so its v v hard for me to try and explain my dreams, but ima try

so uh
i was at my friend's house, which is a townhouse. townhouses are very small, with usually only two floors, and no basement. downstairs, there is a garage, kitchen, combined dining room and living room, and a small bathroom with a sink and toilot. upstairs there are two smallish rooms, a full bathroom, the laundry room, and the master bedroom, which has a walk-in closet and a private full bathroom.

lots of people were there, who i knew from school. now, it was a weird celebration thing i guess? and my friend's mom was leaving with my friend's little sister. we were allowed to do legit whatever we wanted, including stay up however late we wanted, eat anything we wanted, and just do whatever we wanted to do. the mom would be away for a day or two.

we also were given a bag filled with these weird candies. they were sour, like warheads, but not as gross at all. they would make you happy, and they would (temporarially) release your true self, even if you were on medications for something. it would do this, and it would get rid of any medicaldisorers you had, but of course, it only lasted for like, a day or two. each candy was individually wrapped, and the candy was special and rare, like gold or other precious metals.

we all took one, and there was a bunch left over.

i had the best time ever. we laughed, played, and did stupid teenager thing. it felt so amazing, but also dream like. my memory was a bit melted after it happened, but thats not the point. i had no worries, no anxiety, no anything, and everyone was so happy and relaxed and we just enjoyed ourselves.

we even went out and did something on the road, i forget what tho.

after it was all over, we agreed to come again next summer. it was like the end of school party or somethin.

i went to the last day or the first dsy of school after that, i cant tell if t was a day after or months after. i brought one of the candies with me.

once we were there, a few kids had taken the candy too, though i didnt know them. i didn't eat mine, for fear i would act weirdly, and people would judge me(my exact fears when i dont take my meds for ADD)

but the school people were handing out the candy too!

so i took one.
i was in a class where it was all my friends from the party, and a few others. we were all walking about how great our party had been, and how we wanted to feel like that again. we were in a computer lab btw, and the lights were like a dark deep blue.

and thats all i remember.

man, i wish i could get one of those candies.