This will be all mews part of the story......

First day with gulf -

Gulf was talking about something like a small kid and I kept looking at him he is the most beautiful person I have ever seen when I met him for the first time I thought he is a brat but he is an angel...

For the first time, I shared about my mother to someone, for the first time in years I didn't have to pretend to be ok or cool I was just myself with him, and he is the most perfect person....

He is adorable when he sleeps I never told anyone I every day came early to see my angel sleeping the way he pouts while sleeping is adorable, I just keep falling deeper for him every day.

Crap I am in love with him but he doesn't deserve me, what will he think after he gets to know about me I am sick ( not any kind of illness mew is just too possessive but not in a good way ) if I get something or someone I like I won't let it go ever I know myself what if he rejects me or find me over-possessive because there is no way I can change and I won't change I don't want him to get in my mess he deserves the world not someone sick like me

The day mew found after the insta fan page of the gulf-----

How dare they call themselves gulf husbands I came home and looked at every single picture carefully observing every single detail about him, he had molds on his chest that's so beautiful everything about him is beautiful.....

I printed all the pictures and told my friend to close all the accounts on one can love gulf he is too perfect for the world even for me....

Maybe I am in love but I can't be in love with him I am straight and forget it I just can't be with him....

The day mew saw gulf in the club with fiat -

Oh God no he can't be gulf boyfriend I clearly heard their chat they don't know each other it's just a one night nothing more or less but what if he falls for the guy, what if they end up together what if one-day gulf bring him to us saying he is gulf boyfriend what if one-day gulf send me his wedding card

Gulf marries the stupid gulf

No cut the shit out

I tried to hook up with a girl but it didn't work my mind was on gulf, was he making love or was it casual sex I can't even ask him dam it, it was exhausting but I did it anyway when I was done with the girl I quickly got out of the room I saw the guy with gulf was leaving the room next to mine.....

And fuck my luck I went inside and saw a naked gulf sleeping peacefully he is perfect my angel I touched his face and he grabbed my hand and made me sleep I know he must me thinking I am that guy but I can pretend he is mine for a while I know he can't be mine but it's enough for me I slept for a while next to him, him hugging me and he being naked....

The next morning I rushed early and ordered something for him to eat I hate this but I can't let him be hungry....

He came to university all of us were eating when someone asked him the number of people he slept with I said 10- 15 but he didn't answer I wanted an answer so I grabbed his hand he looked in my eyes I could see confusing so I let him go but I wanted the answer .....

Mark - 

I hate him he is close to my love I won't leave him, he called me a third wheel he tried to flirt with angle  in front of me I won't leave him after this.

About glory -

I saw her for the first time but I saw something that others didn't his wig was falling of her height was exactly the same as gulf as curves if you think I didn't notice the similarity you are wrong I did I see gulf every day I see every inch of him I have memorized even his smell how he smells i can tell from a mile away if it's him...

I followed her and I was right he is gulf obviously I was right I can't be wrong about gulf.......

But why? Why is he working as a stripper after that day I tried to find everything about him every single thing.   

I have to pretend to hate him now or everyone will know I know everything from the start I don't have any reason to hate him I love him a lot but I have to pretend because someone is spying on gulf I know about his boss and about saint...

I know everything and I don't trust anyone.....

I will protect you gulf my angel I will find your boss and kill him with my own hands

And the person who is keeping eyes on you...

On the day everyone found about mews dad being the boss -

To be honest, I was mad at him how dare he law eyes on my angle I killed him I freaking shot him but that bitch shot my baby I will kill you too my so-called mother I won't leave you, you hurt my angle.....

Mew carried gulf

My heart I swear on my mother if anything happens to my angel I will kill myself...

After everyone was on their lunch I came to his room and sat near him

I took out my mothers ring which she gave me and put it in my angel's hands now you are mine angel and I will do anything to protect you I am sorry I hurt you, I love you gulf yes I do and I promise once you get ok we will get married or if you don't we will be buried together......sorry I had to pretend to hate you and said those words to you....

Flashback a few days ago-

New was sleepless so he decided to take a walk in his house his mind was on gulf how to know about his real boss because there was no information about the guy....

Until he heard

Yes Sara my spy has informed me about gulf hearing gulfs name he started listing to their conversation...

Yes, don't worry even his new friends can't help him and if he dares to them about to anyone I will get to know and you know what I am going to do....

Don't worry mew is too stupid to understand all this he never doubted me and never will he think of me as a good person he has to no idea about our drug racket and everything....

Yes don't worry

His world scattered his dad was the villain.... I have to find the truth out. ....

( so mew knew everything and he made this plan to expose his father for all his illegal business they already called the cops when gulf went there and mews dad didn't know about this, after day mark they didn't really die they pretended to die it was the part of there plan )

I won't add anything about their plan because it will take a lot of time and chapter let's directly skip after that if you guys have any questions please feel free to ask )