my favorite chapter EVER to
exist in the entirety of HTT

btw i have no idea what
daegu looks like, picture the
scenery of cmbyn (;

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Finals were over faster than Taehyung comprehend, and before he could properly blink Jeongguk and he were driving to Daegu to spend the holiday together.

He didn't expect the younger to agree, for he thought he would go home. It wasn't like he was against the idea of him going home, but he didn't quite expect Jeongguk to agree so easily to meet his parents.

Plus he wasn't smuggling Jeongguk to the country side for the entire break. He was going to stay for a week, meet his parents, spend time with him, and then he would take a train to Busan to spend the rest of the break with his own family.

It felt odd, really. Taehyung never brought anyone home before. His dads were aware of the few friends he had, and how the constant bullying made him reluctant to bring anyone to his house. Taehyung's home in the country was like his sanctuary.

There, secluded in fields of strawberry plants and endless rolling hills of plush green grass and foliage that shimmered beneath the sun, was his house. A place where he could be alone without any worry or fear of being judged.

It was his home— his safe haven. And bringing Jeongguk into this safe place he called home felt weird, but nonetheless felt right.

He couldn't imagine bringing anyone other than Jeongguk to meet his dads.

"What are your dads like?" Jeongguk asked, one hand clutching the wheel and the other captured by Taehyung's own. He insisted on driving this time around, mostly because they had to bring Yeontan, and Taehyung drove last time.

"They're gay. Very, very gay," Taehyung said in a matter of fact way. At that, Jeongguk snorted.

"And so are we," He reminded him. "Everyone in that household supports dick. Is that scary?"

"No?" The older mumbled, hugging Yeontan close while Jeongguk chuckled softly, squeezing his hand. "I'm just a bit worried. They're not overprotective, it's just..."

"I hope they don't scare you."

"Scare me? Specs, that won't happen," Jeongguk said. "They must be wonderful people to have raised you." He chuckled, bringing his hand close to his mouth.

"You're a sap," Taehyung jutted his bottom lip out, pouting. Jeongguk rolled his eyes and kissed his knuckles. "A stupid little sap."

"I'll take that as a compliment, bun," The younger teased. Taehyung sunk in his seat, glancing out the window to avoid showing Jeongguk the way his entire face flushed pink.

"Don't call me bun, princess," Taehyung grumbled, heart doing little tiny flips when Jeongguk kissed his fingers again.

"That's not gonna work on me this time around," Jeongguk said cooly. "You had your fun, and now it's my turn."

"Are you suggesting I act like a bottom?"

"Precisely," The younger nodded. Taehyung let go of his hand to smack his shoulder, brows furrowed as Jeongguk was snickering to himself.

He should have been offended, but it was nice to see Jeongguk was happier lately. Ever since they got back to campus, his smile grew, and he seemed to be enjoying himself with his new friends. His laughter was currently one of Taehyung's favorite sounds.

God, Jeongguk was so much different than anybody he had ever encountered in his life time.

At least that was something he could admit.

"You can't just tell me that," Taehyung said, sitting up in his seat— he wasn't letting this go easily. "It's not like you can decide on when I act like a top or bottom."

"I won't be deciding," Jeongguk snorted. "I was gonna suggest we toss a coin and figure it out. Heads I'm gonna top, and tails you're gonna be a top."

"Tails is on the bottom of the coin, idiot. Are you implying something?" The older nudged his side, trying to sound offended but it was impossible with smile on his lips.

"Nope. This suggestion is powered my sex deprived self," He said. "All of this are just hypotheticals."

"Hypotheticals?" Taehyung raised an eyebrow. The younger nodded like this was a serious conversation.

"Very hypothetical," Jeongguk said, and before the older could say something and call out his immense stupidity, he stared ahead and noticed the country home emerging from the distance.

"Damn, you really are a country boy," The younger chuckled. "Do you wear cowboy hats?"

"Can I have the pleasure of hearing you say 'yeehaw' during sex?"

"Jeongguk, shut up," Taehyung rolled his eyes. He glanced down at Yeontan in his lap, smile widening seeing the little dog's tail wagging crazily as they approached his home.

