A/N

Feeling better ^^
Update  on that A/N from the other day. Yes he is dating her... I cried at school but I got over it now.

Jungkook

I wonder when it started. When all my emotions lit like a flame. Not even thinking twice about my actions. My mom told me to protect the people I love right? So why am I sitting in the principle's office right now. It wasn't my fault.. I'm just protecting him. I can't recall when this all started. Maybe  when I was a sophomore? It doesn't really matter though. All that matters was him. My first serious relationship was with a junior. We met on the rooftop and slowly became friends. We relied on each other when he'd cry in the middle of the night we would talk to hours. It was all perfect till he came. A Hyung who was a senior. I'd see him time to time but never really noticed him. Something changed he'd put more trust into him. But I was okay with it till.... He kissed him. Running up I grabbed him by the collar. I'm just trying to protect him can't I do that much?

Present

Even if pills don't help I still take them so mom will be happy. Every time I take one she smiles. I like it when everyone smiles specially Jimin. Giggling I got off my chair heading for the door. Another day Jungkook don't torture yourself anymore just end it.. shut up.. Blocking my thoughts out I ran to Namjoon's shop. Hyung I need you right now...  Coming to the corner I saw it all. Everything is repeating again.. holding his hand whispering something and beginning to walk into the store. No..this can't be happening again not this time.. Sorry Yoongi but I can't let you have Jimin. Grabbing Jimin's hand they both looked back at me. I was happy because he quickly let go of Yoongi's hand. "Hey" I gave them a smile. It was all fake all of it.. I don't care what happens to them I only care about Jimin. But what's so wrong about that?

Jimin : Jungkook your.... alive?

" What do you mean Hyung..."? Of course that's what I want to be Dead. What's the point of living? Please tell me someone..I can see it all happening again. He'll get taken away from me again. Before that happens I need try my best.. " Yoongi Hyung I think Namjoon is calling you"! I'm sorry....Glancing back at us with a unsure look he went through the door. " Hyung your really a bad liar why are you making life hard on Yoongi....just tell him already".

Jimin : Kookie what are you talking about? Tell Yoongi about what?

" Stop it... If your going to treat this like a game I can't play anymore". I knew for a while he gained his memories back. He's just acting like this so Yoongi won't go again. Because if he tells them the truth Yoongi would leave. Maybe it was better this way though. I could still be with him even if he loves another.. Park Jimin got hit by a car on October 1st 2013. 12 days away from his birthday everyone wondered why it all happened. I know the reason why though...

October 1st 2013 6:00 AM

" How can I blame you Hyung it's not your fault". It wasn't... it was all my fault. I couldn't take you away from him. You fell under his spell and could never get back out. " It's okay...I still love you". Ending the call I went to the bathroom. Opening the cabinet I saw a box cutter. It's better this way right?  Of course it is... Sorry I wasn't good enough for you. I thought you liked me too.. I guess that's not the case. It felt as if the whole world collapsed..What's the point in living a life without you? Lifting the blade up to my wrist I put it right on top. Do it Jungkook maybe if you do it he'll love you again. Slicing through my skin it began to bleed. " Jungkook come down here". My mom called to busy looking at the blood spilling I ignored her words. A few minutes later I could hear someone walking up the steps turning the knob. Standing there in horror  my mom screamed "What are you doing"!! He'll like you now.. Giving my mom a smile I fainted due to losing to much blood. I wonder why he doesn't like me.. I'm I to fat? To ugly? If it's for his ill change.. Waking up in the hospital I glanced at my phone.

8:30 Am
Jimin : Jungkook please answer me.

8: 45 Am

Jimin : Please answer me I'm sorry if your mad at me but please I need someone..

Jimin: Jungkook..
Jimin : please....
Jimin : If your mad at me its okay just answer so I know you didn't do something stupid.

Sending a total of 12 text messages most of them saying Answer me or are you there.

9 : 30 Am

Jungkook: Sorry I slept in..
Jimin : thank god I thought you were dead!

A/N

Ending it here because idk. Sorry if this chapter sucks. BUT THERE WILL BE CHAPTERS THAT SUCK  SO I CAN MAKE BETTER CHAPTERS what I just said made no sense. So yeah we're finding out little by little on what happen to Jimin. Also can you guess what's wrong with Jungkook ?
JIMIN BIRTHDAY IS SOON SO I MIGHT UPDATE LIKE CRAZY BECAUSE HE IS FCKING BAE❤️
I also don't know if I should cut chapters down to 500 because some of you might get bored reading these 800+ Idk you tell me. Again sorry if this chapter sucks :/