i want someone to notice me
and laugh even when i'm not that funny
i want someone's shitty poetry
and for them to love me openly

i thought that i'd be happy by now
i finally have all these things that i've been dreaming about
so i thought that i'd be happy right now
but i can't even imagine how i could

when i'm the last on every list
when i'm gone, i've never missed
or even noticed
can somebody notice?

i've had body issues since the second grade
hated myself and people could relate
though i'm getting better than i used to be
but was all of that effort only for me?

'cause i want someone to notice me
getting high off our dopamine
i want to fall hopelessly
for someone who can promise me