Fuck my Life

Okay
So there are three things that everyone must know Abt me

(Meaning you: reader)

One:
No one can be ever more important to me than my friends and family

Two:
I am a little health consious but don't expect me to hold back if there is real food in front of me
P.S I can't cook, I suck.

And three:
I never fall for the same person twice

The third point is kind of like my code I suppose. And I cannot break it because I have respect for myself and alot of self-pride to not fall in love with the same lunatic twice. Like WTH?
It's like trying to get poop back into your butt.
I also see tons of my friends doing this and I just don't understand
I guess I don't even want to

Falling in love is scary and I know it

Anyways my name is (Y/N) (L/N)
And I am 27 years old
Unmarried which is disappointing according to my parents
Got an amazing boyfriend though
A few real friends
Here in Tokyo for the first time
Inside the elevator, trying not to have a heart attack because of my interview with my new boss

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First of all
Jeon fucking Enterprises
I cannot believe they actually accepted me
That HE accepted me
This is like a dream come true and I'm flipping inside my head
The fact that I got accepted here?
Oh man...
Mom and Dad are gonna love this!
Who's the disappointment now, huh?
Well..let's not get our hopes up
I still have to nail the interview
Saw Abt a hundred 'How to make a good impression in an interview' videos might just help me
Just

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The elevator door opens as I walk across the floor
Everyone is running around doing their own jobs and minding their own business
A couple of people are in the corner enjoying their coffee
Some ppl working their asses off or yelling in the phone
I approach a girl with brown hair, and she looks up to meet my eyes. I noticed she's American, most probably

(Y/N): Good morning. My name is (Y/N) (L/N), I'm here for my interview with Mr. Jeon?

(She smiles brightly)

Brooke: Alrigghht. Nice to meet you, girl. I'm Brooke. You came to the right person at the right time. I'm Mr. Jeon's secretary. Come this way

I follow her across the hallway and we stand in front of a large wooden door....fancy

Brooke: Can you give me your file? I'd like to show it to him

(Y/N): Oh..but um..am I not.. supposed to show it to him personally?

Brooke: He prefers to study the person first before meeting for real

(Y/N): Okay....

She goes inside by taking my file in her hand

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Now before this story goes any further, I'd like to tell you exactly why this day goes horribly wrong
This was supposed to be the most perfect and amazing day but no
No Karma had to be a motherfucker

So I should tell everyone a little about my past

I was born in Seoul, Korea originally and I had a best friend name Lee Ji Eun but everyone knew her by the name IU
Don't know how that happened but I've always called her that
Oh, and I dont see her anymore and for good reason

We knew each other from childhood and by the time we were 10, IU made a boyfriend name Kim Kookie
And to be honest, I never really got to know if Kookie was his real name or not but I didn't care

Later on I found out it was 'Jungkook'

Anyways...

Kookie became my neighbor a few weeks after they both started going out
I know what you're wondering

They started dating when they were 10???
Well IU was 10 and Kookie was 12
But yeah, they did
It was like they were best friends and stuff at first but by the time we were 16 and Kookie was 18, they did started to kiss and do all the other stuff couples do I guess

Here's the thing....

I had to fall in love with my best friend's boyfriend

Like I had to, huh?

HUH??!

Why God? Why couldn't it be someone else??

And yes I was young then but my feelings were sincere and real
I really liked him
But he didn't have a clue
Even though he looked after me when I was sick
Even though we walked together to school sometimes
He had no clue whatsoever

But I knew one thing
However I felt Abt him
I could never do that to IU

So as the absurd brat I was
I decided to write a journal
For six fucking years
I wrote stupid stuff like how much I liked him and what he did today, what he wore today, what he said today, and how i felt
I started when I was 10
So you can imagine the stupid stuff I wrote

I wrote everyday for six years
And as far as I remember
I think I wrote some pretty sad stuff in the end with a final
'I love you' and 'Goodbye' or 'I'm sorry'.

See?? Haha...Idiot

After a while I heard they broke up, IU wasn't even talking to me, I never really knew why and the school's new news was:

He's single!

Well whatever
Time went by and I had to go

I was transferring to New York
And on the last day I told everyone good bye and I gave him the journal and if my memory serves ryt

I ran after I handed it to him

Well after that I cut off all contact and started my new life in New York, then I went to Germany and then India in the end

Now I arrived in Tokyo and I plan on staying here, independent

My parents are back to Korea

I would like to go back to Korea again too, in time.

So that's that
Haven't seen him or IU ever since
No calls or text
Well maybe they tried but..

