What do you want to be when you grow up? This is a popular question teachers always ask young children in school. The children get to writing without a second thought their answers on paper. They may put that they want to be a teacher. A doctor. A lawyer. A police officer. A nurse. A veterinarian. A singer. A musician. A fire fighter. A judge. They may even put to be the president. And many other occupations.

That shows you that they have dreams. I wonder how many people have actually been what they said they wanted to be as a child.

I wanted to be a veterinarian till i figured out im terrified of dogs and snakes or any reptiles that look like a snake. So that marked that off my list. I can't help those animals if when i see them coming i run the opposite way.

Everybody says it's good to have a dream a goal or two in life to work towards. I have no clue on what i want to do or what i would be really good at.
A few things have crossed my mind like maybe working in a nursery with small children. Ive thought about being an health inspector. Ive also thought about traveling the world. Dont know if thats a goal or not. I want to visit these amazing places like go on a hot air balloon ride. Ride in an airplane. Go to beautiful theme parks. Would love to go to a place that hosts those poetry slams. Visit zoos. Or just walk around the town sightseeing and tasting the different foods and sweets.

I feel as though I'm a child stuck in a grown woman's body. An emotiinal child who is stuck inside and who doesn't know how to get out so she can grow up.

They say it's nice to have goals and the woman smiles but the little girl shrugs and says ok how do i figure out what i want to do with the rest of my life and how do i go about making it happen.

I was asked where did i see myself in 3 months and truthfully ive never even thought about it. I know I'm not normal. Do normal people actually set goals for themselves and go about working to accomplish those goals?

If you have any advice or suggestions please tell me because i really have no clue on what to do. Hey that rhymes lol