Knowing her pain(part 2)


Here its second part..

Abhi drags her out by holding her hand tightly and threw her in the wall..

Abhi ; how..how can you do this to me..she is mine..and you never let me know this..why..tell me why..why you hided this from me..

Pragya : seeing his same anger before years she don't know what to do than keeping kiara with her always..so she lied..cursing all her stars she lied ..not looking at his eyes... she is not yours..

Abhi : no..no..don't dare to say that word from your mouth..you can move on by hiding your love for me but you cant give a birth to a child with someone else..and i have seen us in her already..don't dare to say that again..tell me she is ours na..tell me dammit..

Abhi asked her holding her hands tightly..

Abhi; tell me pragya she is ours na..

Pragya ; never says anything keep looking on other side..

Abhi ; look at my eyes and say pragya..she is ours na..tell me..he scream in his utmost voice pragya shaken with his voice and the anger on his face..

Pragya ; haan..

Abhi : now tell me..how can you hide such a big truth from me pragya..the girl just like whom i wished to have a daughter is none other than my own daughter and i was not aware of that..she is mine but i..i....tell me pragya..how can you hide this from me..tell me pragya..how can you do like this to me..tell me..he holds her hand tightly to which she winches in pain..

Pragya ; is it all because of me..is it me threw you out..is it me blamed for dadi's death..is it me said i am dead to you..is it me had broken all our relation with me..is it me told you that you don't want to see my face again..is it all me..tell me is it me..


Abhi leave his grip on her and looks deeply in her eyes..which shows deep hurt..and the sole reason for that all is him and he is seeing himself in her eyes...

Pragya ; its all i should ask you..why you threw me out..why you asked me to go from you..why you broken all our relation..why you declared i am dead to you..why you accused me for dadi's death..why you never let me to talk..why you killed me suniye..why you killed me..she asked gaining all her courage..clutching his collars tightly as a support and slowly she falls on the floor...why you did this to us..why you snatched all our happiness..why you never searched for me..why you ever waited for me..why you let me go..if you are in that much anger why didn't you killed me with your own hands rather than punishing me like this..

Abhi left with no answer..its all true..its because of him they have to suffer like this..if someone has to blame for all the mess in their life then it has to be him..he don't know what to do..the fact is he too got punishment for what he did..but seeing her vulnerable state he cant stop begging for forgiveness..but the fact about kiara still disturbing him..

Abhi; kneeled down into her position..haan..its all because of me..i was a dumb to do like that..you know na how dadi means to me..i never believed anyone than you in my house..that's why i told you take care of everyone there but what i have seen there..my dadi's copse..voh..i couldn't knew what i was doing then..i was angry on you not saving her..i want to punish you for breaking my promise..but i never meant those words..you know i needed you the most that time..i searched you but..all i did is entirely wrong but i cant hate you pragya..i thought you would be there for me but you went..

Pragya ; that's why i went..you were sure about my staying back there..you knew that i will be there if you hurt me too..so that you can hurt me again and again,knowing well i wont go anywhere leaving you..you were sure that i would live there bearing all your hatred..because for you i have no self respect at all..you have never seen me alone as pragya than abhigya...

Abhi ; its not like that pragya..voh..i..

Pragya ; tell me suniye,,tell me..don't you want to tell now..then hear me..

Abhi remains silent..

Pragya ; do you have any idea how i lived all these years without you..you know when i comes to know about your princess..on that day you threw me out from your life..after hearing all those from you do i have run to you saying that i am pregnant..would you accept me wholeheartedly..you know how i felt while hearing those words from you..i would die that instant itself..you know how dadi means for me..i have no idea how she reached there..that simonika aimed gun on me..its all my fate i would have died there..but dadi stood before me..i cant still come out from that guilt..that time i too needed you the most but what you did..you killed my lifeless body again with your words..i wanted to console you but you were accusing me..that time i blamed myself for not killed by her..if i were died on that day i cant see that hatred for me in your eyes..

    About kiara..you know when i feel her inside i want you beside me..i want to tell you first but what you said in that interview...if you felt guilt that time why you said like that..knowing your hatred then too..how would i came back to you..you know how it pierce me to see the world calls her as someone's daughter..and i cant stop them..i cant tell about her father..why you left me in that situation..why you let me to give someone's name to her..what sin she had done then..why you did this to me..did i have to tell her that her papa had threw me out saying i am dead to him..then what she think about you..wont she hate you for that..