His childhood home was still beautiful up to this. It was aging after years, but things remained the same. The baby blue painted wood was chipped, and the green vines and leaves that grew down the walls rustled in the gentle wind. The porch was a fading white, and by the little stairs was his dads' winter garden.

Nostalgia rushed through his lungs as he held his dog close to his chest and opened the window. All the trees were bare, and some parts of the land was coated with a thin sheen of frost, but it was still home.

He let the wind whip through his fading blue hair, lips gently curling upward and letting it leave cool kisses across his cheeks. Taehyung gasped, seeing his treehouse was still in tact in the big tree out in the front, and so was his tire swing.

"Thought you lived on a strawberry farm," Jeongguk let go of his hand to control the wheel as they passed the gates.

"It's a fifteen minute bike ride to my grandparents' farm," Taehyung whispered, running his fingers through Yeontan's coat. "We live on their plot."

"It's pretty," The younger murmured, slowing down as they approached the gravel driveway Taehyung remembered playing on while his dad gardened.

When they got closer, he noticed his dads were sitting on the porch, and as they both got out of the car, they came walking down to meet join the two of them. Taehyung held Yeontan close, following the younger to get their things from the trunk.

He waved awkwardly at them, unsure of what to say as Jeongguk did most of the heavy lifting. He didn't know how he should introduce Jeongguk, but he knew he had to.

"Did you get any updates from your family?" He asked, helping Jeongguk with one of their bags.

"Hyejung refuses to tell me. She told me to just enjoy my vacation," Jeongguk shrugged. "I'm gonna see them next week anyways. This week is just for us."

"Are you sure you're okay with that?" Taehyung asked, unable to keep himself from lowkey freaking out that this might go wrong.

Jeongguk nodded, a crooked grin fixed on his lips, "I wouldn't have agreed if I wasn't into the idea of spending one week together, right?"

The older's nose scrunched together as Jeongguk leaned over and cupped the side of his face with his palm. "Trust me when I say I want this. I want you."

"Okay," Taehyung swallowed, giving him a small frown but for some reason he still couldn't get the idea out of his head that this could potentially go wrong.

"Great," Jeongguk said, kissing his forehead again. "I wanna enjoy every second we have together." And that was the last of their conversation when his dads stopped in front of them.

"Tae!" There, standing, were both of his dads. He glanced back and forth between Jeongguk and them, hoping the younger wasn't intimidated at all, but somehow Jeongguk seemed to be calmer than him.

"Oh my gosh, we missed you so much baby!" Siwon, rushed toward him and threw his arms around his son. He pecked Taehyung's cheek and squished it much to his own dislike.

"Hey kiddo," Warren nodded at him, prying off his other dad with an apologetic smile. "Is that another dog, Taehyung?" He asked, confused.

"Yeah. We got him for the dorm," Taehyung didn't know why he was so flustered as Siwon took the dog from him.

"What did I say about getting more pets?" Siwon clicked his tongue, but he didn't seem to be mad as he ran his fingers through Yeontan's coat with the biggest heart eyes Taehyung had ever seen.

"Um, dads," Taehyung cleared his throats, realizing how chaotic this all might be, and Jeongguk was just standing there, taking it all in.

God, hopefully he wasn't scaring Jeongguk away.

Both of his parents averted their attention back to them. Taehyung chuckled uneasily and grabbed the younger by the wrist, pulling him closer to him.

"This is Jeongguk, my friend," Taehyung gulped, his other hand scratching the side of his neck as both of his dads seemed to be studying them closely.

"Am I your friend?" Jeongguk whispered quietly, his words only meant for his ears. Taehyung stiffened, licking his lips as he felt Jeongguk pat his shoulder.

"Introduce me well," He teased before returning his attention back to his dads.

"Friends? Oh? Well, I'm Kim Siwon, and this is my husband, Warren Kim. We're friends too!" Taehyung gave Siwon a death glare, his face practically on fire as Jeongguk chuckled softly beside him.

