I stared at my beautiful fiancee who was leaning on the deck railings, enjoying the view of the pristine blue waters of the calm ocean.

I placed both hands on each of her sides, caging her as she comfortably rested on my chest. My hands made their way to her waist, then closing the little space between us with a warm embrace.

I managed to convince her to take a short break from planning our wedding that's why we're here on her yacht, enjoying our weekend together.

Ever since we started planning our wedding, she became restless. She's very hands-on and detail oriented with the wedding preparations and even though I know that she's enjoying, I still couldn't but help but feel worried that she might get stressed and wear herself out.

What's the use of hiring wedding planners if she'll do everything by herself?

"I'm glad you brought me here. I was so preoccupied with all the preparations that I didn't have time for you anymore," she said with a pout.

I'm quite relieved that she's calm now since just a while ago, she almost jumped to the water when I told her that this yacht that we're in is hers.

"Why is there a word 'laugh' engraved on this yacht?" Tanong niya habang paakyat kami ng yate.

"Named after you," I answered casually while I placed a hand on the small of her back and guided her towards the foredeck.

She stopped abruptly. "What? My name's London and not Laugh!"

I chuckled at her reaction then explained myself.

Laugh sounds like L-A-F, her initials. The other reason why I named the yacht as Laugh is because she's my joy, the only person who can make me laugh with just a silly remark.

This yacht was supposedly my anniversary gift for her. It just so happens that we separated before we even got the chance to celebrate our first year together as a couple.

"And oh, about a while ago when I climbed the railings, I wanted to do what Rose from Titanic did but then you panicked so I went down," she explained.

Oh, that explains it.

She wiggled herself out of my embrace then turned to face me. She glowed under the gentle glares of the sun as her hazel brown eyes met mine.

"You're attracted to her," my brother, Otello, spoke. It wasn't a question but rather a statement.

He obviously got that silly idea because he caught me staring at the girl whom our sister is with and whom I also met the other day when mom asked me to do her skincare shopping.

"Orion Vero Alvarez," I introduced. "Nice to meet you, London."

Our eyes locked for a while until my two pest-like siblings started fake-coughing.

We didn't have much interaction during that night that's why it really bothered me when I suddenly felt drawn to her.

I mean... yes, she's pretty and I can also tell that she's smart just by listening to her answers every time mom asks.

But are those enough reasons for me to suddenly be drawn to her? For me to agree to deliver foods from my mom to her condo which is an hour away from my place?

"Dear, please drop these to London's place," mom requested with a smile. There was a glint of something in her eyes that made me think that she's devising a plan. "I promise, this will be the last."

As promised, mom didn't ask me again to deliver foods to London.

I knew that I was in deep trouble when I started looking for reasons to drop by her place; when I started taking matters into my own hands.

"These cupcakes are delish!" She beamed. Damn, what a smile! "Can I ask for tita Viella's number? I'd like to thank her for these."

Biglang napawi ang ngiti ko at saka umiling. "I'll thank her for you." 'Cause guess what? Mom doesn't know a thing about baking.

If only I can tell you that I'm the one who's been baking these treats you've been enjoying.

That time, I knew I was feeling something for her; something that I, myself, couldn't name.

I'm sure it's neither infatuation nor like. I had my fair share with women before but never have I ever exerted the same amount of effort to them as much as I did for London.

What I have for London is something uncertain. There's no assurance that all my efforts will pay off.

Heck, I'm pretty sure she just considers me as her friend. Or worse, her friend's annoying brother!

I badly wanted to do something— to do something that will catch her attention; something that will lead her closer to me; something that will make her drawn to me.

But as much as I wanted to have her for myself, I knew better. So, I left.

I was too attracted to her that my attraction might ruin the both of us. She's too good for me and I didn't want to ruin her. I didn't want to risk this unlabeled yet beautiful thing we have.

I didn't want to break her heart.

She has a wonderful life ahead of her and I might not be able to stop myself from pursuing her if I'll stay. So, even though I wanted to be with her, I chose to leave.

"Hey, brostie!" I flinched when Gia, one of my trusted friends, suddenly appeared out of nowhere.

She sat on the swivel chair in front of my table and squinted her eyes. "Can't believe that you didn't notice me when I went in."

I was about to close my laptop but she was swift to take it away from my table and run towards the door.

"Oh my gosh! Is this the lucky girl?" She gushed then squealed loudly while looking at my laptop. My wallpaper to be exact.