   Then what about now..how can you even think like this i would have moved on..its not only i cant give birth to someone's child..i cant even imagine a person forgetting you..you want me or not but for me in my entire life..you are my husband..and this mangalsutra and kumkum only i can wear for your name not for anyone..but you give that rights too someone..how..how can you give my place to her,,how can you give my rights to her..its too to her..after all what she did with you,..don't whom they loved you have no value in your life..do you hurt those who truly loves you only..then hear me Mehra..i never married anyone..for me still you are my husband but for you..whom i am to you now..

Abhi felt there rooted hearing her..seeing him having difficulty to find words she continued..she wants to make everything clear..the fear of that dream allowed her to do so..

Pragya ;kiara.. its because of her still i am alive today..God has given me many sufferings and pain after that he has given her to me..i never lived a day without her..i will die if you ever tried to separate me from her...

Abhi falls on the floor with a heavy thud,this time to hurt himself..he cries hardly pragya's heart finds its own way to reach him but her mind controlled her from making a move..she too don't know how or what she told to him..she always makes sure not to hurt him with her words but today..being its the time to burst out or whatever she wants to pour out all which haunted her for years..maybe its for all for a new start as abhigyara but as per her,her husband has blocked that way too marrying tanu..its her mistake too not understanding him as well..

          Its abhi's loud sob brings her down..she finds herself a stone letting him to cry like this..she badly wants to hug him or to console him but something..something is stopping her..for abhi his world turns down hearing her and seeing the pain in her eyes..he never imagined how this could be for her..till now he blamed himself for separating them..but never he knew how it would be for his pragya to hear those venomous words from him..he said all these in anger to show how much anger he was on her but never ever he meant those words..all he wants to kill himself at that moment for hurting her like this..if she ever felt secure under him she would came back with kiara,but he had broken all their relations with her trust too..all the while he was mad on her for hiding the truth from him but now the guilt overpowering him..the guilt of hurting her ad leaving her all alone with their child..her insecurity killing him,how can she think like he would separate kiara from her..maybe she is right he had done the same if he didn't heard her then..

Abhi looks at pragya who is standing there clutching her hand with the guilt of hurting her husband like this..

Abhi ; do i deserve your forgiveness..

Pragya ; sighs..till he couldn't understand her..

Abhi ; don't forgive me even..i know all i did is entirely wrong..i was a fool to do like that..i was dumb to hurt you..you were right i used to hurt only who loves me..i hurt you pragya..i am sorry..i know my sorry wont make anything right but let me pragya..let me heal you..let me bear my punishment..let me suffer..but don't leave me..don't leave me..please pragya be with me..give me a chance..now i am not a husband alone i am a father too..i will let anything to happen that will you and my daughter anger on me..kiara..i got her now pragya..you know na how i carved for a daughter..i want to live you both..as a good husband and as a good father..please pragya..what i did is completely wrong but don't hate me..don't hate me..

      Not minding the controlling mind,pragya moved to him seeing him going worse..nearing him she too cried,knowing what is stopping her now,abhi continued..

Abhi ; can i ever marry another girl leaving you..haan i dared to before that's why you lost trust on me na pragya..then hear me pragya i didn't married her..for the world she is my wife but not for me..like you till you are my wife pragya..please forgive this dumbo husband..please..

Pragya hugs him immediately in the way of comforting him..where abhi too hugs her tightly to ease her pain..

Abhi ; sorry pragya..

Pragya ; shh..you told me na your sorry wont heal me the why you are saying it again..

Abhi ; i hurt you..

Pragya ; then heal me with your love not with sorry..don't ask me to leave again suniye..

Abhi ; i wont..i wont ever..you too don't leave me..abhi pulls for a hug..

Pragya ; i  too wont..wont ever..

Abhi ; kiara..

Pragya ; i will talk to her..then king..

Abhi ; i will..

After cherishing their moment together they moved to kiara's room where she is sleeping..abhi sleeps beside her hugging closely and ask pragya to join with them..finally as a family they they slept together to welcome a new day..pragya saw abhi sleeping peacefully after continuous weeping..seeing him pragya too drifted into sleep hugging them closely..

In morning..

Abhi stirs in sleep when he feels smooches on his face..lazily he opens his eyes after a long peaceful sleep..

