Am I Losing It?

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(Lucy's P.O.V)

"Again! Your movement is to slow Light Goddess! If you keep this up, then you will surly lose your battle against the Dark One." I pulled myself up after sparring with Sterling over two hours now. "Look, I'm trying aren't I? These damn curses keep making me slow!" Sterling moved his foot out making me fall flat on my back again. "So you think the Dark One will go easy on you because you're sick? I don't think so Lucy. Now up before the daisies overgrow!"

I huffed in annoyance and picked up my sword. "This is a complete waste of time." I muttered upset my breath. Sterling glared daggers at me, but kept moving on with the lesson. "Ready?" I nodded and stances into battle form. Sterling moved a second later and was in front of me with his sword slashing to my chest. I paced my sword to dodge his attack and jumped away to regain composure. "Do not think of your tactics Lucy! You can be easily read by your eyes! Just do with heart!" Sterling called for his wings and started to send the wind in my direction. I used my wings to block and send his attack back to him. Sterling pushed himself into the air. "When your enemy is in the air, you must bring him back to ground level, or else neither of you will have the advantage." I flapped my wings to meet Sterling's level in the air and shot dozens of daggers to his directions.

Sterling blocked most until three went though his left wing. With Sterling distracted, I moved in and hit him with the hilt of my sword to his cheek and shot him back to the ground. Sterling landed before losing balance and no longer had his wings with him. "With your  enemy dazed, now is your chance to strike him." I landed beside him and used my wings to kick his feet out under him. Sterling landed and was about to pick himself up until meeting my blade against his neck. Sterling grinned in amusement. "Well done Lucy. About time you took me down."

"Shut up, Sterling." I replied while putting out my hand to help him up. Sterling accepted he help and was back on his feet. "That was amazing Lucy-San!" The small voice behind yelled. I knew it was Wendy, but I didn't turn back to reply. "Thanks." I simply replied and started to walk the other direction. Her footsteps were heard coming closer to me. "I should probably clean your wounds Lucy. That was an intense battle between you and Sterling-San!" I continued walking not meeting her gaze on me. "No thanks. I'm fine." Wendy slightly gasped and slowed on her steps. "A-Are you sure? I mean it won't hurt to-"

I sharply turned back hunching over her with fearsome eyes. "I. Don't. Need. Your. Help." I harshly whispered to her scared face. I straighten myself and continued walking away from her. "O-okay..." I heard under her breath. Sterling was staring at me with confusion. "What was that for?" His expression said to me. "None of your business." I said back in my expression. I entered the palace to go wash myself off, when I heard Gray and Natsu arguing.

"For the last time Pyro, Erza is First in Command so that means we follow her orders! You can't be acting stupid during this!" Gray growled with his heading against Natsu's head. "I don't care what Erza says! If Lucy or anyone needs help, then I'm gonna help! It's what Fairy Tail is for right? So why the hell should I listen to orders when I can help those in need!?"

Help? Is that all I ever need? Help!? I entered the Dining Hall where they were arguing nonstop. I made a dagger appear and shot it between them scaring the life out of both of them. Natsu and Gray eyes the door to see me holding another dagger. I held a gruesome glare at the both of them. "If either of you think to argue at this time? Then both of you are dead wrong. I don't need any arguments and I don't need help. Got that?" The daggers disappeared from the wall as I continued to walk away.

"Revenge. Kill. Destroy." The voice whispered in my head making me dizzy for me to walk. I leaned on the wall of the hallways and returned to walk again, only this time with my hand on the walls. "One day. In one day and you will kill him. You will fulfill your destiny and will always see darkness. Even in your heart it will be there. It started in your spirit, and is ever growing so slowly, that you don't even realize it. I'm coming for you Lucy. And when you accomplish your destiny, I will finally be free for all to see."

I dazed out of focus and started to fall to the ground. My blood trickled out of my nose and eyes, dropping to the ground with light thuds.

Drip. Drip.

"Do not let that voice haunt you Lucy. It will make you walk into the darkness! You must succumb it and fight the voice. It's only an illusion Lucy. Don't let it take over your mind. Fight it! Fight the war and win it for you nakamas! For your people!" Seraphina...you're here? "I've always been with you Lady Lucy. Tomorrow will be the last day of peace before the battle comes to you. Do not push your friends away Lucy. Be with them when you need them most.

