- Yoongi -

Jimin do you know how much I care?Of course you don't you can't even remember the person who cares for you only him you'll remember.Finishing up today's entry I closed the diary.Walking into Jimin's room I looked at his peaceful face.Going back to my room I cried because tomorrow he wouldn't remember he would ask me "Who are you".But after I tell him my name he had this look that said he could trust me.Jimin has friends which he would remember time to time.Today he remembered Taehyung Jimin's best friend who is currently in America of course he'd remember him everyday which hurt every time we saw him.In the morning we went to Namjoon's coffee shop which we go to everyday seeing him Jimin ran up and squished him.The looks he gave the boy was completely different from the ones he gave me.He saw me as a older brother who he could depend on to the boy he looks at him with loving eyes.

I hate everybody but him
I've heard those words a couple of times when the day doesn't go the way he wants.Sometimes he gains his memory back only to end up crying because "he's lonely and can't even get a proper job or live a proper life"when that happens Jimin resorts to cutting himself.Me sitting on the other end cannot help only him.

I wish you left me alone
Why would I do that?I'm more afraid you'd leave me for him after all he's asked you many times to go with him.

Walking to my bed I laid down.Crying myself to sleep again.

Waking up I was in a good mood because of a special dream I had.One about Jimin gaining all his memory's back and how he was my boyfriend.Walking into Jimin's room I leaned over and looked at him.Beautiful was the only word I could think of.Sitting on my knees smiling like a idiot I didn't notice that Jimin woke up already and was looking right at me."Yoongi what's so funny"? was what I wished he said of course he would never remember me.I don't know why he remembered all his friends at least once yet he never remembered me..

Jimin:Can I ask who are you where is Jin hyung?!

Of course I was expecting this but it hurt everyday hearing all our friends name come out of his mouth except mine.."I'm Min Yoongi or Suga you have Transient global amnesia (TGA)
(Lazy to explain to many words so just look it up!)I live with you.

Jimin:Ok Yoongi hyung!Can you take me to Jin!

"Of course"There it was his usual "I trust you hyung"look.It was a good good he trusts me but I know our relationship will never be more.Getting ready to go to Namjoon's coffee shop I felt that Jimin was a bit different.As we were walking to the store he kept clinging to me.Not complaining it's just he always kept his distance.Turning the corner we reached the store.Letting go Jimin ran into the store and jumped on Jin's lap.

Jimin:Hyung I missed you!

Jin:Really because you haven't said that in a long time....

Jimin:Hey is Jungkook coming?

Before Jin could talk the bell rang which meant someone came walking up to us there he is.

Jimin:JUNGKOOK!

Jungkook:Hyung how are you!

Walking up to us he gave Jimin a hug a meaningful one full of love.There was something going on between them but I never really knew till Jimin's accident..
All of us sitting down we talked about whatever.

Jin:We should go to the beach again!Remember when...oh never mind...

No one talked about the past because it was something everyone but Jimin could remember.He cried because he couldn't remember because he was different.When someone talked about the past Jimin looked disappointed in himself.

Jimin:Why'd you stop?!What did you do at the beach!

Jin looking at me shocked I have him a shrug.All of us shocked by Jimin's answer we just looked at the boy.

Jimin:Hyung let's go!!!!

A/N first chapter how did you like it?
I really don't know what to talk.YES EVEN IN YOONMIN I HAVE TO HAVE JIKOOK BECAUSE JIKOOK IS LIFE.

Go check out my other stories Playboy's lover (vmin)

Bodyguard (jikook)
tell me how my first chapter was!I like reading your comments so I could try to improve.This is really different writing compared to my other stories so I'd like to hear if you like this writing style ^^