I get into my car and I turn on my phone to call Rarity. I feel that my mind feel so empty. I still have no idea what the hell is going on in my life recently. I got hooked up with my ex-bestfriend to hurt her, but end up falling in love with her slowly because she took care of me when I was insanely drunk. And I also fell in love with a random blond girl who was about to sell her virginity in a cheap ass bar. I am so confused. I just don't know what to do.

I actually have been calling Rarity for like 5 times now. She is not answering at all. I think she's mad at me. Or maybe she found out that I was with Applejack.

I just decide to go to her house to see if she's there and apologize to her.

I turn the radio on to calm my mind down and I drive fast to her house, luckily, her house isn't too far from the park where me and Applejack went there.

I park my car in front of her house and I go to her house. I have her key, she gave me it somedays ago so I just open her house and start to scream her name and hoping she is here.

"Rarity? Where are you?" I screamed loudly so she can hear it.

I hear a really loud scream from her room and I'm sure that's her scream. I run to her room as I kick the door to open it.

"What is happening?!?" I scream as I see her laying on her bed wearing her tight and transparent red lingerie.

She looks at me with her messy make up on her face. Her mascara was all over her cheeks.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU COME TO ME LAST NIGHT?!? WHERE WERE YOU?!?" she screams madly.
"WOAH WHAT THE HECK?!?" I got surprised when she screamed so lound with that look.

I get closer to her and grabbed her by her shoulder and start to hug her.
"Sorry..." that's the only thing which can come out of my mouth right now. I don't wanna explain what happened last night to her.

She keeps sniffing and she hugs me back really tightly. It just feels weird to me to hug someone that I don't even love, but maybe today is the day where I should decide that I should just be with Rarity. I don't think she's using me like the way I wanted to do to her. She was even worried when I was out and my phone died. And I know that I need at least someone in my life to support me and be with me. And today I decided, the person is Rarity. I might not love her, but I think she deserves to get love as much as possible. So now, I think I'll just give her my best.

I let go of her hug and she instantly looks at me with her worried face, that moment I kissed her softly. It feels like shit but I guess she deserves it.

It only went for some minutes, she started to smile and looks happier.

"Hey, you finally got cheered up." I said as I smile at her. She nodded and before it gets awkward I ask her "um.. what about we will have fun today? Let's go a park or mall or anywhere you want!"
At first, she looks surprised, and she finally agrees with it.

She walks to her room after she said that she wants to get ready. While me in the other hand, don't even want to wash my face or something.

I can hear the water from the bathroom, that means she is still taking shower, I believe it would take so long until she's completely ready to go out.

I decided to go to her room and laying on her bed. I'm so tired. I know she wouldn't have a problem with it, I'm her girlfriend afterall, so I can do whatever I want in her house.

I entered her room and instantly got surprised. I see tons of dollars on her bed laying just like that, so I walk fast there and I see there is a little note on the money. It's like a simple note on a random paper which someone tore up from no where. The handwriting is really difficult to read because it looks like an old person handwriting.

Thank you for the 50% discount, miss. Pretty sure I'll come for it again.

What the heck is it? Is it some kind of.. ugh I don't know I'll just ask her.

I wait until she finally gets out of the bathroom. "Sorry it took so long, darling." She said as she fixes the towel on her head. She didn't even look at me.

She finally realized that I was sitting next to her money. She gasps like she lost all of the oxygen in her lungs. "Explain!" I said to her as she looks more shocked.

"Um darling, it's nothing to worry about. It's all money from a woman wanted me to sew her daughter's dress. She picked it up yesterday, and paid me." She said.
"But why did you put it on your bed and also what is that little note anyway?" I raise my eyebrow waiting for her explanation.
"Oh, uh, that.. um.. that's a um a note to thank uh, me because I gave um, the woman discount." She stuttered.
"Ok" I said and I walk out of her room.

I don't want to think about something else now. Maybe there really was a woman who ordered a dress to her. Or maybe there wasn't.

Ugh what the hell. I'm so fucking done with this shit. Could it be that she was cheating? But her explanation about the dress and the woman is believable too! But why would she stutter so much when I asked her about the stupid note?

Ugh. If she cheats then fine. I was cheating too with that blond girl.
Wait what? No I didn't. What the hell did I think. That blond girl didn't even sleep with me. I didn't do anything with her last night! She might does not even like me in that way!

After a while I was drowning in my thoughts, Rarity finally gets out and said sorry again to me because she took so long. But this time, she acts like nothing happened about the money thing. Maybe it's really money from the woman, I guess.

I look at her from the bottom to the top, well, it's hard to deny she is pretty today. She is not wearing too much make up and also now she is wearing a kinda red tight dress which make her look classy yet natural on her face.

"You ready?" I asked and she nodded and smile at me.

We drive to one of the biggest malls in this town. I'm planning to buy her one of those expensive designer bags.

We finally arrive there, she looks really exited with it. Plus I told her that she can choose one thing later. She got really exited.

She holds my hand and we walk confidently like we are so proud that we are a couple. I can see that from her mostly. Maybe it's because I'm about to buy her something she really wants?

She finally sees one bag which she really wants to get, I follow her and I look at her happy face but it doesn't last long until she sees something and stares at it and looks so scared like she sees a ghost.