I never let them in

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After a little while, Brooke comes out, but the file wasn't in her hands

She sighed but smiled again when she saw me

Brooke: You're lucky I guess

(Y/N): What do you mean?

Brooke: Nothing ah...please go inside. Mr.Jeon will be seeing you now.

Huh..last time I heard a line similar to that, Anastasia Steele got fucked in the Red Room

Who knows what'll happen to me?

Brooke leaves 

I open the door slowly, bobbing my head inside and he was there, standing, his back facing me and he was wearing a stunning blue suit, as he was looking out the window, he was on his phone

Mr.Jeon: We'll have the deal with Maeda Motors soon. I won't abandon their affiliates. Yes, Hayden was in charge of that. 10 million....that's right...

(Y/N): Mr. Jeon it is a-

He puts up his palm at me to stop talking

Okay...

He motions his hand telling me to sit on the chair in front of his rather big table, without even turning around to see my face

I gulp and do as he says and sit on the leather chair quietly

I noticed my file was open on his table

Mr.Jeon: Yes, that will be all. Thank you Robin.

He puts down his phone on the table and takes my file in his hand, still not turning around.
He flips a few pages

Mr.Jeon: (Y/N)....Would you mind if I call you (Y/N)?

(Y/N): No please Sir. By all means.

Finally he turns around to look at me

I got a weird feeling there for a second, like his presence was... familiar to me or something.
But it could be just me being nuts
I haven't met the great Jeon Jungkook ever and I must be overreacting.
Maybe I'm feeling like this because...he's way too handsome
Unbelievable...this guy is nearly in his 30s and still looks like this
It's a fraud

Mr.Jeon: This is your first time in Tokyo, correct?

(Y/N): Um..Yes sir.

Me.Jeon: I've taken a look at your resume. It's quite good. You grew up in Korea?

(Y/N): Yes sir...and thank you, Sir.

Mr.Jeon: New York, Germany....Mumbai..meaning in India...You've travelled alot

Mr. Jeon: So that's where you've been, huh?

He whispers

What does that mean?

(Y/N): Ah..yes Sir...

He asks me a couple of more questions about my past experience in taking certain jobs, financial questions, and thank God...
I nailed it

Finally he closes my file and puts it on his table

Mr.Jeon: Alright good. You can start from tomorrow

(Y/N): Tomorrow?

Mr.Jeon: It's easy to say that you haven't slept at all for a few days judging by the eye bags you have

Oh shit....I thought I covered it up with enough make up
Well it's true. I didn't sleep at all.
Being nervous Abt this interview
Moving in to my new apartment
Well yeah even tho I could stay with my boyfriend at his house but...
He didn't ask me to move in with him and that's a big step so....

Mr.Jeon: Go home and take some rest. I want you here by 7:00 tomorrow. You will have alot of work as my secretary.

Yes!!

Wait...what?

(Y/N): Pardon me, Sir but Ahh...
Secretary?

(He sits on his chair comfortably and looks at me)

Mr.Jeon: Yes?

(Y/N): But..um..I just joined today..I'll be working as your secretary?

Mr.Jeon: Problem?

(Y/N): Isn't Brooke your secretary?

Mr.Jeon: You will both be my secretaries.

Heh??

(Y/N): Are you sure, Sir? Don't you want any other experienced employee to be your secretary?

(He sighs and puts his elbows on the table)

Mr.Jeon: This is business (Y/N), if you want to survive here, people don't have time to hear your kind concerns about others. It's rather simple. Do you want the job or not?

(Y/N): Yes sir, I do!

Mr.Jeon: Then I'll see you tomorrow with a coffee in your hand standing by my desk at 7:00, sharp. Are we clear?

(Y/N): Yes Sir. Very much so Sir.

He tilts his head and stares at me

(Y/N): Is something wrong, Sir?

Mr.Jeon: You really don't recognize me, do you?

What?

(Y/N): Um..Yes I do...Sir..you're Mr. Jeon Jungkook, the...29 year old billionaire and CEO Director of one of the world's most biggest corporations 'Jeon Enterprises'. Everyone knows you, Sir.

Mr.Jeon: I didn't mean I want to hear flattery. Are you married?

He asks by checking out some files on his desk. Not even making eye contact.

(Y/N): Um..no sir. Not yet

Mr. Jeon: Well it wouldn't matter anyway. But mark a fine line between your personal life and your career, that line gets smudged and you can consider yourself out of here.

(Y/N): Yes Sir!

He stares at me again and sighs
He opens a desk and tries to look for something

Mr.Jeon: Well not that it's important but I'll give it back to you.

