#34. She's Alive

~She's Alive~

3RD POV

After a little incident of (Y/N) stabbing herself on the chest, Akushi has feeling that she still alive and he was correct. The knife was an inch from her heart. After knowing she still alive, he immediately carried her to her bedroom and lied her down on the bed before using his power to healing her but sadly, she fall into a comas states. A next after the day, Subaru waked up from his deep slumbers but he locked himself in his room after knowing about her situation.

He blame himself for not being able to help and stop her. He cried by himself at the thought that he will lost her again. At the thought he will lost her forever this time. His brother tried to confronting him but they all got yelled by Subaru. Karlheinz and Kino were in the same situation. They didn't went to the underworld, refuse to go and leave their precious girl only because their works as King and Prince. A weeks have pass. All four of them, Karlheinz, Kino, Akushi and Subaru, are refuse to eat.

Karlheinz keep looking at a picture of his and his precious daughter in all but blood, she look so happy that time. She was smiling happily as if there's nothing to worry about that also make her eyes turn blue like electric for a moment before it turn back to red like blood. He smile sadly when remember the memory. Kino was clinching his necklace that (Y/N) has giving to him while crying silently to himself. He miss the happy girl cheering around even it kind of annoying him.

Subaru shut himself out from everyone. Nobody knew what he does inside the locked room of his and all they heard was his scream of anger every time passing someone passing his door. Akushi like always. He only keep be at her side, waiting for you to wake up. The rest of Sakamakis, Mukamis and Tsukinamis are also waiting for her. Yuki also waiting for her too, he even dares to refuse all the offer jobs he got. Almost all (Y/N) dimensions friends knew and worried about her conditions.

YOUR POV

I was flowing on the air... And surrounding by a darkness. Is this my last moment? What a pathetic.. For some reason, I feel sassy when said that.. Hn! Okay. Okay.. It isn't a time for that. This is a serious matter. I am flowing without knowing any destination to go.. I was all awake but feel like death.. I feel burning on my chest that I surely did stabbed myself with a knife.. A stupid silver knife. A freaking stupid damn silver knife!! Meh.. At least Yui and Subaru are safe. I wonder what happens to them.

I hope they are all okay..... Okay.. Who the fuck I was trying to lying?! They are not freaking okay!! I don't about the rest but!! Dad, Kino, Akushi and Yuki will surely gone deep into desperation!! Haish... What can I do now? It's my fault all of this happen. If I act from the start and not carefree with my new life, this will not be happening. "Would you like to have a second chance?" Uh? The hell that voice come from? But. Second chance huh? I would love that... "I tell..." A light suddenly appear, almost blinding me.

But I cover my eyes with my arms. "Who are you live for?" A same voice ask again. I uncover my eyes and see a man, also flowing on the air like me. I look at him weirdly. Why? Because almost all of him are white. His hair, skin and cloth are white. All except his eyes are blue. Like a sky. "If you have a second chance, who are you live for?" The voice that belong to hi. ask me a same question again. But for some reason, I feel annoying with his appearance. Who not?

He wore a freaking white!! "Excuse me, mister.. I don't know who the hell are you but your appearance seriously annoying." His eyes twitching. "And who I live for? Of course for myself, my family and friends!! I don't care if I die if it about to protect them. I love them more than myself. If it wasn't for them, I already die a long time ago before I meet him...  My Dad." He have a deadpans face. Make me more annoying. I grab his collar shirts and his him back and front.

"Yes, he isn't a best Dad who always left his sons but he is the best for me. If it wasn't Kino, I don't know how the feel of having a brother. If it wasn't because of my friends, I don't know how the feel of happiness." I stop shaking him and sighing. Then I gasp when he place his hands on my shoulders. A picture of Subaru crying by himself in his room. Blaming that it was his fault that I sacrificed myself to safe him and Yui. "W-what?" I feel something run down on my face. "Subaru..."

"You're annoying.." I look to the guy that I just yelled at. "But now I know why father tell me to pull you out from here.." He smirk. "Even you are more at that side. You are very interesting human." I frown but pull my hands back. "I am no human." He chuckle. "You are human, (Y/N). You still human even Akushi is not. Just think that you are a human sacrifice." I sweatdrop. "Are you Naruto addicts?" He laugh nervously. "Anyway, time up!! It's time for you to go out from this place."

I look at him as if he is crazy. Suddenly, a light appear from behind me make me let out a surprise gasp. The something pull me to the light. "Remember, my name is Ryuuma. We will see each other again." I look at him as he smile. "But next time, let's be friend, ne? (Y/N).." Then I open my eyes and gasp for air. "(Y-Y/N)?!" I look around and see a worried looking Akushi. "H-hey?" He was crying and immediately tackle me with a hug. "I knew it!! I knew you are still alive." I awkwardly pat him back.

He sobbing on my neck, didn't let go as if afraid that I will be gone again. "I-I thought I will not see y-you again.." I smile weakly. "H-hey.. I-it's okay, n-now.. B-but... C-can I g-get a w-water?" He nod but hesitate to let me go. With a sigh, he wipe his tears and let me go to pour water in a cup for me. I slowly sit up and boys... My back hurt as hell. But I smile when he give me water. After drank the water, I cleared my throat before asked. "H-how long was I out?" He frown. "A weeks.."

