I have been at this new job they relocated me to a couple of weeks and I'm not liking it already. I miss my old job place with my other co workers. At least we had fun even though we sometimes didn't get along.

Listening to the radio while we worked made the atmosphere seem so peaceful and calm. You had so much fun you didn't pay any attention to the time or noticed the hot ovens while you made over 400 hamburgers and cheeseburgers that day.

Stories of the new resteraunts in town, which clothing stores had the best sales going on, stories of what the plans were for the weekend, and hilarious stories of the silly antics of their children from coworkers made the days go by quick. Not to mention the occasional potluck lunch that we would have food fit to feed an army.

Yet, This new job and people depress me. I think i got enough residue in my pipe to do a little on my lunch break to get me through the rest of my day. It's not even noon and my nerves are shattered and i feel like a walking zombie wanting to move fast but can't.

I tune out their boring chatter with only thoughts of getting high on my break. Now that brightens my mood. My feet finally cooperate with my brain and manage to pick up speed like i had a drink of redbull. I quickly do as much work as possible before i go on break.

I thought time had stopped while i waited at the time clock to clock out. A few seconds felt like an eternity. Nobody knows that feeling of like watching paint dry them wanting to get off work and it seems like the clock is playing an awful joke at you. The clock laughs while you want time to speed up and the second hand seems to take its sweet time of getting to the next second. You just want to rip it from the wall and run for the nearest exit.

FINALLY!! i quickly swipe my card and run to the door. I run outside and quickly get in my car. I drive a short distance out the parking lot to the almost empty park. I quickly grab my little "bag of goodies" i call it. I check out my pipe and i was right there's a little residue still in it! I'm so excited like an only child on Christmas day looking at all the presents under the Christmas tree.

I inhale a puff and hold it for about a minute and with the exhale of smoke i feel the stress of the day releasing as well. I put the goodies back in the bag and send a quick text to my supplier for more goodies when i get off work. She replies back quickly with "I got you" as i head to the store to get an energy drink.

Im shaking so bad from the high i can barely give the cashier my money as she looks at me with questioning eyes and pity. Does she know what ive been doing? Nawl she couldnt possibly know. I dont take the time to get my change. I tell her to keep it as i grab my drink to leave. I light a cigerette, pop open my drink and take a swig as i zoom back into the parking lot ready to clock back in to the hell hole i call job.

I make sure to bring my almost empty redbull in with me. Thats my excuse my evidence of why i suddenly have a burst of energy and a little bit of shakes as i finish up the remainder of my job.

"See you tomorrow" is heard from different co-workers but i just throw my hand up and wave with a smile on my face. I'm happy cause i know she is waiting for me at our spot. She sees me pulling up and smiles. I give her the money and she gives me my package. "I will call you later on tonight" she says with a smile that i have always loved as she drives away.

I look inside the package. She gave me what i paid for and then some. I think I'm in love i say out loud laughing to myself. I grab my little bag of goodies to put my candy in. I grab my "glass of peace" and add a candy to the end. As i light it and hear the sizzle of the candy, my stress and cares of the world sizzles away as well.

Im quickly thrown into a stage of euphoria. Im suspended in ecstasy. I put away my goodies and let the windows down so i can feel the wind blow in my face and in my hair. I turn the radio up loud as i leave the spot and head to my secret location to do more candy.

Piece after piece i smoke and smoke. I just lay there in the dark with my eyes closed. My mind is blank and quiet for a change and I'm loving it. I lay there for hours basking in my high. I finally get up and head home to get ready for my date night.

She calls me to come to her house. I head there excited and anticipating the reward to come. Great lovemaking session and more candy for later what more could i ask for.

I do more candy on my way back to my spot. I'm feeling on top of the world. I'm feeling untouchable like a superhero and nobody can stop me.

It's late and almost all my candy is gone. I put my goodie bag in my car and head home to get rest for tomorrow. I take a quick hot shower and get dressed for bed. I do me a little more candy before i lay down on the bed.

Tomorrow i know i will wake up and dread going to the job so i will do some more candy before i get there with my redbull on the side. My last thoughts as i close my eyes for the night and go to sleep.