i put all of your stuff in a box in my room
gotta give it to a friend since i can't face you
i should've known from the start that we'd be doomed
but i was hoping we could still make it through

was this all just a mistake,
or should we have never even started?
did i ruin what we had,
by thinking it was time we departed?

'cause it's killing me inside
knowing you're no longer mine
it's tearing me apart
this everlasting ache in my heart

oh it kills me inside
i want to throw reason aside and say
"i love you so nothing else matters
let's just forget the past few days"
but my heart has been shattered
and i hate to make you feel this way
with all our love and memories scattered
i just want someone to take the pain away

everywhere i go i'm reminded of you
gotta delete a million pictures off my phone
and find something mindless to do
or else the sinking feeling sets back in - being utterly alone

did i mess everything up,
or was this for the best?
should i have tried harder to show my love,
even if it was hard for me to confess?

'cause it's killing me inside
how can you not be mine?
it's tearing me apart
this everlasting ache in my heart

oh it kills me inside
i want to throw reason aside and say
"you're my world and nothing else matters
let's throw behind us the past few days"
but my heart has been shattered
and i'm sorry to make you feel this way
with all our love and memories scattered
someone please, please take this pain away

you're my sun and i'm your moon
at least we were supposed to be
you were an umbrella in my rainy afternoon
but now it's just darkness without you

it's killing me inside
but i can't just throw reason aside and say
"i love you" 'cause there's more that matters
and we can't just forget the past few days
when our hearts have been shattered
i wish we didn't have to feel this way
but we'll always have our memories, even tattered
and maybe one day the pain will go away