A weeks? No wonder Akushi worried like a mommy.. I chuckle. "The others?" He sigh and sit on the bed next to me. "Worse... They still do their own routine but... Karlheinz was crying while looking at your pictures with him. Kino was crying when look at the necklace you gave him. Yuki wasn't doing any of his job career. Subaru, the worse than everyone. He-" I interrupt him. "Locked inside a room while blaming himself that it was his fault.." His eyes widen but then he nod.

I smile and cups his face. "Go back, Akushi.. Thanks for take care of me but you need rest." I kiss his forehead. "Please rest.. You deserve it." With that, his body turn sparkling dust but I feel that he go back into my body. "Now.. Now.. I need to see Dad first." I close my eyes and search for Dad aura. A warm and majestic aura like a leader need to have. I smile and teleport to where he was. I see he was crying over the pictures on his hands. A pictures of me with him. Our happy moments.

"Dad..." I call. His eyes widen ans turn to look at me. "(Y/N)?" I smile. "It's me, Dad.. There's no need to cry again." I walk towards him and wrap my arms around his body. He hug me back, a little tight and I think he might crushing the little poor me. I swear that my bones already broken.. I sweatdrop but smile when Dad kiss my forehead. "Please don't do something like that again.." I smile to myself and nod. I can't wish more better father other than him. I thought and I look up to him.

"Where is Kino-nii?" He smile sadly at me. "He is in Yuki's room.." He tell me. "Can I go meet him?" He nod and kiss me on my forehead again. "Don't forget to see Subaru too. Please bring he old him back." I nod as he let me go and I teleport to Yuki's room. I wonder where is Yuki at.. But when I was there, I only see Kino was sleeping on Yuki's bed. I walk towards him and kiss his forehead. "Have a nice dream, Kino-nii.." I pat his head before teleport to Subaru's room.

I see he was hugging himself. Like Dad, he also crying. I smile sadly and do a same thing I like I do to Dad. I hug him and kiss his head. I feel he tense as I pat his head. "Don't blaming yourself, Subaru.. It wasn't your fault. It was mine." I sit in front him and cups his face to look at me. His eyes held pain. I wipe his tears. "Please don't cry. It isn't like you at all." He look hesitate. "You are not (Y/N), aren't you? You just illusion.." He begin to cry again. This remind me of Lambo..

I sweatdrop. This isn't a right time to think this.. I shook head and sigh.  "It's real me, Subaru.." He ignore me while mutter how pathetic he was. I frown. There's only one way to snap him out and let him know that I am the real one and not some illusion. I blush when thought the way that I will use. Should I or should I not? Oh god.. This is so embarrassing!! My right hand pull his one of his hand and put it on my chest while the left hand grab his face and crash my lips on his.

I close my eyes and continue kiss him, pour all the feeling I feel everytime he been around me even he act completely like a jerk but he still the first one that managed take my attention even that time I was a blind little girl. The feeling I felt when he got angry at me. But whatever I feel, I still love him.. The warm feeling on my chest, the uneasy feeling in my stomach make me uncomfortable with all of this. After a few minutes, I break the kiss as look at him with red face.

"It's me.... Tsu-kun." His shock face make me look away but continue. "Do you feel my heart beating? It's real.. I am alive and not some stupid illusion." I can feel the blood went up to my face. "A-and.... I... I love you, Tsu-kun." There a silent, no sounds coming from me or him. I knew he would not like me like that. He only like me as sister like how Kino-nii care about me. I frown and put his hand down. A tears forming on my eyes. "I-I should go.." I try to stand up but he grab my wrist and pull me down.

All I know next... His lips crash on mine make my eyes widen in shock. My mind went blank but something in my stomach went crazy.. The kiss feels so warm. He push me down with my back on the floor while him on top of me. I slowly close my eyes. Slowly drowning in the kiss of his. I can feel a mixing emotions he gave me. Happy.. Sad.. Angry.. Sorry.. Jealous.. Love and... I feel his hand groping my breast make me gasp. He immediately push his tongue in my mouth.

Exploring everyplace while playing with my own tongue. I accidentally let out a moan when he squeeze my breast make me open my eyes to look at him with a blush on my face. The look of his eyes... Lust. He break off the kiss, letting me can my breath. He look annoying because the need of me to breathing but then he smirk. "At least you can hold for a long time.." I was panting like just running in marathon. Damn vampire.. With their no need of oxygen. I thought.

I didn't notices that he pick me up and teleport to my bedroom. I notices when he place me on the bed and he go on too of me. My eyes widen and blush again when he lean don't to my ears. "But I more wonder how long you might be stay on the bed.." He whisper and nibble my earlobes while I shiver from his breath touch my skin. "T-tsu-kun? Y-you need A-ah~ rest...!!" I moaning when he suddenly bit on my neck. I bit my lip to prevent the sounds but next thing I heard.. "Mine...." And I meet a face of sleeping Subaru. (This Subaru completely OOC)

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