Yes, my wallpaper is a picture of London and I. And yes, I was obviously too engrossed in looking at my wallpaper and enthralled by it that I failed to notice my nosy friend coming in my office.

I heaved a deep sigh and massaged my temples. Of all the people, it was the nosy one who first found out my secret.

I wouldn't be surprised if any minute from now, my mom would start questioning me with wedding details.

"Don't worry, your secret is safe with me," she assured, then placing my laptop back.

"What secret?" A familiar voice asked before the door of my office opened and another friend of mine entered.

"Orion's in love!" Gia squealed as she took my laptop again and ran to show Jarvis my wallpaper.

So much for keeping my secret, Gia.

Jarvis smirked and slow-clapped. "Damn, dude! Proud of you."

I let out a sigh and rested on my chair. There's no point in denying and trying to change the minds of these two. Plus, I don't want to lie.

So you're admitting that you love London? A part of my mind asked.

Love? I don't think so.

Yes, I love being with her. I love it when she says her witty remarks out loud. I love it when she talks about what she likes. I love it when she teases me. I love it when she tells me her goals, her hobbies, and everything that piques her interest.

I love it when her eyes twinkle in delight every time she sees a dessert. I love it when she stammers every time I tease her. I love it when she says something humorous every time there's awkwardness in the air. I love that every simple thing we do always seem so different and special.

I love the way she acts so freely and confidently, not pretending to please. I love it when the side of her lips rise every time she's thinking of something but chose not to share with me. I love the look of surprise when she sees that we're wearing the same color of shirt.

And I love the way she smiles at me and then I'd feel like nothing will ever go wrong.

In short, I love everything about her and every little thing she does.

"You really are in love, dude!" Jarvis' voice brought me back from my reverie. "Before you deny it, you were smiling like an idiot!"

"If it was her who's in your mind a while ago, then you're definitely in love with her," Gia added while wiggling her brows.

In love? I don't think this is love.

You don't think it's love or you just can't admit it?

If this is love, then being in love is nice. The only problem here is that with love, heartbreak follows because that's how it works.

I don't want to be in love because I know that the next thing that would happen is getting my heart broken.

And I don't want to end up brokenhearted...

If only there's some steps or rules that can help me avoid heartbreaks.

"Aww! Too bad you can't control your heart," Gia said with a pout. "As much as I want to help you, matters with the heart is not something you can control."

"I also think that you started liking her the first time you met. Ngayon mo lang talaga napagtanto," dagdag niya. "And she's also the reason why you're here. Alam mong wala kang pag-asa sa kaniya kaya umalis ka."

The both of us were supposed to be planning for our new business ventures yet here we are, talking about love and all that romantic stuffs.

I wanted to get rid of whatever this is that I have for her but the more I convince myself, the more I end up thinking about her; the more I long for her presence; the more I miss her.

So instead of denying all of these, I decided to trust on the uncertainty of where this will take me.

I decided to accept the fact that I, Orion Vero Alvarez, am in love with the woman who might break my heart.

There's no assurance that she'll reciprocate what I have for her but I'll choose to man up and do what I can do.

In the everyday of my stay in Dubai, there wasn't a day that I didn't think of her. There wasn't a time that I didn't try to send her a message.

But as much as I wanted to go back to the States and pursue her, I knew that I had to wait.

She has lots of goals and dreams in life and I want her to achieve all of those. I want her to pursue all her aspirations.

And if I'll be impulsive and rush back to her, I'll just distract and hinder her.

Just one more year, Orion, and then you'll see her again. I reminded myself when I almost bought a plane ticket when I saw an ad pop in my screen.

The thought of seeing her always inspired me to do better and to work harder so that when I come back, I could give her all my time and attention.

I waited for four excruciatingly painful years before I decided to come home. I wanted to surprise her but the moment I saw her at the mall, I wasn't able to stop myself from approaching her.

"Hey, are you okay?" I asked worriedly while checking her head. I might've shocked her with my presence that she accidentally bumped her head on the shelf.

She looked at me as if she couldn't believe that she's seeing me.

Did you miss me? Please tell me that you missed me, London.

I don't know what happened but she suddenly couldn't look at me.

Is she mad?

Did she forget me?

Did she unfriend me?

"Is the squid really back?" She asked with a smirk.

My heartbeat doubled and a warm and nice yet unexplainable feeling enveloped my chest when she spoke.

"Oo na nga! Na-miss kita," aniya, mukhang napipilitan pa pero para sa akin, sobra-sobra na iyon!

She missed me! London missed me!

