Y/N'S POV~

"A date?!" I ask as I stare at Yoongi with wide eyes.

"Only if you want to." He says right away as he flashes me a soft smile.

"Yeah...okay." I say, knowing I needed to give it a shot with Yoongi as well.

I had to make up my mind sooner rather than later and so I needed to figure it all out. This was definitely all just so confusing though if I was being honest.

"Great, let's go then." Yoongi smiles as he motions towards the door. Nodding, I follow him out for our date.

Once we get to where we were going, I was shocked to see that Yoongi had a whole private area of a restaurant rented out for us.

"You didn't have to do all of this." I say in shock as I look around. "I wanted to. Although I would have been worried if you said no to coming with me seeing as I'd be eating here all alone." Yoongi laughs.

"Oh no I'm glad that wasn't the case." I laugh as I skim over the menu. Everything on the menu looked so pricey and I cringed.

"Are you sure we should be here?" I ask, feeling awful seeing as I didn't even have enough money on me for an appetizer.

"Don't worry. I've got it all taken care of." Yoongi smiles at me from across the table before taking a sip of his water.

I felt bad for his wallet and we hadn't even ordered yet. I just already knew it was going to be super expensive.

When it was time to order I made sure to order the cheapest thing on the menu and when Yoongi caught on, he laughed.

"You could have gotten whatever you wanted." he says. "I just feel bad. It's so expensive." I say and Yoongi shakes his head.

"I don't mind. I brought you here, it's my treat." He says but by now it was too late anyway. Not that it mattered seeing as I still wouldn't get anything else.

What I had ordered was still expensive, just not as pricey.

"So, how has work been?" Yoongi asks as we wait for our food, making small talk in the meantime.

"It's been great actually! The other day Jin and I-" But I stopped myself instantly, knowing talking about Jin while on a date with Yoongi was an awful Idea.

The smile seemed to drop from Yoongi's face as he nodded. "Well, I'm glad it's been great." He says.

We were both silent for a moment before the waitress comes over and sets our food down.

For a little, we ate in silence until I spoke, not wanting things to be weird. "How has your job been?" I ask, trying to keep it casual.

"Eh it's been alright. I've been dealing with my coworkers talking about the fight so that's annoying but aside from that not too bad." Yoongi says as he takes a bite of his food.

I mentally sighed, knowing that there was no way to get around it, somehow Jin kept getting brought up.

To Yoongi, Jin was the one thing standing in the way of him and I and I know that really bothered him. That's why I had to make my decision and soon.

After dinner, Yoongi and I drove out to some cliff that had a really pretty view. We sat in his car and talked as we stared out at it.

"You know, It's so crazy, everything we've been through in such a short amount of time. I'm glad I got to meet you and become as close as we have." Yoongi says as he looks over at me, flashing me a warm smile.

"I know, who would have thought." I say as I return the smile, leaning against the seat as Yoongi laughs.

"I do have a question for you though." Yoongi says suddenly, becoming serious. "Yeah, what is it?" I ask.

"How do you feel about me exactly?" Yoongi asks, his gaze intense as he waited for my answer.

I wasn't expecting that so I was a bit stunned. "I'm not sure..."

"You don't know how you feel?" Yoongi asks, laughing a little even though it sounded somewhat forced.

"No this is all a lot for me to process honestly." I say, completely unsure. "Can I do something that might help you decide?" Yoongi asks and I shrug, not sure what he had in mind.

Then Yoongi tilted his head slightly before he started to lean in. My eyes widened as I realized what he was trying to do. He was trying to kiss me, again.

No. I didn't want this...

"Wait-" I say, stopping him before he got to close. Instantly, Yoongi's face dropped.

"You already like him, don't you?" Yoongi asks, his voice sad and disappointed. I had never seen Yoongi look so upset in my whole time of knowing him.

I pulled my lips in, feeling horrible. "Maybe, I don't know...I'm so confused. All I know is that the thought of hurting him makes me feel horrible. I'm sorry but I can't kiss you."

Yoongi was silent for a moment before he looked at me knowingly. "That's a shame really but I respect your choice. I'm just sad it wasn't me."

I stared at Yoongi for a moment without saying anything. I knew how he felt but as hard as I tried, I couldn't feel the same way...

Sure, I cared about Yoongi but when it came to him or Jin, the only person who crossed my mind when I thought about my future, was Jin.

I wasn't quite sure about my feelings for Jin just yet but when I thought about kissing anyone other than him, it felt wrong.

That was a sign in itself for sure.

"I'm really sorry." I sigh, knowing I had just broke Yoongi's heart. Instead of how I thought he would respond, Yoongi smiled.

"Don't apologize. As much as it hurts, I just want you to be happy. That's all I could ever ask for. Even if it isn't with me."

My heart swooned at Yoongi's words, happy that he wasn't angry with me. That was the last thing I wanted.

"Let's get you home, alright." Yoongi says with a soft smile. I nod, watching as he starts up his car then drives us home.

As soon as we got back, Yoongi stopped outside of my door, waiting as I unlocked it. "Thank you for coming out with me tonight." Yoongi says with a smile on his face. It was a sad smile, no matter how hard he tired to hide it.

Even though he was smiling I could tell deep down he was hurting and I felt terrible. "Thank you for taking me out." I say, offering back the same smile.

"No, really, thank you. For everything." Yoongi says as he takes a step towards me. My heart skipped a beat as he leaned forward and placed a single kiss on my cheek.

"Goodnight, Y/n." Yoongi says softly before he disappears into his apartment.

I stepped into mine and closed the door, leaning against it with a sigh. This wasn't how I imagined the night to go but in a way, I was glad.

I felt awful for turning Yoongi down but at the same time, I was glad I was figuring things out and was one step closer to finding out my feelings for Jin.

At the end of the day,

I cared about Jin a lot and as much as I tried to deny that, I couldn't. Deep down, there was some feelings there and I was looking forward to bringing those feelings to light.

I was excited to see where this was going to go.