Sirius' POV 

It's been a week or two, I don't know I don't keep track of the days all I know is today is another Hogsmeade weekend and I was up before Remus, again. I sighed as I turned around, I was the little spoon, again, I shook him to try and wake him, nothing, just a groan and he rolled over I sighed again and hit him with my pillow, nothing, I put him on his back I straddled his hips and shook him again, still nothing, I sighed yet again and kissed him, nothing. "Wake up, Moon." I groaned leaning my head on his chest there was a blinding light as James ripped open the hangings around my bed.

"Guys-ew, stop fucking the wolf with us in here," he said in disgust turning his ahead away I chuckled and removed my head from Remus' shoulder.

"We weren't doing anything, besides, he'd have to be awake or that'd be rape since he won't wake up!" I said my voice getting louder with each word seeing if it would wake him up but it didn't.

"I have an idea," he said walking off I waited for a few seconds and he came back with a piece of chocolate that was probably inside Remus' robes. "Try this,"

"I doubt that would work," I said taking it from him.

"It's Remus, the biggest chocolate lover we know," he stated I chuckled and waved the piece under his nose, surprisingly James was right, he nibbled the piece of chocolate before eating it, he opened his eyes and smiled.

"Morning, Pads, Prongs," he said rubbing my thigh I slapped his hand away and got up taking my robes and clothes with me to the bathroom slamming the door for extra measures.

Remus' POV

I sighed as Sirius slammed the bathroom door and got up slowly to put my clothes on. "Well, not even a month and you've ruined it," James said as I pulled on a plaid button-up, I turned towards him and punched him in the face breaking his glasses in the process.

"Don't even start, you deserved it." I said pulling on a pair of black jeans and shoes as he was about to open his mouth to speak as he picked his glasses up and fixed them he chuckled and put them back on as I was pulling on my robes, a scarf, and gloves.

"He'll probably go in alone, so we shouldn't wait," he said I nodded and gave the bathroom door a sad look.

"Maybe, can you give me a minute? I just wanna try and talk to him," I said he nodded and grabbed some warm clothes to put on I walked towards the bathroom door and knocked.

"What?" came Sirius' muffled voice I sighed and tried opening the door which didn't work since he locked it I pulled out my wand and muttered Alhomora (I forgot how to spell it). The door opened with a bang and I walked in to see Sirius fully naked I quickly averted my eyes, painfully might I add since he was hot as hell. "You can look now."

"I'm sorry," I said simply trying to walk towards him he put up a shield around him so I couldn't,

"You should be, but I don't forgive you." He stated plainly with no emotion in his voice.

"Sirius, you're being dramatic," I said trying to touch his arm but to no avail he still had the shields up,

"Me? Dramatic? I don't know what you're talking about," he said there was still no emotion in his voice.

"Sirius, please," I begged groping my wrist that was still bandaged,

"Just leave, Lupin," he said I sighed and walked out to Lily and James snogging on Sirius' bed.

"Guys, lets go," I said sadly they snapped apart and got up Lily was smoothing out her clothes and we walked out Lily and James hand in hand smiling I sighed and looked back at the dormitory as we left.

"Remus, are you ok?" Lily asked I gave a weak smile and nodded.

"I'll be fine," I said simply we continued walking until we reached Hogsmeade and split up I couldn't see Sirius anywhere he must've stayed in the castle today.

Sirius' POV

I sighed and leaned against the sink as Remus left I let off the shield I put around myself, I know I was being dramatic but there's something I can't tell him, or anyone for that matter. I pulled on my robes, scarf, and gloves and went to leave the bathroom only to be pushed back in by Guy, he was a surly boy on our year almost every girl swooned over him because of his muscles. I saw him put up some kind of charm, since he visibly waved his wand and muttered something, "What are you doing?" I asked fear dripping from my voice he caught this and chuckled.

"Oh, Sirius, I saw that queer Remus leave and thought since he's always following you around like a little puppy you must be in here." he said walking closer to me I reached for my wand but he was faster and threw it to the side with his.

"Guy, you don't have to do this, you've done it enough," I said with a shaky voice, "We can go about our day and forget this happened."

"I like when you're scared," he said pushing a strand of hair behind my ear.

"Please, don't do this," I begged in a quiet voice as he stroked my arm.

"Mm, beg some more, I like that as well," he chuckled grabbing onto my belt before I could speak he took it off and unbuttoned my pants.

"Guy, please," I said in a shaky voice I really didn't want this nor did I want it any other time he's done this.

"Please what?" he asked now pulling down my pants so they were around my ankles and I was standing in my boxers.