Shall I go start planning our wedding?

I don't know what kind of love spirit possessed me but I started doing things I never thought I would do.

The next thing I know, I was already confessing like a hopeless romantic to her.

I wasn't expecting anything back. What surprised me is that she laughed!

She fucking laughed at my confession! Did she think I was joking?

Heck, that was the first time I confessed and the response I got was laughter?!

But damn! Instead of getting annoyed, I even felt happy and lighthearted because of what she did.

Is this a normal reaction? Or there's something wrong with me?

I did everything without expecting something back. Yes, I was hoping that we could be together but it's mostly because I wanted to prove to her that what I have for her is something real. I wanted my actions to match my words.

Because when I told her that what I have for her is more than just a like, I meant it.

I never thought that she'll ever like me back. I can still vividly remember the time when she told me that she doesn't want to be in a relationship.

But despite all the uncertainties, I took the risk.

"But for you, I'll take it. Let's make it official, Orion."

I thought being successful in my field is the only thing that can make me happy. But then I realized that those were nothing compared to the words she said.

The days when I was with her were pure bliss. I never entered a romantic relationship before so all of these are new to me.

So when she asked me to spend Christmas with her at her parents' place, I said yes in a heartbeat.

"Thank you for making my daughter happy," Mrs. Farello said, surprising me. "London is scared of getting hurt. So for her to risk her heart and be with you, you must be really special."

She smiled kindly at me then asked if I'd like to bake with her. I was able to know more about her family during our short stay with them.

"Someday, if you'll decide to propose to my daughter, would it be too much to ask if you'll... you know... let me see it?" Mrs. Farello asked.

She spent the following minutes convincing me to agree to her request. I didn't say no, though. It's just that I didn't had the chance to respond since she got giddy and excited.

"Wow! Really?" Aniya nang tumango at umoo ako. "That was partly a trick question. I wanted to know if you can see yourself marrying her."

I smiled, then admitting how in love I am with her daughter. We talked about love and marriage and everything in between and I honestly can't believe that I'm having this conversation with my girlfriend's mother!

Proposing to London is not a bad idea. I mean... not now, of course. But then, I'm really serious with her so proposing and marrying her is not an impossible dream.

Well, unless the world wants you apart. A part of my mind said.

Nonsense! Why would the world want us apart? The other part of my mind answered back.

I have faith in our relationship and I know that we'd last. I was hoping and praying that we'll stick together no matter what happens but then... the world had other plans for us.

"Mr. Alvarez, my team in Dubai caught the accomplice of Miss Tavora. It would be best if you go there as soon as possible," the investigator I hired informed.

I had to hire people when the incident between London and Malds happened. I didn't want it to happen again and I started getting suspicious that something is wrong in the company.

I found out that Malds paid Tavora to spy on us. Tavora, however, used her position to embezzle from our company.

We didn't have much proofs since she's a stealthy woman. But when her accomplice got caught, we now have enough people to testify against her.

I never mentioned anything to London because I know that she doesn't want anything to do with such matter. I knew that she wanted to forget everything that happened and I didn't want to take the peace of mind she'd been struggling to have ever since the incident happened.

Even though it was midnight, I still went to Dubai. I want this to be over as soon as possible because as long as I know that there's someone out there who can be a threat to London, I'd never be at peace.

What happened between Malds and her caused me nightmares. I've been struggling with those horrendous thoughts ever since it happened.

I'd sometimes hear gunshots and an image of her in her almost lifeless state flashes in my mind. It bothered me even in my walking hours that I couldn't concentrate on my work, the reason why I had to work late because I was getting behind.

I never told London about my nightmares and everything that bothered me because I know that she's struggling too. Ayaw ko nang dagdagan ang mga pinagdadaanan niya dahil alam ko namang nadamay lang din siya at ako ang puno't dulo ng nangyari.

"Brostie!" Gia welcomed me with a hug the moment I stepped foot in Dubai.

We didn't waste any more time and went straight to my office to meet with the investigators. We were in the middle of discussing when one of my men barged in, looking distressed and scared.

"Tavora escaped a-and..." he trailed off and brought his eyes to me before looking down.

"And what?" Gia snapped, starting to get impatient.

"Engineer Farello is in the hospital—"

Before he could even finish, I stood up, then hitting the table out of frustration. Everyone in the room flinched because of what I did. Some looked scared, even my friends who had seen me in my worst state, but I was too worried about London to even care.

We rode Gia's family's private plane to fly back to the States. It was a really long flight and I was restless. My mind was occupied by London and I can't even explain the dread I'm feeling.

