JIN'S POV~

Waking up the next morning, I felt just as irritated as I did when I had gone to bed.

Everything Yoongi had said to me yesterday was still fresh in my brain and I was furious.

I barely knew the guy and simply because we were in love with the same girl he instantly hated me and I instantly hated him.

Nothing would change that, especially knowing one of us might end up with the girl while the other doesn't.

Groaning, I roll out of bed. I had to be to work in twenty minutes and I was dreading it.

I had slept for shit last night and the last thing I wanted to hear was y/n talk about how much fun she had with Yoongi after I had left.

I just didn't want to deal with it but I didn't have a choice.

Once I got to work, I saw that Y/n's desk was empty. I wasn't sure what time she came in today but honestly, I didn't care.

I wanted at least a little bit of time here by myself before she came bragging about her time alone with Yoongi.

With that thought in mind, I got to work.

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After about two or so hours y/n finally got to work, taking her seat without even so much as a glance over at me.

My brows furrowed, my head snapping in her direction.

It wasn't like her to completely act as if I wasn't there.

"Hey." I say to get her attention. Y/n lifted her head slowly, looking over at me with an empty expression.

"Is everything alright?" I ask, noticing how spaced out she seemed.

"Yeah, I'm okay...I think." She says even though her expressionless face didn't change. "Did something happen?" I ask, not understanding why she seemed to be acting so strange.

I wasn't expecting what came out of her mouth next.

"Yoongi confessed to me. He said he's in love with me." Y/n says in the most monotone and unsure voice I've ever heard.

My heart fell into my stomach, my world crashing down around me.

"What?" I ask, unable to say anything else. "Yoongi is in love with me." Y/n says again, this time her voice sounding shocked as if she had just in that moment found out.

My jaw clenched, hurting worse to hear it a second time. Of course he went and told her how he felt as soon as he got me out of the picture.

"What did you say?" I ask, terrified to know. I was scared she'd say she felt the same or something. I was dreading hearing her response.

"I didn't say anything." Y/n says as she finally seems to snap back to reality. I felt relief wash over me instantly.

"You don't like him, do you?" I ask as I stare at Y/n, waiting for her answer that could possibly completely crush me.

"Of course not, I don't think so..."

My heart sank.

"You don't think so?" I ask, my mouth going dry.

"No, I don't. I mean I never gave it any thought but now...I don't know, okay. I have no idea how I feel about him." Y/n says, her voice sounding just as stressed as she looked.

"I think you should stay away from him. Now that you know how he feels he might try to make a move on you and you don't want that. I think he's up to no good. I told you I didn't think his intentions were good." I say, selfishly overstepping.

Y/n looked up at me before she started nodding slowly. "Maybe you're right..."

On the inside I was jumping with joy but on the outside I had to stay calm and collected so that she didn't suspect anything.

"I'm just looking out for you and If I'm being honest, I feel like he only said that so he could soften you up to him. He's probably only trying to sleep with you. I don't trust the guy, I never did." I say, watching as Y/n nodded slowly once again.

I knew what I was doing was wrong but I didn't care. It was selfish of me to say these things but like hell would I let things go further than they already had.

The last thing I expected was for Yoongi to have told Y/n how he felt and now that he had m, it put me in even more of a shitty spot. Now he had that one up on me.

Since I wasn't ready to tell Y/n how I felt, this is what I had resorted to.

"I was planning to go talk to him after work but I guess you're right. I should probably distance myself from him for the time being." Y/n says as she bites her lower lip, sounding somewhat unsure.

"It's for the best." I say, sounding sad even though that was far from how I felt. I was ecstatic at the thought of Y/n not seeing Yoongi anymore.

Y/n sighed as she leaned back in her chair, seeming to become lost in thought yet again. I watched her for a moment before turning in my chair to face my computer.

Right now, my head was spinning. Knowing that Yoongi told Y/n how he felt, I was regretting more now than ever that I hadn't confessed when I had the chance.

If I had, would she feel differently in this moment? Would it have changed anything? My mind was going crazy with the what ifs.

I needed to find the courage to tell Y/n how I felt soon...

Before it was too late.