i deleted our texts so i wouldn't go back and read them
i couldn't stand seeing how i was being so dumb
i've just gotta take a break from so-called love

one more time and i'll break
there's no more that i can take
and for fuck's sake
i'm not the one who made a mistake

i need to accept that i'll be on my own
don't need nobody else, no way in hell, i don't
can't fool myself again and i swear that i won't

i guess it doesn't matter how hard i try
out of all these shitty people i'm a good guy
and i don't give a shit how arrogant that sounds
why did i work this hard just to be stuck with a frown?

you were the one that was so into me
i was standing still and you fell to my knees
didn't move an inch and you were begging me please

i need to accept that i'll be on my own
don't need nobody else, no way in hell, i don't
can't fool myself again and i swear that i won't

i guess it doesn't matter how hard i try
neither does the sound of my cries
i hate to be a bother so i lock it all inside
would you have been happier if instead i just lied?

when i blocked you on my phone
you made me realize how alone
that i'll be even when i'm grown

i guess it doesn't matter how hard i try
no one cares about the way i feel inside
one little text really wasted my whole night
there'll never be someone for me that'll be right

i haven't cried yet so i'm waiting it out
maybe i should've listened to my self-doubt
i don't know what this wait's all about
but i'm a little scared to figure it out