I tried taking a nap but I ended up having nightmares again. The thought of London being in a hospital again broke my heart. She got dragged again!

"I'm sorry," I sobbed as I held her hand.

We went straight to the hospital where she's confined and just like the last time, seeing her in this state— unconscious with bandages around her, is unbearable.

I gently squeezed her hand, hoping it'll wake her up.

This is the second time that she's hospitalized because of me. I claim to love her but is this still healthy? Am I still good for her? Or am I just causing her more harm than good?

"I think I have to leave."

"What?!" Sabay na napatabon ng bibig sina Jarvis at Gia nang napagtantong tumaas ang boses nila.

"Is it because she's here again?" Ani Iouis. "Don't you think she needs you here?"

"If I'll stay, something worse might even happen," I answered, then bringing my eyes back to London who's still unconscious.

"I thought you love her? Why are you just deciding to leave? I mean... I understand your reason but don't you think you have to inform her? It'll break her heart, Orion." It was Gia in her most serious self which is rare.

"Yes, I love her. But don't you think staying even though she's getting hurt because of me is selfish?" Tanong ko pabalik kaya natahimik naman sila. "Of course I want to be with her. I'm happy when I'm with her. But I don't think my happiness is that important that I will put her life at risk."

Just the thought of leaving her breaks my heart. This is different when I left years ago because that time, we weren't in a relationship. It was easier to leave knowing that she's not expecting me to stay. But now, I'm leaving and she will surely despise me because of it.

Yes, I can tell her. It would be selfish of me to decide for the both of us but knowing London, she'd just tell me that it's not my fault and that there's nothing I should be worried about. She got hurt again when she's still clearly recovering from what happened with her and Malds.

She's just gonna pretend that she's fine; like nothing happened at all.

"What should I do?" I asked desperately from my friends who were looking at me with pity. Wala na akong pakialam kung magmumukha akong kawawa sa harapan nila. Ang importante ngayon ay may magawa ako para hindi na ito maulit.

"If you think leaving her is for the best, then you should do it," ani Iouis bago bumaling kay Gia at bumulong. "If he'll tell her, I don't think he'd be able to leave at all."

"Yeah," pagsang-ayon ni Gia at sumulyap sa akin. "If I'm in her place, I think I'm gonna beg and cry my heart out until he decides not to leave."

"But she might despise him for this," ani Jarvis at nakisali na. "Baka wala na siyang babalikan."

"Well, I don't think he's thinking about himself. From what I can see, all he cares about right now is to keep her safe and to find ways that this won't happen again," sagot naman ni Gia. "I feel like he's willing to sacrifice even if it means she won't want him back in the future... even if it means he'll be unhappy."

Patuloy silang nagbulungan at hindi man lang naisip na baka naririnig ko. Buti naman at napag-isipan nilang lumabas kaya naiwan kami ni London.

I brought her hand to my lips, savoring the feeling of her skin because this might be the last. What they said were true. If I'm gonna leave, she'll surely hate me. She'd think that she didn't matter to me when in fact she's all that matters to me.

I know that she might not understand my reasons. I also know that she may find someone new. But then, her safety and well-being is my priority.

"I'm sorry, my London," I spoke, hoping she'd hear me. "I'm sorry that this is the only way I can think of."

I stayed beside her, holding her hand while offering silent prayers until I was informed that Andy, Phili, and Euxine are on their way back.

I caressed her cheeks and kissed her on the forehead for the last time, not wanting to leave but Iouis and Jarvis pulled me away.

Each step I took walking away from her broke my heart. It didn't help when an image of her smiling face flashed in my mind.

I'm not sure on how I'm gonna survive the following years but I guess, the thought that I'm not bringing any threat into her life will be enough.

I instructed my secretary on what he has to do once London wakes up while my friends and I prepared to return to Dubai.

I decided to have everyone I know investigated. It would obviously take a lot of time and money but I honestly don't care. All I need is the assurance that none of the people I know is a threat to her.

I was in the middle of a conversation with the investigators when I received a message from one of my friends. It was Zio, a high school classmate of ours but we still remained friends even after we separated ways.

Zio:

I think I'm in the same flight with your girl.

I smiled. My girl.

Not anymore, though. But in my heart she will always be.

"Please watch over her for me," sabi ko sa kabilang linya.

"I will. Please do the same for me," anang kausap at saka pinatay na ang tawag.

Hindi nagtagal, pumasok sina Gia, Iouis at Jarvis sa opisina ko.

