I went to our practice room,dancing always helped me to release my stress ,our dance wasn't as hard as I wanted so I danced to an American song that I like and just freely danced because it made me forget my thoughts

People think that idol's life is just so cool&amazing but they dont know what we are going through everyday, we get blackmailed, stalked, and get criticized all the time.

I have been going through a lot lately, no matter how hard i work people just criticize and tell me that i have became who i am only because of my face and no talent..

As i danced My stomach started to hurt more but I didn't care and just continued on my dance until my vision became blurry,

And then i didn't know whatever was going on..

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I woke up in a white room  which was hospital, I looked around the room and it was empty, no one was here cause it was midnight.

I looked at the table beside me and gladly my phone was there I was bored so I just picked it up.. I wanted to call chorong or eunji unnie but i didnt want to bother them so i just went to my gallery file and looked at my pictures.

I had a lot of photos from Taemin oppa and me, if you look at the photos you will think we were a real couple

I smiled at the memories..yet my eyes became watery when I remembered the song he sang for me his voice was like heaven for me.

{Could you remember only this?

That I lived by your side for a while

I may see you on streets sometimes

So I try to tidy up my shabby look on a  mirror

Are you not sick?

I am concerned about you a lot..

You must be happy but I'll pray for you

Remember even if you meet another man

That I lived by your side for a while...}

Tears dropped down my cheeks.

Suddenly I got a call I looked at the dialer and it was Myungsoo I picked it up.

"did you woke up?" he asked worriedly.

"hello first sir

and yeah oppa I just woke up."I smiled .we became close since we were going to the same salon and also our apartments weren't that far from each other so we met frequently.

"what happened this time silly , when will you learn to take a better care of yourself"

"I don't know oppa I just felt a little hurt in my stomach in the morning but still I danced a bit and then my vision became blurry and when i woke up i was here"

"*sigh* i wont nag anymore you just dont listen, don't overwork yourself when you are sick Naeun-ah arraseo?"

"Arasso oppa but how did you know I was in hospital?" I asked  confusedly I could hear him laughing.

"ya paboya now everyone know its all over the internet "he laughed, *sigh* I forgot that nothing can be hidden when you are an idol.

"Whatever, its really a relief you called oppa i was so bored alone"me being bored  laid on the pillow and talked with oppa

"do you want me to come over? I finished practice and I am bored too"

"No way what if someone saw you oppa"

"No one will see me who is out at this late timr anyway.?"

Even if anyone saw him, He is just a friend visiting a friend it wont be a problem right?

"Oppa..

         It wont cause a problem right ?" I asked worriedly , I mean if someone saw him it will be on internet everywhere....

"No Naeun ah don't worry .. I will come in no time don't fall asleep again and sleep for another day!"

lol did I sleep for a whole day?

*omg I am a totally sleepy head* I chuckled

"arasso oppa I will wate for you dont be late! bye."

"Bye"

I sat there waiting for oppa to come, i looked back at my phone and it was on the pic of me and taemin oppa, how I wish taemin oppa was here

Flash Back:

"I have plans at japan at the moment.."

"and you have your album coming out as well.."

"we wont be able to see each other for a month."he said as we were sitting on the sofa a small sadness came to me.

"4weeks?.."I said

"why? Are you upset?"he asked looking into my eyes which kind of made me embarrassed.

"You cant forget about me.."I said as I looked into his eyes for a answer maybe it was act for him but not for me .

"I am going to look at the photos and hug the bear.. And I will contact you saying I miss you.."he said our eyed were locked while talking.

I thought for a moment.

"and what if you still miss me?"I asked him slightly emabarrassed about my question yet I wanted to ask.

"I will fly back to korea."he said imminently which made me blush and butterflies move in my stomach I laughed a little.

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"take care oppa, Don't forget me."we were holding hands hands and when i tried to get my hands away so he will leave he held my hands harder as a sign for me not to let go which made me blush..yet I let go because if I held any longer I believe it would have been harder to let go.

He hugged me tightly and I did the same I knew he was doing this for the program only but yet I felt my heart melt...

END OF FLASHBACK

Author note:⭐️ so we updated today how is it? Are you guys enjoying the story? dont forget to vote and comment your opposition and please show alot of supports for my other stories specially the flame of desires though i have put it into hold for like years but if i get a good reaction for it now, who knows? I might decide to update 😁