"What? I'm trying to be cool, Tae," Siwon snorted, nudging his son with an all-knowing smile.

"Isn't friend short for boyfriend or lover or something?"

"Dad, no," Taehyung whispered, wanting nothing more but to get out of this awkward situation. He wondered if Jeongguk was okay, but he couldn't bring himself to look at him.

"It's a pleasure to meet you Jeongguk," Siwon ignored his son and turned to shake his hand. The younger did so, smiling gently at both of his dads it was impossible to not appreciate his charm.

"Are you boys hungry? Its already past noon," The two of them followed Taehyung's dads into the house, but Taehyung made sure to stay a little bit behind them.

Jeongguk leaned in close and whispered, "Does your other dad hate me?" Taehyung raised an eyebrow at him.

"What makes you think that?" He asked, thanking Warren when he took their bags to take up to his room upstairs. Jeongguk shrugged, letting Taehyung guide him further into the country home.

"He hasn't said a word to me. Did I offend him? I know how agitating it is when people stare at you. Was I staring?" Jeongguk mumbled, and he could hear the slight panic in his words.

Taehyung sighed, grabbing Jeongguk's hand in his own, squeezing it tight. "Warren doesn't hate you. He's just a bit shy because he's worried his Korean isn't good enough."

"Oh," Jeongguk pursed his lips together. "Well, I bet it's way better than my Japanese. Are you sure he doesn't hate me? Because I really wanna—,"

"—Jeongguk," Taehyung cupped the side of his cheek, pushing him back against the wall to get out of Siwon's view. He stared right at him, thumb brushing over his cheek. "They'll love you."

"Are you just saying that because I'm freaking out?"

"No," He shook his head, patting his cheek with a small smile. "I'm not lying to you."

"Really, 'cuz I don't believe you, Specs," Jeongguk's nose scrunched together, and before he could say anything more, Taehyung pecked his lips quickly. He giggled, watching as the younger's shoulders eased.

"Believe me now?" Taehyung asked, pushing his dark hair behind his hair. Jeongguk rolled his eyes.

"You suck," But he took his hand anyway and the two walked into the kitchen to see Siwon heating up some food for them.

"Oh! You two, come here. I made some japchae," His dad was so enthusiastic it hurt, but nonetheless, he still loved him to pieces. Taehyung squeezed his hand, and the two of them joined him by the table.

"I'd love to sit around and get to know you more Jeongguk, but I think Taehyung's going to overheat if I stay," Siwon patted Jeongguk's shoulder and gave his own son a wink. "Taehyung can show you the entire property, but be back for dinner."

"Alright. Thank you, again, Mr. Kim," Jeongguk said. Beneath the table, he grabbed Taheyung's hand, letting him know he was right there beside him.

"Oh, please, call me Siwon, kiddo," He chuckled sweetly. "There's too many Kims here, and we'll get confused." Taehyung wanted to set himself on fire.

"Of course," And with that, Siwon left, mentioning something about tending to his winter flowers, leaving Jeongguk and Taehyung along.

Just as Taehyung was about to pick up his chopsticks and start eating away his pain, Jeongguk chuckled, "Your family is cool. Must be nice to have two dads."

"It's okay," Taehyung mumbled. "I love them, but sometimes they can be a bit overwhelming."

Especially around boys. They know I'm hella gay, and they want me to find a boyfriend, and they're probably going to bother you more because I can tell they like you. That, he chose not to say outloud.

"Well, I think they're really lovely," Jeongguk mused, letting go of his hand to pinch his cheek. "M'guessing you're gonna be my tour guide later?"

"Yeah. There's a creek, but it might be too cold to swim unless you wanna walk in it. Beside it there's this cool field of flowers that grow only in winter, and we can ride our bikes around," Taehyung hummed, scooping up a mouthful of glassy noodles.

"There's no rush to do anything."

"Sounds good," The younger said. "Will you ever say 'yeehaw' though?"

"Just eat your food," He rolled his eyes, trying to seem unbothered, but deep down, he was too excited he could barely contain himself.