"Hey, Gia," tawag ko sa kaibigan. "I just got off a call with your lover."

Biglang umasim ang kaniyang mukha at sinamaan ako ng tingin. "Oh, shut up!"

"Ooohh! She didn't deny it," Jarvis teased.

"Wow! Dalaga na si Gia," Iouis added, making Gia look like she's about to cry. "Gia and—"

"Shut up!"

"—sitting on a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g," pagpapatuloy ni Iouis sa pagkanta na sinabayan pa ni Jarvis.

"I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" Sigaw niya at isa-isa pa kaming tiningnan.

"Hindi ka namin susuyuin, Gia," ani Iouis, mukhang gusto talagang paiyakin sa inis ang kaibigan.

"Mga gago!" Sigaw ulit ni Gia bago padabog na lumabas.

"You do know that she's the only one who knows the project details, right?" Sabi ko sa kaibigan na nagkibit-balikat lang.

Napailing na lang ako at sumandal sa upuan. I guess I'm spending another day torturing myself by reminiscing everything London and I did.

Thinking about her and reminiscing about the times we were together became a part of my routine. Every morning, I would imagine myself waking up beside her. I would greet her and then I'd ask for my good morning kiss. Sometimes, when I miss her more than usual, I would hug my pillow and pretend that it's her.

During midday, when I'm having lunch alone, I would think about the times we spent eating lunch together and replay the conversations we had and would even sometimes find myself smiling when I remember one of her jokes or her amusing remarks.

And at night, before I sleep, I would dedicate most parts of my prayer for her. I would then close my eyes and imagine that she's next to me and caressing my hair as I fall asleep. Sometimes, when I wake up in the middle of night because of a nightmare, my mind would immediately go back to imagining that she's beside me and she would then assure me that she's safe and happy and that there's nothing I should be worried about.

I honestly thought I was going crazy with everything that's going on in my mind. But then, it's my way of coping. I was able to get through the following days because of it.

"Why are you here?" We all asked in unison.

I gave Gia and Jarvis a curious look and they did the same.

Looks like I'm not the only one who can't sleep, huh?

"Nightmares?" Ani Jarvis bago umupo sa kabuhanginan.

We were on one of the artificial islands we acquired for our new business ventures. We decided to use one of the islands for relaxation so the four of us have been staying here and I must say, living an island life is quite relaxing.

Tinanguan ko ang kaibigan at umupo na rin. Si Gia naman, nasa gitna namin at tahimik lang na pinagmamasdan ang katubigan.

"You?"

"Missing someone," mahinang sagot ni Jarvis bago itinuon ang atensyon sa kaniyang mga paa.

Patuloy kong tinitigan si Gia dahil alam kong nararamdaman niya ang pagtitig ko. Nang hindi na makayanan, suminghal siya at saka isa-isa kaming sinulyapan ni Jarvis.

"Same reason as his'."

She didn't have to elaborate because we both knew what she meant. I can feel the same sentiments and I know what they're feeling— that feeling of emptiness and longing for someone.

Gia sighed and placed an arm on my shoulders. She did the same with Jarvis before letting our heads rest on her shoulders.

Looks like birds with the same feather really flock together, huh?

"Why am I not invited?" Iouis asked from behind.

I felt him kneel behind Gia before placing an arm on our shoulders as well. We were like doing a group hug but we weren't facing each other.

"Ah, now I know why I'm not invited," Iouis spoke again. "It's because I'm not a member of your brokenhearteds' club."

Sabay kaming napatingin sa kaniya at agad namang itinaas ang dalawang kamay, kunyare nagsu-surrender.

"I'm not heartbroken, you idiot!" Pag-depensa ni Jarvis sa sarili.

"You know what? I'm tired of seeing you, lame folks, in this state," ani Iouis at isa-isa kaming pinatayo at pinabalik sa kaniya-kaniyang mga kwarto at pinabihis.

I wasn't in the mood to go clubbing but I also had no strength to argue with Iouis.

"Hey, Mr. Alvarez, wanna have fun?" An annoying voice asked.

I massaged my temple and closed my eyes for a bit, ignoring whoever that person is. Next thing I know, someone is already straddling me with her lips on mine!

Fuck! This is cheating!

I held the person's waist and pushed her, causing her to fall from my lap to the floor.

I'm sorry but I don't want to disappoint my London.

"Kuya! Please take over the company! You know very well that it's not my passion!" Oceanne said as she barged into my office, then giving me a puppy eye and a pout.

