WARNING: suicide mention

swollen eyes and soggy tissues
ten "i'm fine"s mixed with daddy issues
i wish i'd died but that's nothing new
i'm done trying 'cause there's no one who

even fucking listens to me
it's like every time i speak
no one hears a thing
they just talk over me
so don't ask why i'm so quiet
when nobody cared what i had to say
when i tried to in the first place

i guess i'm going back in my shell
if you're upset, then fuck oh well
wouldn't have if you didn't put me through hell
never again will i try to tell

you how i feel
'cause you never listen
these wounds may heal
but they leave a scarred incision

no one fucking listens to me
it's like every time i speak
no one hears a thing
they just talk over me
so don't ask why i'm so quiet
when nobody cared what i had to say
when i tried to in the first place

there's no use in opening up
'cause no one cares enough
to even really hear me
instead they make assumptions
and twist my words around
even if i give instructions
when i speak, no one hears a sound

as i listen to you
i'm wishing i killed myself when i had the chance
and it's so sad that someone who
i'm supposed to love could make me feel this bad

no one fucking listens to me
it's like every time i speak
no one hears a thing
they just talk over me
so don't ask why i'm so quiet
when nobody cared what i had to say
when i tried to in the first place