I look up to see... "Nightmare!" i said "don't yell" he said covering his black bear ears, but i was a bit confused at which 'friend' this was i think he noticed "what you don't remember your older brother" he said. As soon as he said that I jumped into his arms and hugged him and he hugged back. after about two mins i looked up at nightmare still in his arms"what are you doing here" i asked" looking for you of course" he said"but why" i asked still confused" you are my younger sister after all and to make sure you where alright" he said" what do you mean if i'm alright? no one hurt me if thats what you mean" i said i knew what he meant i just tried my best to make sure it wasn't"you know what i mean (Y/n) you always act like your fine but i know that we where the only ones who cared about/for you" he said i barred my head in his chest"*sigh* fine you win but i'm fine really" i said hoping he would believe me but he didn't he took my wrist and pulled up my sleeve to show the blooded bandages i had on my arm he then pulled me close and kissed my forehead" don't do this to you self (Y/n) i don't like you getting hurt okay" he said with sadness in his voice as he did"okay" i said softly into his chest. 

~timeskip because in lazy ~

so now i was in the office on my phone, it was 5:30am now and i had nothing better to do nightmare and Springtrap had to go talk, the four foxes Mangle, Toy Foxy and Foxy where rehearsing a performance for today apparently they have a birthday party on so i let them all be. i was now listening to a song called 'nightmare'(sorry don't know who its by) you started singing along to the song 

 every day that i wake up i wake up in a nightmare

every day that i wake up i can never see quite clear

 when i look at my surroundings and everybody still doubts me

i wanna live to hear a crowd sing all my lyrics so loudly

i miss the time we would all gt together 

i guess it's fine but i really wish that we where better

real talk sippin drinks without all the pressure 

 now everybody needs to think about posting whatever

when people ask how i've been doing never been better

thats not really a conversation i'm willing to enter

how come we all continue forcing out all of this pressure

i'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures

i need my space now so i can feel nothing  i live this nightmare so i can be something

i do what i love and hope you will love me 

i face this nightmare no i am not running 

i'm scared of being rich, but i'm scared of being poor

i'm scared of being lonely, but i'm scared of being bored

sometimes i get really angry and i don't know why

sometimes i really do hate me can't even pick my own side

what is even going on why the hell do i even write songs

what the hell am i doing hear man i guess i don't understand a thing damn

but maybe ignorance is bliss i'd rather lay in the abyss then be aware of what i missed 

especially if i quit they say that hell is your last day 

when you see what you could've became

that day would drive me insane

so i intend on staying in my lane 

i picked a path and i picked the pain

i want it back that won't ever change, sometimes i'm mad sometimes i'm ok

i know i'll have what i want someday 

i need my space now so i can feel nothing i live this nightmare so i can be something

i do what i love and hope you will love me

i face this nightmare no i am not running

 its hard to be ok when everything has changed

yea its hard to be ok when i can see everything

the best part of every ones day is on my iPhone on display

no matter what i do i can't get away this isn't healthy i don't feel the same

and destiny is a weird thing cuz its easier to believe 

that everything is out of your hands its part of a plan

so there ain't no need to worry don't let your vision be blurry

lock into your journey and you can start real early you can be 13 or you can be 30

 but it's your life to live so what you got to give you better get after it

don't you dare quit don't you dare kid

you got dreams then your like me so try like me so fight like me 

take a hold of your life and thrive like me so you can put the nightmares asleep like me

as i finished singing the 6:00am bell rang and i could hear Bonnie awing because you had to leave i got my stuff and went to the front door only to be stopped by some one hugging me i could tell it was Bonnie seeing as the whole time i  was packing my stuff he was trying every way to get me to stay"please don't leave" he mumbled out"*sigh* i'll come back tomorrow i promise" i say"alright goodbye see you tomorrow night" he says letting go of me and looking to the ground as i left i was walking home and knew i would get in trouble for being out of the house good thing my parents are at work and my sister doesn't wake up till the last minuet and i'm the one who gets blamed if she misses the bus when i got inside i went to my room to change into something for school so i decided to wear what i normally wear which was a pair of black jeans, black shirt, black hoodie and black shoes. i brushed my (h/c) (hair color) hair and fixed the eye patch i had on because  (F/n) (farther's name) was hurting me and i tried to escape so he got angry and took out my eye and left me to take care of it. i went down stairs and thought that i should walk to school because if you have more scars on me when i go back to work then nightmare will get angry as i was walking to school i saw....

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Me: hi all you lovely readers i'm sorry i haven't updated in a while i just got my voice back from losing it and i have my grandpa coming here next weekend.

Shad: WHERE IN THE DID YOU GO!!!

Me: oh i'm in here!

Shad:well at lest you can speck now 

Me: hey! anyway what do you want

Shad: so just wondering about your bo-

Me:NO FOR THE LAST TIME I'M NOT KILLING THE READER!!!!!

Shad: *sigh* fine *leaves room*

Me: ok so thats it for this chapter and i'll try to update as much as i can well bye for now all you lovely readers