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They had the entire week to do whatever they wanted, so Taehyung broke it up accordingly.

Yesterday, when they arrived, he simply showed Jeongguk around the house and their portion of the land. It was too late to go anywhere, and Jeongguk understood that Taehyung probably didn't want to worry his dads.

So after they explored the grounds and had dinner with his parents later that evening, they crashed in Taehyung's bedroom. Jeongguk was forced to sleep on the other half of the bed with a pillow between them, though he didn't mind.

Taehyung said his dads were fine with them sharing a bed, but he could tell Taehyung was still a bit antsy coming home after so long.

The next morning, Siwon and Warren apparently went out to town to go grocery shopping, leaving Taehyung alone with Jeongguk. But of course, they didn't stay home when adventure was an option.

Jeongguk simply loved adventures, and Taehyung happened to be one he was willing to participate in.

"I feel like when we ride bikes together, you purposely pedal fast to torture me," Jeongguk commented as the two of them were taking a trail to the creek Taehyung wanted to show him.

"I don't see why this is hard for you. You play volleyball and use your legs," Taehyung snorted, though he seemed to pity him and went slower so they biked side by side.

"Well duh. Do you like hurting me? Are you a sadist, Specs?" Jeongguk wiggled his eyebrows at him, earning a groan from the older.

"Can you not turn everything sexual? It's Christmas time. You should be pure," The older said, trying to sound mad but Jeongguk thought it was cute.

He found it adorable how his cheeks were tinged red from the cool air, and how his blue hair was a floppy mess over his forehead. Taehyung wore a thick red scarf around his neck, and it covered the lower half of his mouth, which he thought it was a shame since Specs had really pretty lips.

Really pretty lips he didn't get the chance to kiss yet today. Darn.

"Ah yes, Christmas time. I didn't forget. I saw your tree in the living room this morning," Jeongguk said. "I personally enjoy Christmas."

"I guess I do too, but birthday's on the 30th, so my parents give me double the gifts on Christmas," The older chuckled, the deep sound seeming to blend with the birds chirping above.

"That sucks. Imagine being born in December," Jeongguk snorted, winking when Taehyung gave him a death glare.

"Do you want me to show the creek, or not?"

"I do," The younger said, "that's why I'm here."

"Then shut up," Taehyung muttered, leading Jeongguk to this uneven hill that he could already tell would be hell pedaling up.

"I won't shut up unless you kiss me," Jeongguk teased, winking at the older when he glanced over his shoulder, clearly not impressed.

"Would asking you to suck my dick be too much to ask?"

"I will drown you," Taehyung grumbled, and beneath the sunshine that filtered between the canopy of bare branches above them, he could see his cheeks were flushing a deeper red; too deep of a red for the cold to achieve.

Jeongguk smiled to himself, chest flooding with the familiar flutter of butterflies.

When they arrived at the creek, Taehyung showed him a spot to leave their bikes safely, and with their hands intertwined, he helped him down the side of the hill to get to the creek.

"It's slippery," Taehyung commented, but of course, he was the one who slipped, and Jeongguk was there to hold his waist to keep him from hurting himself.

"Awh look at you." He teased, blowing a gust of hot air against Taehyung's ear. The older tried to swat his face away, and he easily dodged him.

"Are you falling for me, Specs?"

"Shut up," Taehyung said, not meeting his eye. The younger snorted, squeezing his hip as they stopped by the side of the creek.

In the spring, it might have looked better than it did right now. The stream was barely existent, and most of the trees that surrounded them were bare. The grass was still green, and some flowers grew in the thicket; it wasn't ugly, but it wasn't grand.

"If we came here during summer, it would be better," Taehyung pouted, turning around to face Jeongguk. The younger inhaled slowly, freeing his hand from his to reach up and cup his cheek.

"I think it's perfect," Jeongguk said, which wasn't a lie. It might not be breathtaking, but if he were to be honest, anywhere with Taehyung felt special. 

"Are you lying to me?" The older poked his chest despite the fact he was leaning into Jeongguk's cool touch. "We could go somewhere else?"