Hindi pa ako nakasagot, nagsalita na ulit siya. "You'll be working with London! Don't you want to patch things up?"

I looked at my sister with a newfound interest, her eyes gleaming mischievously knowing that I'm about to get lured into her bait.

She smirked. "Ah, all it takes is one name... just one name and you're suddenly into the family business."

"Four years of investigation is enough," dagdag pa ng kapatid. "Go shoot your shot."

"But I left her. It would be unfair if I'll just come back to her life—"

"And that's why you should explain. It's not like you're just gonna barge in her life and pretend that nothing happened," she cut me off, looking annoyed that she still has to explain. "Apologize, explain, and woo her. But if she doesn't want anything to do with you, then..."

"But then you had reasons," ani Iouis at walang seremonyang pumasok sa opisina ko kasama ang dalawa pang kaibigan. "This will make me cringe but I know that you, uh, you know... love her. I mean, you really did all of these complicated measures just for her... it means something, right?"

"But I think he's ashamed and he feels like he doesn't have the right to be with her because he left—"

"Well it's up to him," Jarvis cut Gia off. "It's either he tries his luck or forever love her from afar and see her marry someone else and live—"

"Stop it!" I shouted and covered my ears. "I get it, okay?!"

Hearing about such possibility is too much to bear. I know that I'm the one who left but that doesn't mean I stopped loving her already.

It will always be engraved in my heart and mind that I broke her heart. I know that I have a reason for leaving but the guilt of making that decision will never vanish.

And that's why I will spend the rest of my life making it up to her for the times I broke her heart. I will shower her with so much love until there wouldn't be any trace of heartbreak in her.

"Why are you smiling?" London's soft and lullaby of a voice brought me back from my long trip to memory lane.

I shook my head and only smiled at her. I kissed her forehead and hugged her tight.

Every time I think about what happened to us, my heart literally aches. But unlike the times when I was alone and I only had my pillows to rely on, I'm now with her. I'm finally back in her loving and comforting arms.

Hindi ko na kailangang magpanggap na siya ang kayakap kong unan dahil nandito na siya ngayon. Hindi ko na kailangang manatili sa imahinasyon kong magkasama kaming nagtatanghalian dahil magkasama na talaga kami ngayon.

I never understood why we had to go through such. But now, it all made sense. The hardships prepared us for this... for this moment that will surely be engraved on my heart.

If it weren't for all those hard decisions and heartbreaks we underwent, we wouldn't be here; we wouldn't learn on how to fight for each other; we wouldn't learn on how to hope; we wouldn't learn the real essence of love.

"Here, take this," Mrs. Vuitton said while wriggling a ring from her finger without forethought.

I set a discreet meeting with London's parents because I wanted to ask for their blessings.

I already had a plan in my mind but the conversation I had with mama Celestina years ago flashed in my mind.

I already have a ring, specially designed by a cousin of mine. But then, Mrs. Vuitton gave me her engagement ring as well. And that's when I thought that I should alter my plan.

I kissed her forehead again, can't seem to get enough of her. I embraced her even tighter as I looked up at the clear, blue sky and thanked The Heavens for blessing me with such amazing woman.

I should probably thank Oceanne for this too!

Being with London is like a roller coaster ride. We had our fair share of ups and downs. One day, we're okay and then the next day, we're facing another problem.

The things around us seem to change in an overwhelming pace yet the only thing I'm sure that didn't change throughout the years is my love for her.

One day, we were bickering and trying to explain our sides for our sentiments, and then the next, I was already at the altar, waiting for her.

She wanted to have a garden wedding with only the closest people in our lives. And I must admit, it's a really great idea.

The whimsical boho theme we agreed on is better than I imagined. The organizers outdone themselves and everything looked perfect.

But when she started walking on the aisle, the lavish decorations seemed nothing.

As she graced towards the altar, looking so entrancing with her twinkling eyes and a small grin on her face, I couldn't help but be teary-eyed.

In a blink, all the pain was gone and was replaced with a promise of a lifetime with her.

I slid the wedding ring on her finger, the band that will bond us forever.

I don't know what the future holds but I'm confident that as long as I'm with her, all will be well.

I lifted her veil and my love's mesmerizing eyes met mine. I can't believe that finally... after all the years of waiting and suffering... after all the heartbreaks, my heartbreaker is now in front of me, flashing me the sweetest smile I've ever seen.

Finally... the woman who was once the reason why I got my heart broken... is now my wife. And I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with her.