I was standing in Murad's chambers and waited for him, but he came back very soon. I could see he is not good.

- Murad, dont drink or eat anything they give you. You should have someone who will eat everything before you to prove us you won't be poisoned. - I told him.

He was heavy breathing and it seemed like he ignored my words. He just sat on his bed.
- I need some time alone. - he said furiously.

I didn't want to leave him alone, because I knew he had anger issues. He excepted me to leave the chambers, but instead I went and sat next to him. I took his hands in mines.

- Murad whatever happens I am here with you. I will be with you no matter if its good or bad. - I told him in a sad tone of voice. I wanted to prove and show him my love and loyality.

- Hoşyar, I can't believe all my enemies are close to me. I can't believe they would do that. - he told. I could see that he is shocked because of the letter.

He called Haci-aga to come into his chambers right away. Haci came in and looked at him. He knew everything.

- Is this real, Haci? This is not something you and my mother have planned? - Murad asked suspiciously and agressively Haci.

- I would be happier to tell you its planned, but unfornatley its not. I got this letter to send it to Kosem Sultan. - Haci said looking at the ground.

- Why should I trust you? - Murad asked him. He was suspicious in everyone and that was maybe also good.

Haci knelled on his knees kissing Murad's robe.
- I swear to God I am telling the truth. - Haci said which led Murad do believe him, because Haci was really religious person, same as Murad.

- Did my Valide get the letter? - Murad asked.
- Yes. We rewrited this letter and sent her, and we kept original. - Haci said looking at me.

- Thank you Haci-aga you can go now. - Murad ordered him and Haci left his chambers.

- I am scared they will do something bad for you. - I told Murad.
- First thing that I will do is order for Farya to return to the palace. She will think that I miss her, but when she comes here I will talk with her and Kosem. - he said.

- Dont you think that will be too late? I am scared because they want to put Suleyman on the throne. - I said to him showing him how worried I am.

- They won't do that, I promise you. I won't let them do it. But that child is always going to be a threat for me after this. - Murad said worriedly.

I putted my hand on his face.
- No matter what happens he is your son. And don't do something bad do him because of actions of his mother. - I told him.

He hugged me at that moment.
- My lovely Hoşyar, only you can understand me. You are so unspoiled, you have so pure heart. I love you even more because of it. - he said while kissing me.

That night we slept together hugged. I wanted to be close to him to take care of him, because I knew he would get agressive if he was alone. When he was with me, he wouldn't think of it at least.

In few weeks, Farya arrived from Amasya. It took her a long trip. She came to Topkapi so proudly. She saw me at first minute she came. She wanted to made fun of me.

- You are worser than I thought. You gave birth to daughters again. It seems like it's impossible to get son of you. - she said and lot of harem girls laughed at her.

- It's nice to see you back Farya, I wonder how long you will stay here again. - I said smiling sarcastically to her.

- Sultan decided to forgive me and that's why I am here. - she said proudly and went to meet with Kosem Sultan.

I was enjoying my new chambers. Those chambers were pretty big actually, but they didn't have a terrace which made me sad. I was always jealous of Murad who had terrace in his chambers.

Before those chambers became mine, those were chambers of Farya Sultan. I actually forgot about it, until this moment.

- What is this? - I heard Farya in my chambers. She opened the doors and was shocked.

- What are you doing in my chambers? - she asked me while yelling at me.
- You mean, my chambers? - I provocated her.
- Go away. You are Hatun still, you shouldn't have chambers. - she yelled at me.

- I gave her chambers, its not your job to mix into my harem. - I heard Murad said. He was standing at the doors of my chambers.

- Why are you treating her like a Sultana and me as a slave? Did you maybe change us in your head? - Farya asked him. I thought how much stupid can she be, but it was obvious a lot.

- She is woman I love and nobody has right to act like that towards her. Leave her chambers right now. - Murad said to her calmly.

When she left, Murad came to me and hugged me.
- My Hoşyar, I feel safe only next to you. You are giving me greatest joy and pleasure in life. - he told while cuddling me.

- Father! - my baby Huricihan which was almost two years old crawled towards us. She couldn't still walk properly because she would fall everytime.

Murad took her in his arms.

- Huricihan, my beautiful daughter. - he said while kissing her head. I felt so warm around heart when I saw him treating her so well. When I have birth to her, he was disappointed, but now he loves her so much.

- Father, I want to see you always. - she tried to say correctly, and she was really.
- I will come to visit you and your sisters everyday. - he said to her.

- And maybe one more sister or brother. - I said to Murad. Murad looked at me confusedly, and then I putted hands on my belly. I was pregnant for few weeks and I found about it last night. I was so happy about it, and it made Murad happy.

- I want little brother. - Huricihan said happily, I smiled to her. I also want her to get brother.
- It doesn't care if you get brother or sister, maybe you get one more sister to play with. - Murad said which made my heart very happy.

Later that day Murad ordered us to meet in his chambers. I came in last and there were already Kosem, Ayse, Farya, Atike, Gevherhan and Haci-aga.

- When you all are here I must tell you something very important. - Murad said calmly to everyone. I was amazed how calm he is at the moment based on what is going to happen next.

- Whoever tries to sabotage me and remove me from the throne, will pay for that. I will punish anyone who would even think about it. - Murad said calmly.

- My lion, who would like to take the throne from you? Who are those enemies? - Kosem Sultana asked him acting like she doesn't know what he is talking about.

Murat just laughed at her words and looked at Haci which smiled to him.
I pretended like I have no idea what is going on. Ayse, Atike and Gevherhan looked confused like they have no idea what is happening.

- Valide, it proved that you and Farya are my biggest enemies. - Murad said while laughing. Kosem and Farya looked at each other shocked and then at Murad.

- My son, why would you think like that, I am your mother? - Kosem asked him. She was so shocked.

- Valide, you wanted to put Suleyman on the throne. - Murad told.
- Suleyman is my son, we never had a plan of it. - Farya said.
- I didn't allow you to talk. - Murad said to her.

- Valide, you can't control me anymore as you were when I was a little child, so now you want a child who you will control? - Murad asked Kosem angrily. He went from calm to angry very easily.

- You are talking nonsense. - Kosem rolled her eyes.
- Then what is this letter? - he asked her and showed her Farya's letter.

- My lion, that.. That's not what you think... - Kosem tried to defend herself, but Murad didn't allow her.

- Aghas. Take Kosem and Farya Sultan into dungeon. They will stay there for some time. - Murad yelled.

Kosem stood up in front of him.
- I am Valide Sultan you can't do that to me. - Kosem yelled at him very loud.
- I can do whatever I want. What kind of mother you are when you wanted to poison your own son? I dont want to see you anymore!-he yelled and aghas took them.

- Mother would never do that... - Atike tried to explain, but Murad stopped her.
- Everyone leave me in peace. - he signalised everyone to go away.

- Hoşyar, you stay. - he told me. Ayse looked at me very madly, but at least she know she has no chances against me. She didn't want to have troubles and I respected that.

- I have called agha to get Suleyman. - Murad said.
- Murad, don't do anything to him. He is your son. - I tried to convice him.

- I must see did they fill his head about those ideas. I can't make my child my enemy. - Murad said and let me sit in his lap.

I was scared for the future. I didn't want Murad to do something to an innocent child who did nothing wrong. I hoped he would punish Kosem and Farya as they deserve, but not Suleyman.

What will Murad do to Kosem and Farya? What will be their punishment? What will Murad to with Suleyman? Will he ignore the fact he is his son?