Emotion
The majority of the world seems to rely on emotion as the primary function of their being. You see people getting frustrated and yelling, overwhelmed and crying, tired and giving up - their emotions fuel their actions.
I don't feel the way most people feel. My actions are based off of what sounds logically correct. On the rare occasion I feel anything at all, I normally can't even recognize the emotion as such.
Logic is what fuels my actions, and that logic is entirely fabricated from my apathy. I feel nothing. I'm not able to feel, I'm only able to think. So that's all I do.
I think. I think myself out of my feelings. The way we feel doesn't always make perfect sense, so I talk myself out of it. I convince myself otherwise. I let logic fuel not only my actions, but my heart. And a heart ruled by logic is never a heart that's fully beating.
Though I don't often have fits of overthinking like most people do. I simply explain to myself in a sentence or two why my supposed feelings don't make sense, and that's it. I move on and I stop thinking. I stop feeling.
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