*I saw the news and i just wanted to say i hope you true happiness Naeun .. you deserve the best and i believe Myungsoo also knows that its shown on his face that he loves you good luck with your life i hope you only happiness* i sighed as i read it again and again.. does he think i am really dating him? How can he congratulate me when he rejected me.. does he think i got over my feelings for him..??

A tear dropped down my eyes as i thought of Taemin, now that the news has gone public the chance of even dreaming about being with Taemin oppa disappeared.. today is my birthday but here i am crying like shit because of a stupid thing called love or crush its been 3.5 years and i am the same

When will you notice. That i have been here always that i have always waited for you... when will you notice me.. am i that invisible to you? Do you even know that today was my birthday oppa?..

*You got a text* i grabbed my phone and checked that i had got a text from Myungsoo oppa
*Happy birthday love, i cant belive you are 24 now!wishing you all the blessing in the world princess💕i got you a gift i know its not so much but its very important to me .. dont tease me later! Happy birthday again Naeun!*  i smiled through my tears as i read the text
After our Ceos decided to confirm our dating rumors Myungsoo asked me for a chance to let him show me his love i resisted at first because i didnt want to give him false hope but he said that he didnt need me to accept his request he was going to make me his anyway and i should anticipate

Nock nock*

"Unnie Mr.shim brought this package for you , its from Myungsoo oppa" Hwa-Young came in with a package and a big bouquet of red roses in her hand a grin on her face making me chuckle

I took the flowers from her and smelled it, it was so beautiful and nice 

" thank you for bringing it but uh uh you are not spying get out buddy" i chuckled as she frowned and glared

" i am leaving but you got to tell us what he brought for you later!"

" haha okay now go" i chuckled as she left the room

and i started opening the package i chuckled as i saw an album full of our pictures. It was so cute and romantic as he had written texts under each photo with emojish i laughed as i saw a picture from his last year birthday, i visited his apartment late at night with my gift, a cake and a bag that had a frog's costume in
Since he had forced me to wear a Minnie mouth costume my birthday last year i also got him a frog costume and forced him to wear it all the night as we celebrated his birthday it was quiet fun sight when he got drunk in a frog costume drunk talking

He had a ton of pictures of me that i never knew when he took it, i couldnt help but smile as i saw it

And as i got to the last page of the album my heart fluttered *I know you will laugh at me saying that i look like the girl in this relationship and am so cheesy for saving all these memories. But i loved every memories i had with you and i cant wait to spend and make more memories. I loved you from the first time you introduced yourself as Apink's Son Naeun when we met at our hair salon till this moment i am writing for you. Knowing you and becoming friends was the best thing that ever happened to me Naeun. Give me a chance and i will show you that deep down you feel the same.*

I looked at the little box in the package and picked it up butterflies filled me as i saw the gift he got for me with a note inside it the box *wear it when you feel ready to accept me
Ps. I have mine on already and i swear you would fall for me when you see how good it looks in my finger Lol* i chuckled as i read the last part of the text. The ring was so beautiful as i tried it on i thought of him

Am i ready to let go of Taemin? Am i ready for oppa?