Kiara ; papa..

Abhi jerks up with this sudden call..

Kiara ; uffo papa..how long you will sleep..i am far better than him na mumma..

Pragya ; haan..

Abhi ;looks at pragya clueless of her sudden call..

Kiara ; superman..you are my papa..

Abhi ; ha..vo..kiara..

Kiara ; papa...i love you..kiara hugs him..abhi too hugs her tightly..

Abhi ; i am so..sorry..kiara..

Kiara ; why papa..

Abhi ; i did..didn't came to see you all these years...

Kiara ; now you came na papa..mumma told me everything papa...you were busy with some works na..i know you went to save others hey na superman..but don't go anywhere leaving us okay..we need our superman with us hey na mumma..

Pragya nods with happy tears..

Abhi ; so you are not angry on me..

Pragya ; no papa..no anger only love..she hugs him again...

Abhi ; the lots of love from papa too..

Pragya ; kiara..be with melvin he came here..we are going to meet dada..

Kiara ; me too coming..

Pragya ; you stay here with him beta..

Kiara ; mumma please..

Pragya ; no kiara..

Kiara pouts abhi chuckles seeing his daughter..

Abhi ; only for a while princess..later we are going to our home..

Kiara ; sunny's home..

Abhi ; now yours too..

Kiara ; okay then..

As pragya asked they move to police station to bring king out from jail..

King : pragya..you bring me out as you said..

Pragya gently smiles..she looks at abhi..following her gaze king too saw him..

King ; abhishek..you too here..i knew it was not you.. your babhi did this na..

Abhi ; sorry for that..

King ; its okay man..you found them na..

Abhi ; haan..

Pragya ; shall we go..

King : haan..

Abhi parked his car in an isolated place thinking he need to talk with him before reaching their home..

King : abhishek why you stopped here..

Abhi get out from car following him pragya and king too came out..

Abhi : voh..i want to tell you something important..he said looking at pragya who looked around the place remembering something..seeing herself lost in it abhi starts to talk gaining her attention..

Abhi : voh..king..

King : tell me abhishek..what is so important to talk than taking me back to home..

Abhi : pragya..

King : pragya..he looked at pragya..

Abhi ; her past..

King ; she told you about her past..her past was not so sweet as her..she has suffered a lot..and you know who is the reason for that..her husband..its her husband who broken up all her relation with her when she needed him the most..i don't know more about him as pragya never told me any ill about her husband..still its a wonder for me to see her love for him..if our loved ones hurt us the wound will be so deep to forget and we can able to hate them too na..that's what happening with her..but i respect her love for him..but i wont forgive him for what he did with her..

Abhi :'what will you do if you get your husband before you..

King : mumbaiwala..will she ever let me to do something..

Abhi : if its me what will you do..

King ; abhishek don't play with her emotion..

Abhi : then its the truth..it was me her husband..it was me who threw her out when she needed the most..it was me who let suffer a lot..its me who hurt her so deep..its me responsible for all her sufferings..abhi starts to sob as he looked down king can feel his pain in pragya's eyes..he was clueless to see the love in them..

King ; you asked me na what would i have done if i see her husband before me..

Abhi looks him confused not knowing what he is upto something..

King ; holds his collar..you were a looser to lose such a precious thing in your life..i would smash your head if i wont the pain in her eyes for that.. look at the fate..where that drag us to..do you remember this place pragya..you know abhishek from here i got your wife before seven years..but not like this..i got her from there while committing suicide..

Abhi ; sui..suicide..

     Abhi looks at pragya..his heart aches to put her in that situation..how can she decide to end her life..what if something happen to her..still he lived these hell years with a hope that one day she will come to him..but if something happens to her,he wont forgive himself for that..

King : i think i gave you punishment what should i give to you..i will be there in car..

Abhi moves lifelessly to pragya after hearing king..not being able to look at his face she looks down..

Abhi ; pragya..how..

Pragya ; su..sunniye..please don't talk about that..

Abhi ; what would i do..if something happens to you..

Pragya ; nothing happened na..your princess she stopped me..

Abhi ; i am not good na..why i am like this..

Pragya ; suniye..please..

Abhi ; why you are like this pragya..

Pragya ; that i don't know..we made promise on each other na we would never talk about our past..then why you are..

Abhi ; can i leave this like that..you tried to kill yourself..no i tried to kill you..he said letting down the tears..pragya hugs him immediately..

