"sajanim " i knocked before opened the door of his office.

"Naeun ah, come and sit down"he replied as he was checking something on his iPad so i just did as he told me to.

I could see he was busy with something so I didnt say anything and waited till he finished.

" So, how are you feeling now?" he asked as he finished looking at his ipad and looked at me to start a real conversation.

"Thank you sajanim I'm better." I replied with a small smile.

"Thats great to hear, i think we have a lot to talk about right?" He asked and i just couldn't look at him so i just nodded

" Can you explain the situation now? what's on between you and Myungsoo?"

"sajanim I don't have any relationship with him we are just really close friends, he heard that i was hospitalized and he visited to check up on me .."I explained as I  tried to calm myself down and look into sajanim's eyes

" Just like i thought, i knew that you were a clever girl and wont think about dating.  don't worry everything is going to be aright.."he stated, sajanim trusted me alot and was always thoughtful so i was happy being an artist under his label.

"Thank you sajanim for being understanding "

"so what was that you wanted to tell me?"he asked and it actually silenced me for a moment because i didnt know how to bring it up

"sajanim i was really happy being an artist under Plan A and a member of Apink, but it has been awhile i am not feeling well mentally receiving all this hates, threats and all" he was taken back by what i just said but i decided to keep on talking

" i wanted to ask..

Will it damage the group too much if I left...?"I looked into his eyes he was frozen I understand sajanim.. he is too nice with us and kind but I cant... I cant handle these situations it's too hard for me

"sajanim it's just too hard and I cant handle it...I want to leave but I don't want to damage our members and company badly..."I said as tears filled my eyes

He was silent until he gave me a handkerchief and finally spoke up after like minutes..

"Naeun-ah you may regret this later so don't decide just by the situation you are in right now.. it wont last long until people will forget about it you can take a rest for now if you want, but don't decide this on your own, i cant force you to stay or tell you to leave. Think carefully take a rest for as long as you want and talk to me once again when you make a final conclusion" he replied  as he smiled at me.

"I don't know sir , I don't know what is happening to me I don't know how things came to this but I feel lost.."I said wiping my tears

"it's okay Naeun ah every idol will go through something like this, the ones who will survive this feeling are those whom are called real artists"

"Now you can go and rest at your dorm or you can go to your home or go to a hotel if you want to be alone.."he smiled at me.

"I prefer the hotel , and plz don let my members know what we talked about sir I don't want to worry them , I wont stay there for a long time I will just stay for 4 days or more.."I smiled back as I put my sunglass and cap before I went out

"Thank you sajanim" i thanked him before leaving

I went out the building to see a fee paparazzi outside the building.

Thank god that the guards were with me.

"Naeun shi what's your relationship with infinite's L?"

"Naeun shi how long has it been since you started dating.?"

They were asking questions non stop.untill I ran to our car quickly and our manager drove to a hotel and we went to my room which was in the V.I.P sections.

"oppa do you know anything about Myungsoo oppa? How is he?"I asked worriedly as I threw myself over my bed as I thought about his situation..

the pictures were taking so pervertly so people were bashing both of us right now not only because of the rumor of us dating if it was a normal news of dating it would have just flew by with a confirmation or deny from our companies but the pictures ...

"I don't know , he is probably having a hard time because the pictures they took were so good you guys were so close to each other which made people think you guys were dating for a long time.."he said as he sat on the sofa near my bed.

"should I call him? Do you think he is busy?.."I asked him as sat properly on the bed.

"in my opinion if you called him will be better he is probably worried about you too."he said smiling.

And I nodded .

I called Myungsoo oppa, it rang several times but he didn't pick up.. I pouted as I called him again yet he still didn't pick up ,"is he sick?" I thought.

He probably feel the same way as me he want to run and hide from everything. you guys may think we are too sensitive but a rumor is too bad for a celebrity specially dating / sleeping rumors .

"oppa do you think he is sick? He is not answering the phone he always answered my calls"I asked manager oppa as I pouted.

"I don't know "he said as he rubbed the back of his neck.

"Naeun ah I am in the room next to you if you needed anything call me okay?"he said and I nodded

"Good bye oppa"I waved at him, he is having a hard time taking care of me.. I feel bad that he is not taking any rest..

I opened my phone and searched on the news as I saw an article that both of the agencies denied us dating .. I smiled as I saw the article "maybe just maybe the attentions will slow down now.." I thought.

I went through me and Myungsoo oppa pictures as I smiled, he is too kind he don't deserve getting hurt like this.