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Zane's POV
I woke up in my hospital bed with the sun shining through the blinds right into both of my eyes, yes I no longer wore the mask or put my hair in front of my eye.
I looked over to see Travis laying next to me. I had been stuck in this hospital for five days and Travis has not left my side. Finally today was the day I go home.
Me and Travis also agreed last week that we want to move in together so my brother have been planning and moving Travis' stuff to my house because their house is to small for another person.
The police have yet to find my father and I doubt they will but we will just all watch out for him, I hope he doesn't come back but I just can't shake the feeling that we haven't seen the last of him.
I watched as the man I love turned over and opened his beautiful eyes at me and smiled.
'Good morning beautiful' Travis said to me flirtatiously.
'Good morning' I said smiling back.
'I love being able to see you smile' he said snuggling up towards me.
I saw him look at my left arm. He traced the just over a week old cuts on my arm with his finger.
'Please Zane never do this again I love you and there is no reason to be sad anymore I'm here' Travis said snuggling even closer and kissing my cheek.
'I'm sorry that I didn't tell you about this Travis I love you so much and I promise I won't lie to you again' I said smiling.
Travis' POV
Zane was now up and dressed with his arm fully in a cast and believe it or not the cast cover was not black, I persuaded him to get a different colour other than black so he got my favourite colour, green.
I am so happy to see him being happy. How he is now is the happiest I have ever seen him in the entire time I have known him.
'What that is so not true' Zane laughed.
'Oh yes it is' I laughed back.
'There is no way that happened' he laughed again.
'No seriously on the first day of freshman year I bumped into you and asked where homeroom was and you just basically growled at me' I said back laughing.
'Wow I was a really jerk in high school wasn't I?' He asked.
'I don't care I love you for you and that you is the you I see now' I said smiling.
'I was scared that you wouldn't love me if I told you about...her' Zane said to me beginning to cry.
'No Zane baby don't cry!' I said running over to Zane and hugging him.
'I don't care about Ava...I care about you Zane because I love you so much' I said smiling and kissing his head.
'I know... do you have any questions?' He asked. We sat down on the bed beside each other.
'Well kind of but I don't know how you'll feel about me asking' I said back.
'No go on ask away' he said confidently.
'Because you never had anything changed can you still....?'
'Ok put it like this if a woman can do it I can' he said making it easier for me.
'So you can get pregnant then?' I asked nervously.
Zane's eyes widened at my question. He began looking like he was thinking to himself.
'Well yeah I guess I mean I never thought about that...' he said still looking like he was thinking.
'I'm sorry I didn't mean to pry I just...I wanted to know for the future I mean we are dating after all...I'm sorry I asked' I said sad that I made Zane uncomfortable.
'No Travis its fine I mean I guess I want to have kids someday but I guess I never thought I would find someone who would want to...do you want kids?' He asked.
This really shocked me but I knew the answer right away. I knew that any kids I would have would most likely be a demon like me but I couldn't let him know that.
'Yes.... but I don't know if I could handle kids' I said sadly.
'You wouldn't be alone I mean you would have your partner with you' he said placing his hand on my knee.
'Yeah so I guess I do what kids someday' I said smiling.
As I smiled Zane smiled back at me. I was hoping he was thinking the same thing as me but I didn't want to push the thought. As we sat there the doctor that we now know as Claire came into the hospital room.
'Hi there you two. Zane how are you feeling today?' She asked as perky as ever.
'I'm ok thanks Claire, my arms just a bit sore that's all' Zane said back.
'Well these should help with that here' she said handing Zane a box of what I guess was medication for the pain in his arm.
'Thanks' he said with a smile.
'So what now can we go home yet?' I asked hopefully.
'Well now Zane has the medication I can check you out now if you want?' She asked.
'Oh my Irene yes please!' Zane said happily and smiling.
'Ok well I'll check you out then' she said smiling.
'But before I do' she said coming over and sitting on the bed with us.
'I couldn't help but hear your conversation about children' she said actually quite calm with is very unusual for Claire.
'Great so what is it? Going to tell me it's not possible right?' Zane said sounding kind of annoyed.
'No quite the opposite. I believe that you two could easily have children if you wanted' she said smiling.
'REALLY?!' I shouted.
'Yes really if you really wanted to have children you could. And Zane is you do decide to do this in the future I will be there the whole way and support the two of you in all you decisions' she said smiling.
'Thank you so much Claire. Over the time I have been here you have become more of a friend than a doctor to me so thank you very much' Zane said smiling even bigger.
'Your very welcome now I'll check you you out and you can leave whenever you want' she said softly standing up and walking to the door.
'Ok see you later' I said smiling as she left.
I looked at Zane smiling and he smiled back.
'I love your smile' I said finally breaking our romantic silence.
'And I love you' he said back also smiling.
Zane's POV
Well I'm on my way home. Garroth and Vylad have been moving Travis' stuff into my house all week and now I finally get to see what my house is like with two people...maybe more one day?.
The conversation I had with Travis really got me thinking...what if one day I do have children?...I think I should leave this topic my head is in scrambles.
We approach the house and see Garroth and Vylad run out of the house and into the street.
'OMI those two' I laughed.
'Well they are really excited to show you what they have been up too this week they have been working so hard' Travis laughed back as we pulled up into our driveway.
As soon as the car had stopped Garroth and Vylad ran over. Travis got out the car, opened my door and helped me out.
'Oh baby brother your home!' Garroth screamed as I got out of the car and then hugged me.
'Nice to see you too Garroth but you have seen me in hospital you know' I laughed.
'I know but it's great to see you looking so well and happy' Garroth said still smiling.
'Well I'm glad to home that's for sure, I've missed my bed' I laughed.
'Hahaha of course that's what you have missed' Travis laughed.
As me and Travis cuddle on the couch in OUR house I can't help but think what it would be like to spend the rest of my life with this casanova I love him so much and I know he loves me but I'm scared that one day he will click back to reality and realise what I am...realise that Ava is still a part of me in some way...she makes up the entirety of my young childhood.
And then the subject we where talking about today...children. I can see myself having children one day maybe with Travis but...how would I deal with all the looks and comments I would get.
I suddenly realise that I am crying so I sniff and wipe my eyes.
'Zane baby what's wrong? Why are you crying?' Travis asked me concerned.
'Nothing I'm fine just thinking...don't worry' I said to reassure him.
'Are you thinking about what we where talking about today?' He asked.
'Y-yes but don't worry' I said.
'I've been thinking about it too' he said looking down.
'Let's not think about it for a while ok I just want to leave that conversation for another day' I said smiling.
'Ok' he said smiling back.
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