot be fixed, can be accepted that they wont get any better and we'll take you as you are. Trixxie likes you as you are, she likes you almost more than Dan, and that says a lot." Chole said with patience and with heart, she wants Lucifer to feel the love that he had seeked eons for.

She finally understood who he was, but she wasn't afraid. At first she was scared, but she realized, that he could have hurt her and her family, but he never did. He could have hurt Dan and took him out of the picture completely but he did not. Lucifer was more of a man of family and of trust than she realized. So he ruled Hell, tortured the guilty, but as a consulant, he seeked the innocent, and the guilty and set them apart. He got to disect humanity and learn from it and understand it on a personal level, not just from sinners and those that he had encountered while in hell. He got to be his own person, he didn't have to hear the cries of the damned, instead he heard the cries of pleasure from those who took a night in his bed, and got the best sex of their life, by the devil himself.

"so how does this all work? is he going to give birth like a woman?" Chole asked Gabriel.

"well, he will feel pain, and become almost human. I am not sure if he will become fully human afterwards, but I thought it would happen that way, however, i do not know for certain, as this is all new for us all. I suggest that no one knows apart from us, the world will go to hell if they find out the truth. A pregnant man, will disrupt society's norms. The Devil being pregnant will disrupt everything. Not everyone believes he is as he perceives himself to be, they think he is crazy. Hunters will come for him, they will try to kill him, they will believe that he is possessing a human, that is untrue, this is his true form on Earth and most of the time in hell.

No one can Know, I will only tell Sam and Dean because they can help keep him safe, but apart from them, no one else will know. He must go on as if he is human, he needs food and all the normal bodily functions. The pain in his shoulders should be lessened as i have healed the scars with some angel grace, i put it in where there is none, and it shall heal and mend itself and not hurt in the bone, but the ache shall remain, I cannot do anything about that unfortunately. Once he is eating again, the aches from hunger and headaches related to that should stop. I can only do so much healing, but if it continues, call this number, and ask for Cas. He can help with healing, I have been hiding out from Heaven since the civil war, and if i use too much grace, i will not be able to help you or my boyfriend. Please be careful and do not cause any riots, the world is unstable, and i fear what news of this pregnancy could do to tip the scales."

Gabriel sad with sadness before vanishing.

"So....You really are the Devil?" Chole asked.

"I am a man of my word, and i am true to it, I have never once Lied to you."

A/N wow this is  over 2000 words, talk about goals :p

What do you want to see next? who do you want to stop in and give warm wishes to our little Devil, or maybe even ill wishes. 


I will make references to other shows, especially supernatural, but i will never give anything away that is a major spoiliar! I also am sorry that its been so long since the last update, i had writers block but i found what i had already written and went with it. 

tell me what you think! <3

~Ash

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