("This is, this is what you came for...) (😉)

✴Lucys POV✴

Bentley cried for thirty minutes straight.

It made me cry too because I care to much for him, and to see him cry made me break. Also, guys put up a straight face all the time, and something really has to be eating at them to make them break down.

Once Bentleys breathing slows down and he has no more tears to fall I lift his face up.

"Talk to me." I say wiping the tears with my thumbs.

He takes in a deep breath and nods.

"I never told you this, but my father, former Alpha Dean died from a vampire bite in July."

He closes his eyes and breathes a little before talking again.

"Well today is my father's birthday...buts Its also the the day my brother Sterling died."

I suck in a breath not expecting that.

Bentley opens his eyes which quickly fill with tears and he rambles on.

"Sterling was my little brother, and I always told mom that I would protect him. But I didnt. I didn't protect him. It should have been me, not him. We shouldn't have gotten in that car. We weren't old enough, and mom told us no, Sterling even said no, but, but i pleaded for him to get in car." He sobs.

I feel a tear fall down my cheek.

"We were going down a hill and I don't know what happened, we spun off and the car flipped. I tried and tried Lucy, i couldnt get him out. I just couldnt. I had to watch my little brother die slowly in that damn car!" He shouts standing up and walking to his dresser and dumping veering on top of it.

I stand up and rush to him before he can ruin anything else or hurt himself.

"Bentley, it's not your fault." I say trying to calm him down.

"Not my fault?" He chuckles darkly.

"Everything my fault, Lucy." He says pacing.

I didn't know what to say. I wasn't there, I don't the fully detailed story, so I shouldn't speak on thing I don't know of, but i do need to calm him down.

Bentley has stopped pacing, and is now looking out his large window that views the water. He is all tensed and his left hand is shaking.

I go up behind him, and hug him from behind.

"Bentley." I say softley, he doesn't say anything his body starts to relax.

"Bentley, you are the most loving and caring person I know. I know this shouldn't be about our relationship, but you've treated me with respect and have cared for me unconditionally. It was an accident with your brother. You didn't mean for it to happen, and I know this might hurt to hear this but it did. And it's built you up to be the amazing man, amazing Alpha you are today."

He drops his head down, and lets out a little chuckle.

"I'm so stupid, crying." He says shaking his head.

I then step so I am facing him.

He looks anywhere but at me.

"Bentley." I say a little pissed.

He doesn't respond.

"Bentley!" I shout grabbing his face so he is looking me in the eyes.

"You are not stupid for crying! You have every single damn right to be crying. You are human, well kinda. But whatever, you get my point. I know you put this whole strong, serious Alpha facade up for your pack, but you too are allowed to show emotion. So, if crying is considered stupid, then you are calling stupid, because I cry almost every friggin week!" I snap.

I let go of his face and go to walk away from him.

As I'm about to walk out the room, he grabs my wrist and spins me so I'm facing him.

And I look into his eyes to see that they are black.

Ace.

He begins to shower my face with kisses, pulling me close.

I let out a giggle as he picks me and we land in the bed.

He begins trailing kisses in my jawline, then down to my neck.

I sigh with please as he hits a certain spot.

He then slowly starts to unzipp my onesie.

Very attractive Lucy.

Then I start to think.

Am I ready for this? Am I actually about to give myself to Bentley?

But he needs me. And I'm willing to give him all that he wants.

My zipper stops at my bellybutton so nothing is too revealed, I have on a Nike sports bra over a plain white bra.

He graves his finger tips down my chest and to my stomach making me shiver with in his touch.

You know what, I'm think I'm ready. I mean he is my mate, the last person I'll ever be with so it doesnt matter right?

Bentley then leans down to whisper in my ear.

"Lucy, I love you." He says which sounds more of a growl.

I slightly gasp at his words.

"But I can't do this to you." He says sitting up.

Wait, what?

I give him a look.

"Youre willing to give yourself up to me because you think that I want it. And your right I do, but not like this. Not in the state I am. I want our first time to be special. I want it to be, to be perfect." He says zipping my onesie.

I prop myself up and huff.

"Huh. I just realized something." I say.

"And what is that?" He says looking at me.

I then jump on him and cradle him.

"I love you too!" I say showering him with kisses.

He places his hands on my waist and laughs as I kiss him.

Any guy, who is willing to wait for me to be ready, is the guy for me. And Bentley is definitely for me.

Once I'm done, I just sit there and stare into his eyes who are fully brown again.

"And tell Ace I love him aswell and can't wait to see him again." I say kissing Bentleys nose.

"Wanna go for a run?" Bentley asks exited.

"Uh, I didn't bring my sneakers." I say.

"That's fine," he says sitting up, "You can ride on top of Ace. He needs a run, and he's impatiently wants to see you."
"Alright." I say getting off of him.

We head down stairs, stepping over furniture.

"I'll have to clean this up." He says walking outside.

"Yeah, it looks like it was nice place, but right is looks like a disaster." I say picking up a game console that was thrown outside.

"Yeah, it's called the 'spot'. It's me and Greysons hang out." He says taking off his shirt revealing those amazing abs.

I loom back to his face where I receive a wink.

I then turn so he can take everything else off.

"Youre a lucky one, your the first girl to ever step foot in there." He says.

"Well I'm honored." I say back.

I don't get a reply but a nudge on my butt.

I turn to see Ace, who greets me with a kiss.

"Hi Ace." I say scratching his ear. He sits down and his leg starts to shake.

"Oh is that spot? Did I get it? Huh? Huh?" I say grabbing his face and kissing his nose.

Ace barks and jumps in the air with his tail wagging.

He thenjerks his head, meaning for me to get on his back.

I do, and he jumps a little almost making me fall. I laugh and he sets off running.

"Hey, remeber when you asked me if I was Team Jacob or Team Edward?" I say as he runs.

"Well I'm actually Team Bentley." I say and Ace howls with joy and runs faster.

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