Pragya ; suniye..

Abhi ; you wont hate me na pragya..i wont let you do anything like that..if i ever crossed my limit scold me pragya..argue with me..if i did't then slap me even..but don't do like this..promise me you wont do like this again..

Pragya ; i will never suniye..forgive me..

Abhi ; no..its me should ask this..forgive me..please..

Pragya ; suniye..

Abhi ; please pragya...forgive me..

Pragya ; how can i suniye..i have forgiven you already and i too hurt you na..

Abhi ; that's because of me na..

Pragya ; suniye..i believe you more than you do for yourself..you wont hurt me again..i am so sure about that..lets forget everything think as you got your daughter you got me too..and you will never let your happiness go away from you anymore..i believe you..

     Abhi don't know what to do than hugging her..he hugs her tightly..she was right rather than thinking about past they should think about their present and future..but he never gonna forgive himself for letting her to do suicide..all she wants a happy life with her family,that's gonna make her happy..then her abhi is all ready to make her happy forever..he kissed on her head with a promise of making her happy always..and he was sure that he gonna fulfill this promise till his death..they remained some more time like that there..its king asked them to come..they first went to farm house..picking kiara from there they went to king's house to get their things packed then moved to their home..

     After their family reunion they moved to their home..where abhi was determined to do something at once he reached his home..they reached their home..everyone looks shocked to see them as family..they never want to ask anything about kiara as they know her as their blood when her parents were together..they welcomes them happily..

Aliya ; bhai..

Tanu ; abhi..you brought her here..knowing she had married already with another man..and has a daughter too you bought her here.. how you worried all these years abhi..you never let me to near you till but look at her..she has a daughter with someone..after having a child too she came back to you leaving her new husband..how cheap is she..threw her out abhi..

Abhi ; slapped her hardly tanu gulps hard seeing his anger..how dare to talk like that..her name is pragya not tanu..to run over men..if you ever talked like this then i wont mind to kill you.. kiara,she is mine and her's..i don't need to prove this all to you..i told you already when she came back,you have to go from here..get out from here..take your friend too..he said firmly not looking at aliya..

Aliya ; bhai..

Abhi ; who is your bhai..i was a fool to believe you ..from the day i asked pragya to move out its you keep saying ill about her..and its you blackmailed me to keep her here..you never cared my happiness at all..you hates my pragya always and asked me to do the same..and after years i got my happiness here..i cant let my daughter too suffer like my wife did..you can hurt her too..so get out from here..

Aliya ; bhai..how can i..

Abhi ; you can aliya..remember what you had done already..i cant lost my happiness anymore..so go out..

Dasi ; you will never stay here na without your tanu..by saying this only you got her here na then go with her too..we don't need that chudali's friend here..

Aliya ; dasi..

Dasi ; like your dadi i am too dead to you..

Pragya ; wait suniye,..you cant threw her out..you are doing the same mistake again..as far as i know the blood wont hurt same blood..so i have faith on her..if she hates me still she can do anything with me..but not with my daughter because i am not the same pragya..now i am a mother too..i know how to protect my child here..and i know this too that she wont do like that..its dadi's wish to see her grandchildren's happy life so don't do this to her..when she really needs a second chance..aliya looks at pragya but she keep looking on abhi not in a mind to forget what she had done to her already..for the first time aliya's heart felt hurt seeing her ignorance..

Abhi ; as your wish..but i cant forgive her so easily..

Saying this abhi takes his wife and his daughter to their room...

      Its been nearly six months since abhigya were united..abhi finds some changes in aliya but still he remained cold with her..it was pragya and king gives her support..seeing his concern abhi asked king to marry aliya and he too accepted for that..with abhigya,.. their life was again a bed of roses for them with happiness and with their daughter..the same tanu,aliya and nikhil still alive in the same town but they never dared to do anything as abhigya were together now..now they understood which separated them all these years..they loved each other so much like never could anyone love but they failed to stay together when problem occurs and it made others to play in between..but now everything has changed..being an understanding husband abhi studied his wife a lot before all the while he spent only with romancing her..they both realized their mistakes and is determined not to do such thing again..all they did these days to fight for others who never minded their happiness..but now onwards there will be only abhigyara..maybe their some more kids too..if they wished..and they gonna live happily as they deserves...





The end...

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Chinnu..

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