"Please, don't do this," I pleaded my voice still shaking as he was now undoing his pants,

"If you stop arguing with me you might like it." He said I could feel the tears run down my face as he tried removing my boxers he sighed and moved away to pick up his wand, when he was distracted I ran to my wand and grabbed it.

"I have a boyfriend you bitch. Petrificus Totalus bitch." I yelled and he fell limply to the floor his legs were stuck together and his arms stuck to his side I took the wards off of the bathroom and put my pants back on I walked out of the tower and sat on the bottom of the seventh floor stairs I heard the tapping of shoes as people who couldn't or decided not to go to Hogsmeade walked around. I undid a few buttons on my shirt and loosened my tie tears still staining my cheeks than I heard it, three people were walking but stopped when they saw me hunched over on the steps.

"No, go on up to the tower, I'll talk to him, I have to give him something anyway," I heard a voice say, "And don't snog on Sirius' bed me and him will need that spot later!" I recognized the voice when they said this, Remus, I felt two quick pats on my back as the other two, probably Lily and James, passed by I heard shoes tapping as he started walking again. "Sirius?"

"What do you want?" I asked trying to cover up the fact that I was crying but he understood that I was when I spoke.

"I have something for you." he said I could tell he was worried when he said this but ignored it.

"And what would that be?" I asked letting my voice break this time,

"I'll give it to you after you tell me what's wrong." he said rubbing my back I chuckled plainly and shook my head,

"I can't or you'd hate me." I said giving another dry chuckle,

"I would never hate you, so tell me, what's wrong? What's got my beautiful Sirius all beat up?" he asked I smiled and looked up at him.

"Promise not to get mad?" I asked he smiled and nodded, "It's Guy."

"What about him? Are you talking about the surly boy?" he asked I nodded and looked down,

"He um...God how do I say this?" I asked in my head but it came out of my mouth instead.

"Say what? What did he do?" he asked I could tell he was getting mad,

"You're getting mad," I said simply fumbling with my loosened tie.

"No I'm not, tell me what he did and I'll decide if I'm mad or not." he said I nodded and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek, "What was that for?"

"Extra measures so you don't get mad," I said looking back at the ground.

"You're stalling, Sirius," he said I saw him cross his arms over his chest and give me a serious look.

"Fine, he's been rapping me for awhile now, and he tried to do it again this morning when you left the tower." I said looking at the wall that suddenly became interesting I heard him take in a sharp breath and sigh.

"Where is he now?" he asked I looked at him and chuckled.

"I'm not gonna tell you because I know you'll do something that'll get you expelled," I said he smiled and rolled his eyes, "So, what'd you get me?" 

"Uh, hold on," he said as he removed a small yet large black box, "Here." he added handing me a plastic bag I opened it to see a bunch of Zonkos products and Sugar Quills.

"What's that?" I asked motioning towards the box he was turning in his hands catching him by surprise.

"Huh? Oh, it's nothing really," he said turning a bright shade of pink.

"It can't be nothing if you're blushing about it," I said simply he turned scarlet at this I chuckled and took the box out of his hands he didn't try taking it back so I opened it and pulled out a gold heart shaped locket.

"It's stupid really, I knew you wouldn't like it," he said at my silence I just smiled more,

"Oh, Remus, I love it," I said giving him an unexpected hug he chuckled and hugged me back, "I can put a picture of us in here."

"So you do like it," he chuckled as I beamed at it,

"I told you I love it, I also notice you got me like a hundred or so Sugar Quills, now, why would that be?" I asked as I struggled to hook the chain.

"Here let me," he said I turned around and lifted my hair as he hooked the chain, "I did that because I notice you like them and I like how your lips always taste like a different one when we kiss sometimes."

"Mm, so maybe I'd have to suck on one tonight before our snogging session?" I asked he smiled and chuckled he stood up and picked up the other two bags he had I followed and picked up the bag he gave me.

"Maybe," he said I chuckled and kissed him softly this kiss lasted longer than the others, since James kept interrupting our snogging sessions when we start. We put our bags in the dormitory and waited for dinner when it came that time we walked down to the Great Hall it was mainly just glaring that Remus did to the back of Guys skull. "I have to tell you something," Remus said on our walk back to the tower after dinner.

"What?" I asked confused,

"Guys tried to rape me as well, but I'd fight back when I was strong enough, when I'd come out of the hospital wing he'd try but he stopped when he realized that Madame Pomfrey might catch him." he said looking at the ground.

"I guess we'll both have to kill him." I said hugging him he chuckled and hugged back. We resumed our walk to the tower talking and laughing, that day was horrid but we both ended up falling asleep with a smile on our face curled up next to each other.