i feel just...
kinda flat.

i'm too tired to be able to fight. i'm too tired to make any sense.
i just want comfort.
i just want friends.
i just don't want to be alone.

and toony, if you're reading this... i love you. i tried with all my might to help you. i tried for months to bring you happiness. i tried to be there for you, to support you, to defend and listen to you.
i'm so sorry my best wasn't good enough.
i'll love you till the end.
and i'll never forget you.
sweet dreams, my love.