"Tae, it's pretty. Like you," He teased, patting his cheek when the older rolled his eyes at him. "Was that cringey, Specs? I could take it back."

"Well, I'm debating whether you're flirting just for fun, or because you want to end your intense sex deprivation," Taehyung's eyes narrowed, teeth clamping down onto his bottom lip, fighting a smile.

"Do you really want me to answer that?" Jeongguk asked, squishing his cheeks, finding it absolutely adorable the way Taehyung's face looks all smooshed.

"Of course," He whined, swatting the younger's hand away from him. "And be honest."

"I'm flirting because I want to," The younger's tone softened, his heart doing all kinds of twists and flips at the way Taehyung's bunched eyebrows eased as he seemed to register his words.

"Are you going to show me the flower field, or not?"

"Fine," Taehyung mumbled, and he tugged him along, ignoring the smirk that settled on Jeongguk's lips as they crossed the poor excuse of a creek.

The flower field wasn't that far of a walk, and he noticed the creek seemed to loop around the bend. The small patch of vibrant purples and soft yellows that seemed to grow during winter was in a small clearing where the brances above them were bare enough to let sunlight filter in naturally.

"During spring, the entire place is a rainbow of different flowers," Taehyung sounded a little disappointed when they stopped in the center of the clearing. He glanced at Jeongguk, slightly frowning.

"It's still very pretty, Specs. I like it," Jeongguk said, sitting down on the ground after making sure it wasn't all wet. "We can't help the season."

"B-But I wanted to show you the flowers, and I wanted to show you how to make flower crowns," The older mumbled, sitting close enough to Jeongguk that their shoulders pressed against one another. 

"We can't do that now, and it's stupid!"

"One day we can come back in the summer," He chuckled, playing with a patch of overgrown grass beside him. "Then you can make me a crown."

"I guess? It just looks miserable right now," Taehyung snorted, leaning his head on Jeongguk's shoulder.

"Kinda looks like me," Jeongguk joked, resting his arm around Taehyung's shoulder, his hand reaching up to gentle massage the side of his hair, playing with the soft tendrils of baby blue.

"Shut up," The older sighed. "I thought it would look a bit better, but I guess not. At least there's sun."

"Right? C'mon, Specs. Think more positively," He hummed, tucking Taehyung's hair behind his ear.

"I am trying to be positive."

"You're making me more depressed," Jeongguk leaned back, propping himself up with his forearm. His hand brushed down the side of Taehyung's arm, staring up at him ever so fondly as the sun made his tanned skin all shiny and pretty.

"Well I'm sorry. I just want us to have fun together," Taehyung sighed, twisting around so he could face him better. Jeongguk shrugged, or well, tried to.

"M'having fun just staring at you, bun," Jeongguk murmured, pulling his hand back and slipping his fingers beneath Taehyung's chin. He teasingly pulled him closer, trying to sit up more to meet him half way.

"Y'know what we could do?" The younger said, voice gentle as he ran his thumb over the curve of his bottom lip.

"I'm guessing it's inappropriate knowing you," Taehyung muttered. Jeongguk snorted.

"Maybe," Jeongguk's gaze flitted between the older's lips, and the way Taehyung stared at him like he was crazy.

"M'not gonna fuck you in a flower field if that's what you're wondering."

"W-what?" Taehyung sputtered, "n-no! I wasn't thinking about that at all! Y-you're weird. Don't say that." Jeongguk chuckled to himself, listening to him ramble on and on about nonsense that didn't matter.

Because in that moment, the only thing that mattered was the fact he wanted to kiss him.

Funny, how he never thought he would crave a kiss from Specs until now.

"Are you gonna kiss me?" Taehyung asked. Jeongguk nodded. "To shut me up?" Another nod as he pushed his scarf away.

So he did, and he kissed him. They were so used to it, it was basically second nature. The kiss they shared was innocent, sweet, and slow, neither one of them rushing a thing while they let the warmth of the sun envelop them whole.

