(so before i start i just want to say that this update is also in my suicide book but i though because more people read this book that i would do it here as well)

so this is an A/N and i was just making this to say thank you to all the people who helped me but i'll put a list at the end and i'll put where i know them from next to there name so anyway i just wanted to say thank you. thank you all who have been there for me you may not know me but i know you. you where always there when ever i felt down or angry you always know how to put a smile on my face when i feel like no one cares, you know how to make me laugh when i don't want to and over all your here and if it wasn't for all of you i wouldn't be alive today so i don't know if it would mean anything but thank you. because of you i'm alive and i may not like being alive but you all taught me to be strong not matter how hard it gets because there's always someone out there looking for help so thank you for always being here for me.~tomaway2016

healex9721/Neko_K-PoP~youtube/wattpad

jacksepticeye~youtube

markiplier~youtube

DemonGirl2018~wattpad

pewdepie~youtube

vet ranch~youtube

Unicorn_Creepypasta~wattpad/IRL

creepy_kid2ooo~wattpad/IRL

Dan Howell~youtube

Phil Lester~youtube

ally law~youtube

dantdm~youtube

stampylonghead/stampy cat~youtube

Sultan Sketches~youtube

pshattuckproductions~youtube

Smosh Games~youtube

8-BitRyan~youtube

LaurenzSide~youtube

Cryaotic~youtube

DOPE or NOPE - Matthias~youtube

WolfieRaps~youtube

PajamaParty Doodles~youtube

EthGoesBOOM~youtube

TheAMaazing~youtube

Bazamalam~youtube

LiNX 4~youtube

natewantstobattle~youtube

MandoPony~youtube

TryHardNinja | VIDEO GAME SINGER~youtube

MandJTV~youtube

Jordan Persegati~youtube

FusionZGamer~youtube

Kubz Scouts~youtube

Curses Cosplay~youtube

The Slow Mo Guys 2~youtube

aDrive~youtube

ThnxCya~youtube

Sky The Nightguard~youtube

Thinknoodles~youtube

JT Music~youtube

iBallisticSquid~youtube

NightCove _theFox~youtube

Pinkstylist~youtube

PopularMMOs~youtube

DarkGhoul~youtube

LixianTV~youtube

Chad Wild Clay~youtube

LoreChirik~youtube

The Game Theorists~youtube

Bobby Duke Arts~youtube

Marble Hornets~youtube

Polygon~youtube

Puppet Master~youtube

GTLive~youtube

Jaiden Animations~youtube

PewDiePie~youtube

How Ridiculous~youtube

Blitzwinger~youtube

MangoTango~youtube

UltraMarine~youtube

Trickywi~youtube

SansDMT~youtube

Rosanna Pansino~youtube

CROSSMARE1212~wattpad

1awesomewriter~wattpad

BunnyFazbear~wattpad

DreamWitchX~wattpad

Cutiplier~wattpad

TheYellowBalloon~wattpad

JackieTheClown~wattpad

jeffrey_woods69~wattpad

MackenzieGaron~wattpad

okay so thats all and i just wanted to say thank you one last time you have no idea how much all these people mean to me so i guess i'll stop wasting your time and i'll talk to all of you in the next update.