I don't need their help or them Seraphina. "That's a lie Lucy. You're afraid of your love for them. For you love of that boy!" It's not right for me to be in love with my partner. It feels... wrong. "Is it wrong for a woman that looked like she was in her twenties but was actually four-hundred years old to be in love with a thirty year old?"

"Do not listen to her Lucy. She's only lying to hide the truth from you! Feeling emotions will bring you to your death. Only revenge and death to others is the answer."

"Lucy! You are the Light Goddess protector of the Light! Don't listen to this fraud that only wants to stop you from winning! Love and feelings saved me from making the wrong choice. Don't mistake feeling a powerful emotion as darkness!"

"The only thing that will save everyone Lucy, is by killing the man that wants to end everything! Kill Zelroth and you can finally be free from this darkness! From this shadow that looms over all of EarthLand!"

"If you kill him Lucy then that darkness will be free from its prison! You won't solve a problem, but to just create another one! Seal Zelroth and the others away and life as you know it will be back to normal!"

"LIES! You do nothing but lie to the poor girl! It's her destiny to kill him! It was her destiny to be-"

"SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP! ALL OF YOU LEAVE ME ALONE!" My hands kept hitting my head to silence Seraphina and the unknown voice. Their argument about me wanting to choose either I kill Zelroth or seal him away was ripping my sanity apart. "JUST BE QUIET SO I CAN THINK!"

I shouted to myself and the voices while hitting the back of my head against the wall. I could feel a liquid go down the back of my head, but continued to keep hitting my skull straight on. I started to wail in agony with my vision becoming a crimson red while blood spurted out of my mouth. "LEAVE ME ALONE! ALL OF YOU JUST LEAVE ME BE!!!"

"LUCE!" The sound of footsteps came closer to me. I didn't stop what I was doing to make the two in my head be quiet. "Silence! That's all I want! Silence!" I rapidly whispered with my fingernails clawing my scalp away. "Luce! Stop hurting yourself and let us help you." Two hands gently grabbed my wrists to stop me from torturing myself. "Lucy-nee! Please Wendy, how can we help her?!" A small little voice asked worryingly. "I'll put her down to sleep. It may not help for long, but it'll stop her from inflicting any more pain on herself!"

I yanked my hands away from the warm ones. "NO! NOT SLEEP! ANYTHING BUT SLEEP!" I used my hands and wings to cover me, away from the people who want to put me to sleep. "Come on guys! There has to be another way than other doing this to her?" Another male said that had a cold aura around him. "Miss Erza! You are the First in Command and is the second highest to the army. You should decided wether we put her to sleep or find another plan." A male said this time sounded more mature.

It was all quiet for many moments only to hear my whimpering and my shaky wings. "Put her to sleep Wendy. This is all we can do to her." I yelled when the my red vision became blue and felt a comforting magic passing over me, but it was going to make me sleep."PLEASE!Don't..." I became limp and felt a presence that send chills down my back and made my stomach do backflips. "It's okay Lucy. You'll only be out for a few hours. Until then, I'm not leaving your side."

I faded into the lonely dark room again and was still floating in midair. What did I just do? One minute I was ignoring my friends, and the next thing I remember was screaming for two voices to leave me alone. Was it Gray and Natsu? Wendy or Erza? No, these voices want me to decided to kill or seal Zelroth away. If I don't decide, will they keep doing this to me? Am I just losing my humanity at this point with my sanity coming close to breaking as well? But I'm insane already? I have been ever since having that first nightmare.

The red sky, the blood everywhere, all of the bodies piled on top of each other... Was that dream telling me of the future? Am I going to lose this war? Damn it! So many questions that I can't answer until one more day!

But there's one question I know that I can answer.

I have the power of premonition.

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(*siiiiiiiiigh* I know...it's not good. ONE MORE CHAPTER BEFORE THE BATTLES COME ALRIGHTY!!! JUST BARE WITH ME UNTIL THEN!!! WE CAN DO THIS OKAY! Alight...anyway guys as always....
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