Jeongguk could spend forever kissing Taehyung— it probably wasn't healthy at all. It was just the way his lips were incredibly soft, and the way he smiled against his mouth when Jeongguk broke away to peck his lips multiple times with chaste kisses made him melt.

Kissing him felt like emerging himself into their own little word where nothing else seemed to matter and time slowed down just for them.

"Jeongguk?" Taehyung mumbled. The younger merely hummed, his hand now cupping the side of his face as he left kisses down the side of his jaw.

"Can I suck you off?"

Jeongguk froze— okay he was not expecting that. He dropped his hand, eyes widened in their sockets as he tried not to let his jaw drop while Taehyung refused to return his gaze.

"You're gonna suck me off?" Taehyung nodded, face pink and nose scrunched it was impossible not to find him adorable. "In a flower field?"

"Do you even know how to suck a dick?" Jeongguk raised an eyebrow at him. Taehyung looked up, nodding slowly.

"I can do it," The older said, placing his hand on his chest as Jeongguk stared up at him, still skeptical though the sex-deprived part of him was screaming 'fuck yes finally' throughout his mind.

"Are you sure?" He asked, "I don't want you to feel like you have to. I'm telling you, I can go without any sex for a while—,"

"—Jeongguk, I want to. I really do," Taehyung murmured, taking off his scarf and draping it around his shoulders.

"But didn't you say my dick was ugly?"

"Don't bring that up," The older rolled his eyes. "Do you want me to suck your ugly dick, or not?"

"If you insist," Jeongguk swallowed, "then fine. Do it. Please don't break my dick."

"I hate you," Taehyung scoffed, but of course, he wasn't mad as he kissed Jeongguk briefly and moved in between his legs. Oh my god this was actually, really happening?

Taehyung crouched down, staring at his dick, and to be honest, Jeongguk wasn't sure if he was fully hard. He watched, trying to stay serious as Taehyung undid his jean zipper, the sound painfully echoing throughout the empty field.

"You can back out right now," Jeongguk shivered beneath his touch, feeling his thin fingers graze his flaccid member beneath his underwear. 

"Shut up," Taehyung murmured, "I'm focused."

"Don't miss my dick with your mouth, now."

"Jeongguk, you're not helping," He grumbled. Of course, the younger wasn't trying to make things hard but this was monumental. Specs was going to suck his dick, and he couldn't comprehend it!

"Well m'sorry I'm scared you're gonna bite my dick off, and I'm gonna be dickless!" Jeongguk scowled.

"I'm not gonna bite your dick off."

"I know but hypothetically— oh your hands are cold," He inhaled sharply, completey not expecting that at all.

He gulped, jaw clenching slightly as Taehyung's fingers curled around his cock, gently pulling it out from beneath the constraints of his boxers.

"Tae," Jeongguk exhaled unevenly, swallowing harder when the older's fingers ran up and down his length. Fuck, he could himself hardening in his grip, and he didn't even do anything.

"I told you I can do this," Taehyung pushed his hair behind his ear. "By the way, your dick's still ugly."

"Did you forget you— ah fuck, stop catching me off guard," Jeongguk hissed, feeling the older run his thumb over the slit of his cock, the sensation making his hips twitch.

"Do you trust me?"

"Wh-what? Taehyung," He half choked out, half moaned when the older squeezed his fist around him. "O-of course I trust you."

"Then shut up," Taehyung said sharply. He did.

Jeongguk bit down on his lip, watching the older lower himself, his hand languidly stroking his now throbbing dick trapped beneath his firm grip. He swallowed, gaze meeting Taehyung's for a split second before the older sunk down on him.

A moan broke past his lips, low, and rumbling in the hollow of his throat as he nearly threw his head back, the warmth of Taehyung's mouth hot on his sensitive cock. He pressed his lips together, brows knitting as the older hollowed his cheeks.

He grasped at the grass, watching as the older bobbed his head slowly, taking his time as Jeongguk practically melted beneath him. He gasped, exhaling through his nose as Taehyung pressed his tongue against his shaft.

His hipd bucked upward on accident, catching Taehyung off guard as he gagged slightly on his cock. Jeongguk gulped, ready to apologize, but the bliss clouded his senses and made his lower stomach knot itself tight—

He couldn't put together a single coherent thought.

