****this is a journal entry out of my diary dated 1/30/17 A. Passage that i wrote to myself. Thanks for reading please vote and comment. love y'all. ***

What's wrong with you?

WHO ARE YOU?

I don't know you. You're lazy. You have gained weight. You seem to be unhappy all the time. You are letting your days pass you by. Your mind seems to be stuck in the past. Its like you are frozen on an ice block of pure sadness. It can only be melted by days of happiness.

Are you happy?

What happened to the person who used to love to draw, read books, go for walks, go for bike rides? What happened to the mom who used to rush home to cook big meals for her family?

What's wrong with you?

What happened to the mother that would cook surprise treats for her boys? Write them special notes? Have fun with them?

Where did she go? Where did the lady go that would read her bible, her scriptures, prayed more and worried less? Where did she go? Why did she leave? What's her address so i can send her a picture? Send her a kiss. Tell her i love her. She is missed dearly.

What do i have to say to get her back?

What do i have to do to see her again?

I cry so much it hurts because i don't think she knows how much she is loved by her family by me. I miss her everyday. She seems to be slipping farther and farther away.

Why do you hurt so much? Do you know you are loved? You have gone through so much overcame so much to just lay there and cry your life away.

Wake up honey from this nightmare you are in. Realize that you are blessed with two well handsome sons, family and friends who all love you. Reach deep within you and get your strength back to fight.
You want to know what you are fighting for?

YOU!!!!

Sweet loving you. You are so beautiful and loving. You are definitely worth fighting for. Fight and take back your life. You have asked God for help and He has blessed you with a great friend, sister to start you on your journey to rediscover you by giving you this book.

Its a sign honey 2017 is your year to STAND UP AND FIGHT!! TIGHTEN THE STRINGS IN YOUR GLOVES AND FIGHT this thing called life.

The number 1 goal is YOU!!
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