Y/N'S POV~

I stood there in complete shock as Jin confessed his feelings in front of everyone.

My jaw was to the floor as I tried to process everything that had just happened.

Once Jin realizes that everyone was staring at us, the room dead silent, his face dropped.

"I'm so sorry." He says before he turns around, hurrying out of the room.

I turned to Yoongi with wide eyes. Luckily he wasn't bleeding or anything but I could tell he wasn't happy.

"Are you okay?" I ask although I couldn't fully focus, my mind racing.

"I'll be fine." Yoongi says as he straightens out his suit, trying to get the attention off of us as the people around us started talking amongst themselves, definitely about what had just happened.

"So, now you know." Yoongi then says, running his fingers through his hair.

My brows furrowed in confusion and then it clicked.

"You knew?"

"Of course I knew. Why do you think we hate each other so much." Yoongi scoffs, acting as if it was already obvious.

"I don't want to put you on the spot but eventually you'll have to choose. I'm not sure how much longer he'll be able to take it." Yoongi then says.

I knew he was right. Now that I knew the two of them were in love with me I knew I couldn't expect to keep them both in my life.

No matter how badly I wanted to, it was selfish of me to make them stay friends with me knowing how they felt.

Especially if I didn't have those feelings in return. It would just be wrong.

"Enough of that for now, let's get something to eat." Yoongi says but I shake my head, taking a step back.

"I have to go." I say, my mind elsewhere. It seemed instantly he caught on.

"You're going after him, aren't you?" Yoongi sounded upset but not surprised.

"I'm sorry." I sighed as I pulled my lips in. Yoongi said nothing as I ran out the door in search of Jin.

In the end, I had made a promise to Jin that Yoongi would never replace him and I meant that. Regardless of everything going on, Jin is my best friend and when it comes down to it, he'll always come first.

As soon as I got outside I looked left to right but found no sign of Jin.

Sighing, I leaned against the building, wishing I had been faster to get out here.

"You okay?" I hear suddenly and look up to see Jin's friend Jungkook.

I had met him multiple times before when we were younger but we weren't all that close.

"Yeah, I will be. Did he say where he was going?" I ask, that being my number one concern right now.

"I think home. He's really upset right now I would just give him some time." Jungkook says with a sad look on his face.

"Did you know too?" I ask and Jungkook laughs. "Of course I did. He's being in love with since like middle school."

That long...?

"I had no idea. I'm horrible." I say, feeling awful for all the times I would joke around with Jin about relationshipy type things.

Little did I know the whole time it's what he wanted the most and I was making a mere joke out of it.

"You're not horrible. You can't help that you didn't know. He always tried his hardest to hide it because he didn't want to lose you as a friend. After him telling you he liked you and you saying you didn't want to date because of that, it made him afraid. He was terrified to lose you so he acted like he wasn't in love with you but I know it was killing him." Jungkook says then continues with,

"I guess seeing you with Yoongi just kinda pushed him over the edge."

I felt like shit. Here I was telling Jin about Yoongi being in love with me and all of that, not to mention he watched him kiss me.

Which about that, what the actual fuck?! Why was all of this happening suddenly. My love life was non exist up until like three weeks ago. Boy did it come full circle.

"I feel like I should go talk to him. I don't want him getting in his head about everything." I say, knowing if I didn't talk to him tonight, he'd only come up with horrible scenarios and feel worse.

Jungkook shrugged as he leaned against the wall beside me.

"Personally, I think you should just give him a bit of time but you know him better then I do so whatever you feel is best."

I let Jungkook's words sink in as I as stood up straight, turning to face him.

"I'm going to go see him. Thank you for this." I say, having found out more information about Jin's feeling now then I ever had before.

"Of course. Good luck." Jungkook smiles as he waves me off.

Knowing I couldn't avoid this, I headed over to Jin's house.
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JIN'S POV~

I sat on the porch outside of my house, my head in my hands. I hadn't even bothered going inside yet, that being the last thing I cared about.

I had just confessed my love to y/n and in front of everyone. Even though I didn't know really any of those people there, it was still embarrassing.

How was I going to face her now after this? She probably wants nothing to do with me now.

If only I hadn't let my jealousy get the best of me none of this would have happened.

Now I have to deal with the fact that I may have just ruined my friendship with Y/n. I would never forgive myself for this.

The sound of footsteps approaching me caught my attention as I looked up to see y/n standing in front of me, heels in hand.

"Hey." She says, offering me a soft smile. "Hi." I say, my nerves rising up instantly.

"Mind if I sit?" She asks as she motions to the spot on the porch beside me.

I shake my head as I scoot over, making room for her.

She sets her shoes down on the lower step as she sits down beside me, her should brushing mine slightly.

It was silent for a moment, my nerves uncontrollable as I feared what she would say next. I was dreading hearing what she'd have to say about my confession and the way I had behaved.

"You know, it was really inappropriate how you acted tonight." Y/n says as she stares out in front of her.

I sigh, already knowing this. "I'm sorry." Is all I can manage to say.

"Why didn't you tell me before?" Y/n asks, turning her head to look at me.

I looked over at her to see her holding her head in the same position, leaving our faces not even a foot apart.

"I didn't want to lose you." I say simply, that being the number one reason I didn't say anything sooner.

I hadn't expected y/n to laugh, but she did. "We've known each other for how long now? You really believe you'd lose me just because of something like this?"

"This isn't funny, y/n. This changes everything and I knew the moment you found out it would put you in an uncomfortable spot. I know I shouldn't have said anything but when I saw you with Yoongi I just got so angry." I say, just remembering it made me upset all over again.

Y/n let out a small sigh as she leaned into my side more, surprising me a little.

"This doesn't change anything. I still want you in my life, always. I'm glad you finally told me." Y/n says.

I glance over at her, fighting every urge in my body to hold onto her and never let go. "Now that you know, how do you feel?" I ask, even though I was dreading hearing the answer.

Y/n was silent for a second before she readjusted herself, leaning her head onto my shoulder. "I'm really happy."

My heart beat quickened at her words, unsure of exactly what that meant.

"I mean, how do you feel about me?" I ask again, being more clear about what I meant.

I stared down at the top of y/n's head before she moved back, her eyes meeting mine.

"I won't say that I don't feel the same, but I'm not sure it's quite how you feel just yet." She says and honestly, I was shocked.

"What about Yoongi?" I ask, needing to know how she felt about him too.

"I'm not sure...I'm very confused about all of this. It's a lot to take in, ya know. I don't want to hurt either of you but I know at some point I'll have to make that choice." Y/n sighs, averting her gaze from mine.

As much as it hurt to hear it, I understood where she was coming from.

If two people close to me had confessed to being in love with me within the span of a couple weeks I'd be pretty damn confused too.

"Whatever decision you make just please don't cut me out of your life...that's all I ask." I say, that thought hurting the most.

Even if I couldn't be in a relationship with y/n I didn't want to lose the friendship that we had together.

Y/n looked up at me and gave me the most sincere smile I had ever seen in my life.

"Never. I promise. It's me and you, forever."