i put my heart on the table
i give you my all
don't know how i'm able
to still try when i always fall
i know i'm not the most stable
but could you at least answer a call?

why is everyone so unreliable
i choose a place, we pick a time
you tell me you're available
then don't show up, it happens every time
i'm quiet but i'm breakable
disappointment's so unbearable
the selfishness is unexplainable

i don't know how to feel my feelings
i'm trying but it has no meaning
'cause no one cares when i open up
no one cares when i cry
no one cares when i tell them how i'm feeling
maybe first they'll empathize
but then continue not to try
it happens every time
yeah, they give up when i give my all
and make me feel like i'm worth nothing at all

i forgot what excitement feels like
because everything goes wrong
it's hard to hope when there's never light
when you feel like you don't belong

i've grown up way too fast
i've done it on my own
i'm proud even though i wish it'd last
but i should've known