The next morning my stupid alarmclock rang and I knew it's time for school. It'll be hard to ignore Michael but ... After I got dressed and fixed what could be fixed I went outside. And guess who's standing  there... Michael. "Need a ride?", he asked smirking. "No. I prefer to walk.", I said, trying not to sound sad or something. He shortly looked upset but then again put on his smiling face. "Then I walk too. Some fresh air is going to be good." 

Oh man, this is going to be harder than I thought. "No, it's okay. I... uhm.. anyways uhm.. I need some time to think...", I said stuttering. "You're okay?.. I could-", he said. "I'm okay Michael! I just need some time for myself!", I cut him off. "Oh.. uhm.. okay.. sorry.. See you in school.", he said and got into his car. I could tell he was upset. Shit.. now I'm feeling even worse than before.

I began walking to school and unfortunately I underestimated the lenght of the route. I came too late but the teacher just ordered me to take a seat so he could continue his lesson. And guess! The only free seat was between Michael and Rich... I sighted and took place. Michael typed my shoulder and said, "Told ya I could pick you up." I laughed a bit. But then I realized, "(Y/n), ignore him! Resist his charm and those beautiful chocolate eyes..." I could slap myself for those thoughts. I tried to concentrate on what the teacher said, but Michael always appeared in my head.  I gasped as I saw that I scribbled "Michael" with many hearts around it, in my folder. I tried to erase it before anyone could see it.

But it was already too late. "What's this?", I heard someone ask and suddenly the sheet with the "Michael-drawing" got ripped out of my hands. "Please, Rich give it back.", I pleaded quietly. He gave me an evil smirk and said, "There's someone in this room, who would love to see this.", he said and some students got curious. I was plading with my eyes. But it was already to late. He handed the paper over to Michael and before I could take it Michael already saw it. He looked confused, then he looked up and stared directly in my red face.

I couldnt read his expressions. I shivered. I didn't know what to do.. I just stumbled backwards and stuttered, "I... I-I-I am ... uhm.. I am sorry." I ran out of class. Behind me I heard some laughter and Michael shouting my name. I entered the next girlsbathroom. After entering I hid in a cabin and cried. I let out a pitiful sobe.

"You lost Jeremy, now you lost Michael, and still everybody hates you.", I told myself. I sobbed again. Suddenly the door opened and someone asked, "(Y/n)?" I suffocated my sobbing and tried not to make any noises. "I know you're in here. I saw you entering.", the voice said.                I knew hiding was useless so I exited the cabin and to my surprise the person standing infornt of me was the person I least expected.

"Rich?", I asked."The only one.", he answered. "What do you want...", I said. "Look... (Y/n).. I'm sorry.. I had to do this.", he apologized. I looked confused. "See I also was a loser like you. But I found a way to leave my pitiful past behind me and become the Rich I am today.. ",he told me.  "I still don't get it.", I said. "Look.. I'm trying to help you." 

"How will you help me?" I responded sarcastically.

He handed me a little thing and said ,"You can thank me later... oh and... you have to take it in with mountain dew." Then he exited the girls-bathroom. I opened my hand to see what Rich just gave me. As I looked more accurate I saw what it was...

He had given me a little, grey pill aka a SQUIP.