He takes out a book, which seems rather old and puts it on his table to make me see it

Mr.Jeon: Belongs to you

(Y/N): Me?

I look at it again, it's just...a book?
Or a diary or something I don't know
Why would that belong to me and even if it did, why would HE out of everyone, have it?

(Y/N): Um..hehe...I don't..recall..

He rolls his eyes at me and sighs

Mr.Jeon: Nevermind, just take it

I get up and walk towards his table and pick up the book
I take a few steps back and open it

Woah...there's so much written here...ehh...that's an ugly handwriting..but it's..kind of similar to mine

Mr. Jeon: For your information...

I look up at him

Mr. Jeon: When I became 20, my parents got divorced so my name got changed as well

What is he talking about??

(Y/N): Sir..I don't think this-

Mr. Jeon: My name was Kim then. Kim Jungkook. Think about it. 

He says and goes back to work on his laptop

Kim Jungkook? Who is...

Wait...

Wait..

Wait wait wait...

Kim Jungkook...

Kim...Jungkook...

Kim...it's on the tip of my tongue..

Kim...

Kim....

Kookie?

(Y/N): Kook..ie?

He raises his eyebrows at me

Mr.Jeon: I don't go by that name anymore, by the way. *Sighs* Alright, you can meet Keisuke outside, he'll show you to your desk.

Kookie?

Kim...Jungkook?

And in a split of a second everything comes flashing in front of my eyes.
I open to the last page of the book and the very last line is..

"I love you Jungkook...I'm sorry"

Oh no...no no...no no no no no

This can't be happening...

He can't be...him? Right? Like that's...insane...

(Y/N): You-

At that moment Brooke comes in

Brooke: You called me, Sir?

Mr. Jeon: Yes, where are the Maeda Motors' files?

Brooke: Oh I made sure to send them in your email Sir

Brooke walks past me and kind of looks shocked about how wide my eyes are, and how pale I became

Brooke goes next to him and helps him out on his laptop about something. He looks at me.

Mr. Jeon: What are you still doing here? Told you can-

I didn't even wait for him to finish

I dropped the journal on the floor and ran out of the office like my life depended on it

I ran across the hallway and the office floor with some people staring at me

I saw the washroom sigh and immediately went inside the ladies' one and locked the door.

I slide down with my back against the door and try not to have a severe break down

My heart feels like it's gonna blast my brain

I put my hands on my hair and ruffle it

How can this be happening?

So Kim Jungkook and Jeon Jungkook are the same person??
The guy I fell in love with 13 years ago?
The guy who I gave that journal to?
Who was my best friend's boyfriend?
And now..

HE'S MY BOSSSS??!!

I cough loudly

Oh God ..I can't breathe...
Calm down
Calm down

And he made me his secretary?
Why?
Why would he do that??
I gotta see him everyday now..

Oh man...

This cannot be real

This is like rejecting to be a human myself
This is a big error
A huge mistake
A human error

Fuck my life...

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~Jungkook's P.O.V~

Timing: Before the interview, when Brooke came in to the office with your file.

I saw Brooke come in with a file in her hand and stands right in front of me

I was busy with work on my laptop so didn't bother asking her why she's here

Brooke: Sir the woman who was supposed to have an interview with you is outside. Shall I let her in?

God not this again...

Jk: Get her out

Brooke: I'm sorry?

Jk: I said "get her out", do I look like a man who has time to spare for an interview with the newbie?

Brooke: But Sir she..is outside

Jk: Then tell her to leave, Brooke. I dont have time for this

She sighs

Brooke: Okay I'll...um..do that Sir

Jk: What's her name? Just tell her we're not in need of new people right now

Brooke: Oh...Her name is (Y/N) (L/N), Sir..I'll make sure to tell her that

Wait...

Jk: What did you say?

She stops and turns around

Brooke: I said I'll tell her-

Jk: No no tell me exactly what you said from a moment ago, exactly as you said them

She looks confused

Brooke: Her name is (Y/N)           (L/N)....Sir...

Could it be...her?

Jk: Is that her file?

She nods

Jk: Give it to me

She gives me the file and I open it

I smile a little

Jk: Well..what do you know?

Brooke: Sir?

I put the file on my desk and look at Brooke

Jk: Send her in

I say as I get up from my chair and fix my suit a little

Brooke: But Sir...u said to-

Jk: I changed my mind, Brooke.

I tell her with a convincing voice and she nods again

Brooke: Understood, Sir...

She walks out

I turn around and look out the big window behind me that overlooks out to the city of Tokyo

So after all these years, we meet here?

You're too late (Y/N)

13 fucking years late





~To be continued~








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