The older's hand flicked upward, emitting another high moan from the younger. Taehyung glanced up, mouth straining against his cock, their eyes meeting as Jeongguk bit down hard on his lip, so hard he could taste his own blood.

Jeongguk closed his eyes, throwing his head back and letting out a breathy moan, swearing loudly while Taehyung bobbed his head faster, jerking him off at the same time— it was overwhelming.

"Shit, bun. You're amazing," He breathed out, reaching over and pushing Taehyung's hair behind his ear. "So amazing for me."

Fuck, he couldn't think, couldn't picture anything else but Taehyung's hot mouth around his dick. He had to refrain from thinking about pining him down and fucking him right there— making him moan and sob out his name, but he wasn't like that.

He knew so much better than to do that. Helplessly, he bucked his hips upwards, desperate to chase his high. Taehyung pulled off of him slowly before sinking back down, unraveling him with every burning touch.

"Fuck, Taehyung. M-m'close," Jeongguk sputtered, hips thrusting up, but the older simply wasn't having it. He grabbed the side of his hip and pushed him down, pining him to the ground.

Taehyung didn't seem to be listening, but he couldn't quite tell what was going on his mind. Taehyung popped his mouth off of him, eyeing him carefully as his tongue pressed on the slit of his cock, making the younger's back arch at the sensation.

"F-fuck Tae," He moaned out, feeling his stomach tighten to the point he just couldn't bear it anymore. He watched, through heavy eyelids, as Taehyung finished him off.

He came, a pitchy moan drawn from his throat as Taehyung languidly pumped his length, swallowing every ounce of his release while his hips spasmed.

Jeongguk inhaled sharply, brows drawn together and eyes nearly rolling to the back of his head as he came down from his orgasm, heart racing and mind screaming Taehyung's name.

Taehyung. Taehyung. Taehyung. That was all he could possibly think about.

When it was over, the only sound being their synchronized heavy breathing, the chirp of distant birds, and the gentle rush of stream water trickling over the smooth rocks they dodged on the walk here, Taehyung wiped his lips.

"Did I just swallow your cum?"

"Y-yeah? Is that a question?" Jeongguk's expression fell when he realized Taehyung was being serious.

"God, Tae. No you didn't, you just swallowed my children sauce."

"Oh my god, shut up," Taehyung scowled, smacking his lips. "Weird. My mouth tastes like your dick now. Did you know your cum tastes sweet?"

"I wonder why," The younger snorted, "Thought it was gonna taste weird, but that's nice to know," He tucked his soft dick back into his jeans. Jeongguk sat up, leaning down so their faces were parallel.

"Did I do good?" He asked, raising an eyebrow at him as Jeongguk cupped the side of his neck with his palm, pulling him close.

"Best blowjob I've had in three months," He bumped his nose against his, grinning wild. "Ever told you how much I appreciate your mouth?"

"Shut up," Taehyung giggled, letting Jeongguk connect their lips for a brief moment. When he pulled away, he pouted, "You just kissed me."

"Can I not?" Jeongguk raised an eyebrow at him, amused. Taehyung shook his head.

"That's not what I meant, but okay," He said, looping his arms around Jeongguk's neck. "What are you doing?" He asked, biting his lips as Jeongguk's hand gripped his upper thigh.

"It's your turn," He mumbled, pressing a kiss to his jaw as he slowly lowered Taehyung back down on the grass.

"Oh really now?" Taehyung chuckled, leaning his forehead against his. He gasped, staring directly at Jeongguk as the younger slipped his hands beneath his pants, squeezing his hard-on with a teasing smirk.

"Would you let me?" He asked, and Taehyung nodded, mumbling a quiet 'please'. He chuckled softly, going to kiss him again and again, enjoying the rest of their afternoon with one thing in mind: it was perfect.

It was so perfect. Taehyung was perfect. And it didn't take much for him to realize that Taehyung was so much more than just a friend.

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yes. there is smut the next chapter.