JIN'S POV~

Currently, y/n and I were hanging out at my place. She had already decided she was staying over and she hadn't even been here for more then twenty minutes.

I didn't mind though, of course. Any time I got to spend with her was amazing, especially over night.

She had a million times but this time felt a bit different...mainly because y/n knew how I felt about her now so to have her staying the night despite that, I couldn't help but to feel a little strange.

I'm sure it would be fine though. Luckily y/n wasn't the type to make things awkward. Well, not really anyway but she has her moments.

"I have something I have to tell you." Y/n says suddenly as her demeanor changes to serious.

I felt a weird feeling in my stomach; instant worry.

"What is it?" I ask, always fearing the worst these days.

I just never knew what was going to come out of her mouth now that she knew about both mine and Yoongi's feelings.

It's like I was terrified anytime she's become serious, fearing whatever she was going to say would be the end of our friendship.

That was my biggest fear.

"Yoongi took me on a date yesterday." She starts and there it was, something that I didn't want to hear.

"Oh yeah?" I ask, sulking. Y/n nodded.

"We went to some super fancy restaurant and then out on some hill with a good view and talked."

Feeling annoyed, I said, "Why are you telling me all of this?"

Y/n ignored my question.

"He tried to kiss me."

My chest tightened as she looked right at me, her expression one I couldn't read.

"Did he?" I ask, even though I didn't want to know.

I didn't want to hear all about their little date where she had all types of fun and kissed Yoongi.

Hell, more then a kiss might of happened and if I found that out, I would quite literally die.

I seriously don't think I could handle that type of news without completely losing it.

"No. I didn't let him." Y/n says, causing my eyes to widen slightly.

She turned him down?

"Why not?" I ask. My mind jumbled with questions. Why hadn't she let Yoongi kiss her? She let me kiss her! If she didn't let him that must mean...

"It felt wrong. I didn't want to. I didn't want to hurt you..." y/n says, averting her gaze from mine.

"You were thinking of me then?" I ask, my heartbeat starting to pick up, even faster as she responded,

"I was thinking about you the whole night."

I stared at y/n wide eyed. "You were?"

Y/n nodded as she finally let her eyes wander back to mine. I felt myself relax at her words, glad nothing bad had happened.

I honestly don't think I could handle hearing anything other then what she had said. I'd be crushed.

"So what happened after that?" I ask, now needing to know.

Y/n was silent for a moment before she spoke, her words instantly making my heart race again.

"Do you know how I was supposed to choose one of you." Y/n says, referring to what she said Yoongi had told her.

I nodded, not being able to find my voice as my nerves were getting the better of me.

Y/n smiled slightly as she stared into my eyes with a gentle look on her face.

"I chose you."

My face heated instantly as my heart pounded against my chest, ready to explode out at any given moment.

"You did?" I ask in complete shock, my jaw practically to the floor.

Y/n nodded as she shifted in her spot a little. "I still don't know exactly how I feel but what I do know is that the thought of being with anyone but you for the rest of my life sounds awful. No matter how hard I try to think about it, I only see you, and I'm happy..."

Her words made me want to cry. I was so happy too I couldn't contain it.

"I know this is still so new and different for us but I want to see where this goes. I want to see what the future has in store for us, as best friends and even a couple...I want to love you too."

I couldn't hold it back as I threw myself forward, wrapping my arms around y/n as tight as I could.

"You really mean that?" I ask, my heart going crazy.

"I do. I told you, me and you forever. Got that?" Y/n says with a slight giggle as she wraps her arms around me too and squeezes.

"Heard, loud and clear." I smile, feeling tears welling in my eyes. I was just so happy right now I could cry.

I had been terrified that y/n would choose Yoongi and that I would lose her forever but that wasn't the case.

Y/n wanted to try to make things work with me and I couldn't be happier.

My heart felt so full at the thought of y/n loving me too one day.

I had waited so long for this moment and it was finally happening.

When I pulled away, y/n gave me a soft smile before she leaned forward and placed a single kiss on my cheek.

Heat washed over my face and neck as y/n pulled back, the feeling of her lips still lingering on my cheek.

I wanted nothing more right now then to kiss her, so that's exactly what I did.

I pulled her in, our lips connecting. Fireworks were going off in my stomach as she kissed me back just as eagerly.

The feeling of her lips on my own would be one I would never get tired of, I just loved it to much.

I love her so fucking much, so much that it hurts. I can only hope that this moment will never end.

Although as y/n promised,

It was me and her, forever.