(So uh.... hi this is the first chapter of my book so I uh... hope you enjoy it -Tomaway)

Your P.O.V

You where at the kitchen table looking through the news paper for a job because your mother told you to find one even though you're only 17 your family never liked you, you don't have any friends ether no one likes you most people try to kill you but they don't because you pass out in a pool of blood. You've tried to kill your self a number of times but never successful but you still cut your self by this point you've got so used to pain that you don't feel it anymore but still cut your arms, legs and neck every day and school is worse the teachers don't care what people do to me and I get in trouble for almost everything even if i wasn't there, as I was thinking about all the shit I go through I came across an ad that caught my eye.

I thought about it, it said its not responsible for injury/dismemberment. "so does that mean I can die on the job i highly doubt it but either way.... I will do it" I said softly to myself and got my phone out and called 1-555-FAZ-FAZBEAR a person not too long after picked up "uh.. hello" the person said "hi i would like to apply for the night shift" I said "oh uh.. the.. night shift.. um... sure just come at 11:45pm so you can be shown around and get your uniform" the person said "sure I'l- " the person hung up before I could finish. He seemed.... nervous but I won't let get to me i looked at the clock it was 8:30pm so I had a good few hours before I had to go to work. Mum said to not get a night job or one that started before she leaves because every time at 5:00 she has to leave for work and before she leaves she and dad normally beat me up but this will get me out of that and I never sleep any way so this will be a bit fun I guess, I went to my room and got a knife out and took off my bandages and started cutting myself after a few minutes of that I  put back on all my bandages and put on my music, the first song was "I'll be good".

https://youtu.be/POqEVwROEQs

I put it on repeat and lay down in the broken oven that i call a bed because my parents wouldn't get me a bed so i use an oven and since i'm 17 now it's uncomfortable but it's not as bad once you get used to it so i got in the oven with my Golden Freddy/Fredbear plush Golden Freddy was and will always be my favourite animatronic even if he did the bit of '87' I don't care, I know it was just an accident right? Of course it was hes not mean i just wish every one else would think that as well which only gets me beat up more but I can handle it now. Anyway I continued to listen and when it repeated once again I sang along.

i thought i saw the devil this morning 

looking in the mirror  

drop of rum on my tongue

with a warning 

to help me see myself clearer

i never meant to start a fire

i never meant to make you bleed

i'll be a better man today 

i'll be good i'll be good

and i'll love the would like i should

yeah i'll be good i'll be good

for all of the times that i never could

my past has tasted bitter for years now so i wield an iron fist

grace is just a weakness or so i've been told

i've been cold,i've been merciless

but the blood on my hands scares me to death

maybe i'm waking up today

i'll be good i'll be good

and i'll love the would like i should

i'll be good i'll be good

i'll be good i'll be good

for all of the light that i shut out

for all of the innocent things that i doubt

for all the bruises i've caused and the tears

for all the things i've done

all these years

yeah for all of the sparks i've stomped out

for all the perfect things that i doubt

i'll be good i'll be good

and i'll love the world like i should

yeah i'll be good i'll be good

for all the times i never could

for all the times i never could

As the last part was playing I started to cry thinking of my brother. He was the reason mum, dad and my older sister never went back there. My older brother and his friends went missing and I've been blamed ever since. 

Me, my older brother and his friends always went there, my brother and all but three of his friends were one year older than me. Lucy, Wendy and Lilly were the only girls there, and they were two years older than me put was always there for me. Ren was Lucy's older brother and they looked like they were related and they liked two animatronics that look alike. Lucy liked Mangle, she would be sad whenever she saw Mangle torn apart, and even more sad when they stopped fixing her. Ren liked Toy Foxy, most people thought that they were brother and sister and most people screamed when they heard they were, it was pretty funny. Benjamin was nice he would fined any way possible to make someone laugh he was almost always running literally it was so rare to see him sad the only time he was quiet was when Bonnie was on stage he loved Bonnie. Luke loved to sing and when Ben was to out of hand he would calm him down by smacking his head and normally it worked he would watch Freddy on the stage and had memorised all of his songs. 

 Wendy and Lilly weren't sisters but they could be mistaken for sisters. They both loved to cook and Lilly loved Toy Chica and Wendy loved Chica and would always wear yellow dresses on.Ethan was not one to talk very much but to his friends he would watch Foxy and he had an eye patch and hook. I liked it when he did his pirate accent. Gavin was nice he was Luke's twin brother, they never really liked each other. He and I were the only ones who liked Golden Freddy, no one else liked him because of the bite of '87' even though it was just an accident, he is not bad. He was put away in a room me and Gavin would sneak in when no one was looking, and I have to admit he was kinda cute. 

Isaac was Luke's younger brother he loved to sing he would always fight with his older brother it was fun to watch them run around everywhere. Isaac loved Toy Freddy. Kevin was funny, like Ben, he loved Toy Bonnie. Kevin and Ben sometimes fight to see which can make me laugh more, to me they're both funny in there own way. Jack was what you would call a puppeteer. He would love to watch the Marionette and was always kind to people. Brian was a year younger then me he would always run off to the kids area to watch BB or Balloon Boy as most people call him and then there's Timothy my older brother he wasn't the best, but at least he didn't hurt me, he would just yell at all the time. He liked to sing and he liked to watch Nightmare on stage. As I remembered each one of them I started to cry more I looked at the clock it read 10:23.  I got out of the oven and went to have a shower.

time skip 

After my shower I put on a black pair of jeans, a (f/c) (favourite color) T-shirt and a black hoodie, I got my phone and head phones and started to walk to Freddy Fazbear Pizza. When I got there it was 11:15 pm. I saw the manager and walked up to him I decided to come early so I don't have to sneak out of the house "hi I'm the new security guard here." I said "oh... uh yeah you must be (Y/n) so... you're early" he said in a shaky voice. He sure sounded like the man on the phone "Yeah... you don't mind do you?" I asked. "Oh uh... no no not at all I'll show you to your office, that's where your uniform will be" he said, his voice still a bit shaky. After what seemed like 5 minutes we were at the office. He told me there would be a recording and that I should listen to it, and he said his name was Scott Cawthon. I said okay, and we said our goodbyes.

'tonight's going to be fun'

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Um.... hi! Sorry it took so long, I will try and publish the next chapter as soon as I can so I um.....

don't really know what else to say so.... talk to you in the next chapter..-Tomaway